I Will Always Love You 私は常に愛する

2011年6月30日星期四

Cry

This few days been busy with FPT's final video.
So far, i guess, everything is still keep on track.
Nothing goes wrong and i hope it will never.

Oh ya, our Writing for Different Media class had been replaced by Mr Cyrus, which he is a bit boring.
I wasnt really concentrating in his class.
I was either daydreaming or discussing the final video with Nikki and Crystal.
But it was a relief that the class doesnt require exam papers.
Or else, i'll cry till death.
Haha~

Well, still the same old routine, with a bit twist.
But it doesnt make any difference in my life.
And i still living it with pleasure.
I might complain about one thing or two, but i still want to live it to the fullest.
Whatever it is, luck and health, please be with us until this video ends.
=)
*
Chat and webcam with him recently.
Of course i'm thrilled with it.
I mean after that incident happened, he had to gone through finals and i was busying with all my assignments, and we dont really have the time to chat nicely.
But now, within one week, we can webcam twice, thats very sweet.

Yesterday, he pinpointed something.
Something that almost crushed myself.
I mean, i always tried to be the one he wants me to be, and i got lost.
So, i set up a journey, to find myself back.
Already at the start of the journey, i should be prepared for everything and anything.
But why when those words came out from his mouth, i can heard a crack in my heart?

Yes, he is right in a way.
I was always the passive one.
I never dare to take the next step, until he does so.
Little do i know, this had made him a burden, and he scared he will lose faith in me.
Thus, i kept silence and hold my tears.

I wanted to cry because i know who i was, but i was denying it all the time.
Until he pinpointed out and it was someone is exposing your weakness.
The other reason is, i get to know how worst i was.
I never thought of this.
Surely i know my problem, but i dont know how to solve it.

Then again, my cousin's word rang my mind.

"All these times, whenever you guys having a fight, you always said you are the one that should be blame."

Is it? I dont know.
Is it really that i always take the blame?
If it is, how badly have i gotten?
I feel like crying again...

He might be right.
We are no longer in that "puppy love" state.
Its been 2 years and we are starting to get used of each other.
Finally we are looking at each other weaknesses and bad behaviors.
But we need to find a way to make one another accept who we are and sometimes you cant change a person's perspective.
I cant tell what it will be.
But please Buddha, we need strength and wisdom to guide us.
No matter what will happen, at least we were once deeply in love and always wish the best for each other...

2011年6月28日星期二

磨合期

最近都很迟才放工。
星期六那天就差不多9点；今天则8点多。

有好有坏咯~

好处：我可以赚多钱。算是弥补上个月一直请假。也可以尽快存到我的目标。
坏处：好累噢~有时会到家还有烦功课的问题。而且回来都夜了，上网时间也自然减少了。

不过，我都没什么好埋怨的。
因为这就是我啦~
有工作，有赚钱的机会，何不赶紧抓住机会呢？
趁现在有体力和耐力，就赶快赚钱存钱。
这样以后就不必这么担心的。
哈哈~
好天真哦~

但没关系啦~
就当时自我安慰好了。
有了这样的想法，也不会感到累了。
=)
*
我们昨天又闹不合了。
其实是我的错啦~
脾气突然说来就来，连我都措手不及，爆发在他身上。

我后来有道歉了。
也想到我们之前的约定：就算要冷战，都不可以超过24小时。

唉~
我还说，今年不是很好的年份。
很多事情发生，我们也好像一直紧绷的状态。
一点点小动作，就容易惹到对方。

但这也可能是我们在磨合期。
我们清楚知道彼此了，是时候要学习如何相处了。
所以这段磨合期会有点苦，可是我相信我们是可以渡过的。
未来的事，的确很难去猜测。
可是我都保持着，把握和珍惜当下，不要让对方都失去彼此。
这样，在这阶段，就满足了。

亲爱的，今天也很想你。

2011年6月26日星期日

Nothing Much

This whole week is just a bit more relax.
Even the class were nothing much to talk about.
I even grab the chance to leave early.
Of course i told the lecturer i had to work.

FPT's lecturer had choose the topic for us.
We are going to do romance.
Well, the story...
Nah~ i wont reveal it until we finalize everything.

But am getting excited and nervous at the same time.
I mean, can we do our best? Or will we be able to breakthrough?
Am trying my very best to catch up.
To be honest, i'm more nervous.
But i know this is the stress alert.
For now, mojo and inspiration, please stay with me until everything ends.

Still, there's nothing much special i can rant about.
Guess i'll just stick on my drama instead.
To learn all the techniques that required for the final project.

I love you <3

2011年6月24日星期五

Oh! 少女时代

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

전에 알던 내가 아냐 Brand new sound
(Talk> 'I like the way you smile, like the way you talk,
새로워진 나와 함께 One more round
Dance Dance Dance till we run this town
whenever you're ready, wanna be.... something new, oh!')
오빠 오빠 I'll be I'll be down down down down

Hey 오빠 나 좀 봐 나를 좀 바라봐
(처음이야 이런 내 말투 ha!)
머리도 하고 화장도 했는데
(왜 너만 너만 모르니)

두근 두근 가슴이 떨려와요
자꾸 자꾸 상상만 하는걸요
어떻게 하나 콧대 높던
내가 말하고 싶어

Oh! Oh! Oh! 오빠를 사랑해
Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! 많이 많이 해
수줍으니 제발 웃지마요
진심이니 놀리지도 말아요
또 바보 같은 말뿐야 Oh~

전에 알던 내가 아냐 Brand new sound
새로워진 나와 함께 One more round
Dance Dance Dance till we run this town
오빠 오빠 I'll be I'll be down down down down

오빠 잠깐만 잠깐만 들어봐
(자꾸 딴 얘기는 말고)
동생으로만 생각하진 말아
(1년 뒤면 후회할 걸)

轉載來自 ※Mojim.com　魔鏡歌詞網
몰라 몰라 내 맘을 전혀 몰라
눈치 없게 장난만 치는걸요
어떻게 하나 이 철없는 사람아 들어봐 정말

Oh! Oh! Oh! 오빠를 사랑해
Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! 많이 많이 해
수줍으니 제발 웃지마요
진심이니 놀리지도 말아요
또 그러면 나 울지도 몰라 Oh~

전에 알던 내가 아냐 Brand new sound
뭔가 다른 오늘만은 뜨거운 마음
다음 다음 미루지 마 화만 나
오빠 오빠 이대로는 No! No! No! No!

Tell me, boy, boy. Love it?
it, it, it, it, it, it, Ah!

Oh! Oh! Oh! 오빠를 사랑해
Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! 많이 많이 해
Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! 오빠를 사랑해
Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! 많이 많이 해
또 바보 같은 말뿐야 Oh~

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah!
Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! 오빠를 사랑해
Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! 많이 많이 해
Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! 오빠를 사랑해
Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! 많이 많이 Oh
*
唉~
本来明天要去关丹的。
以为可以投进海风的怀抱，把脚丫埋进沙子里，聆听大海的声音。
也可以看到我最爱的人们。

可是。。。可是。。。
昨晚的一封简讯，就把这一切拉到原点了。
我只能靠想象而已。
唉~

也不能怪啦~
其实我在无形中已经做好心理准备了。
原因就不方便在这里说。
所以我并没有太大的失落感。
只是会一直想要念。
人家万分期待的嘛~
唉~

明天就照旧上班咯~
往好的方面想，我可以赚多钱。
毕竟我已经打算在台湾买东西了。
可以的话，要增加一样东西在清单里面：牛仔裤。
我的牛仔裤裂了。哈哈~
所以，要加油了哦~
*
因为他现在放假了，也“暂时”不用烦做工的事情，有机会能与他聊天了。

当然开心啦~
我之前还有点小小抱怨。
抱怨我干吗要这样忙碌呢~
不过还是让我们有机会能好好聊天了。

什么大小事情也聊。
功课上的问题，工作上的问题，甚至平常芝麻绿豆也聊起来了。
还好，我们还是那样子。
而我自己本身，他就好像魔术师那样。
只要他一出现，或者只要听到他的声音，我的烦恼和压力都在那瞬间消失了。
我可以暂时什么都不要想。
就专心与他聊天就好了。

亲爱的，放假3个月，要好好规划哦~
还有，别忘了帮我订民宿啊~
还有还有，我们的行程，也要开始规划了。
我在这边都很好。
虽然是被功课搞到有点不像人形了。
不过我还是很好。
我也会加油的！

亲爱的，我好想你哦~
<3

2011年6月22日星期三

Relax and breathe

So far, college and assignments are literary killing us.
Most of the deadlines are crashed and we sometimes do get confused.

But i guess so far, for the Field Production Techniques, we pitched our ideas and i'm waiting for the answer.
EPR, hope tomorrow's presentation will go on as plan.
No surprises like what happened to Moral class please.

I guess i can breath and relax for a while.
If not, i'm still going to beach anyway!
Muahahaha~
Yes, its confirmed i'm going to Kuantan this weekend.
Well, the main purpose is to visit my cousin and an old nice colleague.
Gosh~ I am starting to miss them now.
So, wish me luck and i'm going to get some sun tan. (I hope so.)
*
Yesterday, during Writing for Different Media class, Sharaad played a movie.
"Good Times, Wonderful Times"

I wont say much about the movies.
Its all mostly about wars and how two different life can happened in our mother earth.

The storyline was not bad, though there are many disturbing pictures.
Basically, they showed most of the war time pictures.
From World War 1 to Hitler, then to the Hunger Camp.
I still remember i had to closed my eyes because they make me feel like vomiting.
Then, i started to question myself sub-consciously.

Why does all this had to happened?
What's wrong of being a human in the world?
All this are right life story, but why do we choose to neglect it?
Why does life seems like a piece of shit in an soldier's eyes?
What makes them feel so powerful enough to decide a man's life?
Many more...

I cant seem to find the answer.
Or rather, its too deep to find it.
But i cant stop my mind from not thinking of it.
I almost cried when i was driving alone.
Because i am so lucky enough to avoid all these disaster.
But on the other side of the world, the people are not.
They are living in hell.
But what does fate had done to them?

And when the movie shows pictures of people crying over a dead body, i cant stop thinking what if that was my loved one?
How am i supposed to live on without them?
In addition, there's a handful of cruel and merciless soldier, who they think they are so powerful.

I have to say, this movie gave me the strongest punch i ever felt.
My mind keep repeating the images; i keep questioning myself; my heart ache for the trillion times.
Let's just say, i'm not the one for being a journalist.
But from now, i learn to forgive and forget.
I learn to appreciate.
I learn to love.
I learn to be more patience.

And all my prayers are specially dedicated for those who are least fortunate than me...
*

2011年6月20日星期一

唉~

突然发现这个学期，虽然外表看起来很轻松，可是却处处感到压力！

这个死脑筋又不知道多少次差点闹出人命来。
每次都在危急关头突然当机。
然后一直想要逃避这一切。
真的好笨哦~

也不知道是不是压力造成，最近很厉害喝酒，也很厉害飘脏话。
一点点小小事情，脏话就不小心从嘴里跳出来。
甚至还可以带点情绪那种。

唉~
最近每个讲师都一直在强调距离考试时间还有一个月的时间而已。
所以要开始帮我们做复习。
也要我们做好准备迎战。
唉~
仿佛回到以前spm的时期。
大家都不停地在倒数。

现在很多功课的提交日期都很接近。
有时还会搞乱，究竟是哪份功课要交先，还是哪份功课要给讲师过目先。
真的很乱，也觉得有点烦了。

一个月啊~
一个月后，是不是真的可以轻松一点？
说真的，我有种预感，不会！
因为我更加要加紧努力赚钱，更加加紧努力想要自己的未来了。
不能在依靠父母，也不能一直依靠命运的安排了。
是时候该长大了，是时候要下决定，要坚定自己的立场了。

唉~
李依琳，加油哦！不要再被压力控制你的脑袋了。是时候要反驳了！
加油！
*
今年的金曲奖真的有点失望啦~

第一，马英九总统也会出席？唉~搞到整个典礼都好收敛哦~有点不习惯看到吴宗宪这么僵硬。
第二，可能没什么大牌出席（除了周杰伦之外），都感觉好像在看小学生的典礼。
第三，颁奖人的互动好像怪怪的。也许真的是大家都没什么能擦出火花，有点闷了。
第四，今年的服装大家都有点保守哦~没什么好看头的。就算有，都有点过头了。
第五，王力宏全军覆没！不~~~~

不过，人要有体育精神。输了也不可以这么幼稚。
所以在这边还是要恭喜周杰伦和莫文蔚。
尤其莫文蔚，谢谢你的好消息，也衷心祝福你哦~

可是我们还是很享受整段典礼。
我们都好像在看球赛似的。
又喊又唉声叹气的。
不知道隔壁邻居会不会因为我们而难入眠？
怎样都好，颁奖典礼都过了。大家回到各自的生活，精心准备为明年奋斗。

最后小小的留言，王力宏，你还是最棒的那个！我们永远都会爱着你的！加油！
*
我们自从那天以后，都很少机会能好好聊天了。
也是啦~
当时他忙着考试，我也不敢打扰。
而他现在考完了，却轮到我与压力对抗着。
大家都忙着各自的东西。

就算有时间能好好聊天，都会不时被打断。
那就有点干脆不要聊天好了。
唉~

偷偷告诉你，我甚至还有点忘了我们是否和好了。
可能直到被朋友随口问起，才发现我们是真的还在一起的。
哈哈~
我是不是很衰样叻？
这样的女朋友都有。
还亏我当初说要找回我自己。
哈哈哈~
xP

不过啊，偶尔有时躺在床上，或者一个人驾车时，他还是会出现在我脑海里。
可能只是闪过一秒，不过都顿时让我心情没那么紧绷了。

而且啊，我也发现那天之后，我的确换了一个角度来看我们的这段感情。

以前我总是想，“要是你在我身边陪我做这个做那个，多好！”
可是现在却是，“没关系，我自己一个人先体验。等你回来了，我再带你玩。”

所以啊，我知道我更加自由，更加努力独立着。
最重要，我更加知道我还是那个我，那个爱玩，爱疯癫的我。

亲爱的，别伤心别难过哦~
不是不想你了。
只是我不能一直有这样的角度。
因为我发现这更加让我对你没有安全感。
我会一直觉得我好孤单，是你把我孤零零一个人放任着。
那我必须找个出口，不能再这么想了。
换了角度和思考思维，我变得快乐很多了。也更期待你的归来了。
亲爱的，我还是很想你，也还是很希望时间能快点过。
哦~对了，现在6月了，我们在一起也有两年了。
我们好像都不知道我们真正在一起的日期。
不过没关系啦~
还是要说，两周年快乐！

2011年6月18日星期六

Today is the day =)

Today is the day!
Muahahaha~
Every year i'll be sitting in front of the tv and waiting for the grand prize to be announced.

It's none other than the "Golden Melody Award", which held every year, and this year is the 22nd!
Woohoo~
Ok, basically this is a Taiwan award and everyone in the industry is keen to get this award.
Though there a lots of spell and rumors are spreading, still it doesnt break my heart to watch it.
Especially this year, LeeHom is in the running list for "Best Male Singer".
Oh dear, i'm praying so hard now.
xD

Anyway, the award ceremony starts from 5.30pm for the red carpet, and 7pm for the ceremony.
I've ready my blanket and scream.
Dear Buddha, please let my LeeHom had a chance to win again!
xD
*
Buddha, Field Production Field's assignment is killing my brain cells.
This time, for our final project, we had to produce a 5mintues videos.
Using the six genres: Action, Romance, Horror/Thriller, Musical, Drama, Comedy.
Before that, we had to pitch each one genre with one idea.
Then after confirm by lecturer, we can only start with the production stage.

We are facing a crisis now.
We cant seem to settle with one idea for one genre.
Sometimes too many ideas for one genre, or else we will gone lost with it.

Right now, i just need a story.
Either it's a creation, or a true based story.
But either we had to find a reference for it.
And that also it's one of the crisis.

Damn, but i gotta say, i kinda enjoy it.
Might be i'm quite interested with it.
Or maybe this is new for me.

But either way, i still need an idea or story!
>.<
*

2011年6月16日星期四

原来已经星期四了

好快哦~
今天已经星期四了。
可是感觉，我整个星期都好像没什么动到东西。
就是很列常地过日子。
暂时还没有什么刺激且过瘾的事情发生。

功课还是一样。
但开始有点挑战性了。
讲师也开始要我们准备考试了。
然后还有几个很重要的报告呈现，也要我们开始注意了。

就是这样咯~
都没什么变到。
要硬挤一个的话，就是一直在动脑筋来写剧本。
写剧本果然不是一件很容易的事情。
第一个想象力就很丰富了。
还要在脑海自己排场，自己设计对白。
然后还有看看自己的演员是否能演到位。
如果不能，还要重新写过。总之，有些场景，到最后都不是跟着剧本走了。

就这样吧~
都没什么好说的。

对了，超期待这个星期的金曲奖。
希望我的王力宏真的能得奖啦~
哈哈~
*祈祷-ing*
*

但如果我偶尔能像照片里的主角。
坐在一个角落，一整天吹泡泡就好。
什么都不用烦，样样都不用那么计较，也不会常常让自己觉得心痛。

那样就好。
生活偶尔来点这样的动作，不知多么令人羡慕。

但我知道这是不可能的。
就算有时间给你坐下来，你都宁愿拿个时间来补眠。
可能还会破口大骂说，干吗要浪费这样美国时间？

是啊~ 我就是这么想浪费。就是这么希望只要有一天就好。一天就好，不要让我为了生活大大小小的事情包围着。就是那一天，我想干嘛就干嘛。然后由我来主宰时间。由我来把世界之门给关上，独自把自己封锁在那角落就好了。不要去理会时间的流逝。也不要理会在门的另一方，是否有人在等着我。或者，也让我暂时忘了，自己到底在奋斗什么。

我就是要这么一天就好。。。
*
老实说，我其实有点小小开心当他说他要参加自强活动。
因为这三天的时间就任由我怎样疯狂。
我可以暂时不把他放在脑海里，尽情地玩闹。
一直到他问我是否想念他时，我才发现，其实我根本从来就没有要刻意去想念他。就只是放在心里面。有时感到无力时，就把他拿出来，当作安慰自己也好，催眠自己也好。可是过后都觉得那强大的力量回来了。

不，我根本没有在夸大或什么的。
这是真的。
我也敢发誓。

也许，我还是很依赖他。当然我要学会独立了。可能过程会痛苦点，可是我会度过的吧~

怎样都好，亲爱的，我当然很想你啦~
<3

2011年6月14日星期二

Numb

Class cancelled today.
Being informed in a very very last minute situation.
How come?
I was almost reaching college, just right outside the traffic light.
Then a phone call announced class cancelled.

So, i scolded bad words and plan head to work early.
Yes, i did.
And thats actually a nice thing.
Because i got to earn extra income.
Ngehehehe~

At work, nothing unusual...
Oh wait, there's a lot of news.
But its all not convenience to talk right here.
All i could say is, things will going to be very busy for the next following months.

I'll balance my time for work and studies.
Let's just hope that my health and luck will accompany me through all these hard times.
=)
*
Told him what happened and i know he's upset about it.
I somehow can feel that he's scolding a lot of bad words there.

Gosh~
How can i be so careless?
It might be i was too rush or impatient.
And it's all my fault.
Haiz~
There goes another mistake i've made.

And then today, there's a sudden rush of insecurity rush in my mind.
I mean i had so many thoughts and image in my mind.
I was really panicked and i almost burst to tears.
I was like rehearsing the whole agenda, even though i know it's only my stupid mind again.
But i really dont like this feelings.

Geez~
I sometimes really do hate this distance.
At least not this far.
Where i cant find him whenever i need him.
Where when i reach my hands, he's not there to grab it.
Where i couldnt share everything first handed to him.

Everyone thought we are used to it.
But have i tell you, i am still adjusting myself?

Because i already used to tell him everything before he left.
Because he was the reason that make me smile before he left.
Because i know he'll always be there before he left.
Because i can control and protect myself before he left.

He's almost coming back and i'm glad for that.
I dont know whether if i'm numb or not.
But sometimes, i choose to hide my tears and fake a smile, and tell myself, i'm stronger than i look. I'll be fine without him. And i shall guard this relationships no matter what happen.
Tell me, i have the courage to go on and stay strong.
And until the day he comes back...

2011年6月12日星期日

爽！

连续两天都独自一人在家。
那种感觉，不知道该怎样形容。
不过只要到了晚上，只有一个字：爽！

仿佛整间家就是我的。
我想干吗就干吗。
没人限制我，也没人指示我。

连续两夜都在客厅睡了。
都是看戏看到一半就睡着了。
半夜上厕所，才发现没有关电脑和电视。
哈哈~
关上了以后，就继续把自己包进睡袋里面，继续与周公约会。

两天，都是自己解决三餐。
偶尔早上起来的时候，还烦恼晚餐要吃什么好。
不过还会都解决了。
也吃得饱饱的。
连Teddy都跟我一起分享。

两天独自在家，当然还是会觉得好像少了什么似的。
尤其更希望有人在身边陪我看戏也好，在客厅睡也好。
不过，想想回去，我爱上了这种感觉。
=)
*
总觉得，这整个星期都是在疯癫的状态下度过的。
怪不得人人常说，年轻就是本钱。
因为这样的疯癫下，虽然很累人，但不会觉得很烦恼。
反而想一直这样的度过。

也许这算是补偿。
或是我想要试试跳出我的安全地带，尝试别的生活，也不一定。
可是我就是经历了，也觉得还蛮不错的。

小女20都不到，可是还是觉得不够。
我还想尝试另外一种生活方式。
可能比现在更刺激，更极端也说不定。
还有还有，人生短暂嘛，当然要好好地玩闹一番。
固然基本的生活条件还必须遵守，可是在那之后，我可以继续体验另一种方式。

我不敢说我是冒险家，或是什么玩玩女。
我只是想要替自己的人生感觉不一样而已。
趁我还有呼吸和想法，赶快玩闹一番，打拼一番。
累是会累啦~
但，等到某一天你行动不便时，回想曾经做过的事，你不会觉得遗憾或后悔吧~

年轻真好！

*
他考完试了哦~
现在放假了。
真好！
哈哈哈~

不过我交了任务给他，希望他有去行动啦~
哈哈~
而我这边，有个不是很好的消息。
我也不知道该怎样开口。
在那之前，我正在想办法解决。
至于是什么，看以后有没有机会在这边讲出来。
不过暂时，在我还没找到解决方案，我是不会说的。

亲爱的，考完试了就好好休息。
偶尔放松，约一班朋友到处玩玩。
也许途中发现什么好玩的，就不要忘了一定要带我去。
哈哈~
我好想你哦~

2011年6月9日星期四

ET by Katy Perry feat Kanye West

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K[Kanye West]
I got a dirty mind
I got filthy ways
I'm tryna Bath my Ape in your Milky Way
I'm a legend, I'm irreverent
I be reverand
I be so fa-a-ar up, we don't give a f-f-f-f-ck
Welcome to the danger zone
Step into the fantasy
You are not invited to the otherside of sanity
They calling me an alien
A big headed astronaut
Maybe it's because your boy Yeezy get ass a lot

[Katy Perry]
You're so hypnotizing
Could you be the devil
Could you be an angel

Your touch magnetizing
Feels like I am floating
Leaves my body glowing

They say be afraid
You're not like the others
Futuristic lover
Different DNA
They don't understand you

Your from a whole other world
A different dimension
You open my eyes
And I'm ready to go
Lead me into the light

Kiss me, ki-ki-kiss me
Infect me with your love and
Fill me with your poison

Take me, ta-ta-take me
Wanna be a victim
Ready for abduction
http://www.elyricsworld.com/e.t_(feat_kanye_west)_lyrics_katy_perry.html

Boy, you're an alien
Your touch so foreign
It's supernatural
Extraterrestrial

Your so supersonic
Wanna feel your powers
Stun me with your lasers
Your kiss is cosmic
Every move is magic

Your from a whole other world
A different dimension
You open my eyes
And I'm ready to go
Lead me into the light

Kiss me, ki-ki-kiss me
Infect me with your love and
Fill me with your poison

Take me, ta-ta-take me
Wanna be a victim
Ready for abduction

Boy, you're an alien
Your touch so foreign
It's supernatural
Extraterrestrial

[Kanye West]
I know a bar out in Mars
Where they driving spaceships instead of cars
Cop a Prada spacesuit about the stars
Getting stupid ass straight out the jar
Pockets on Shrek, Rockets on deck
Tell me what's next, alien sex
I'ma disrobe you, than I'mma probe you
See I abducted you, so I tell ya what to do
I tell ya what to do, what to do, what to do

[Katy Perry]
Kiss me, ki-ki-kiss me
Infect me with your love and
Fill me with your poison

Take me, ta-ta-take me
Wanna be a victim
Ready for abduction

Boy, you're an alien
Your touch so foreign
It's supernatural
Extraterrestrial

Extraterrestrial
Extraterrestrial

Boy, you're an alien
Your touch so foreign
It's supernatural
Extraterrestrial
*
I guess so far nothing special happened.
Same old routine plus same old me.

There might be happy and sad news among the days.
But i'm not going to specify it.
No other reason.
They are just nothing special about it.

Plus, same old questions haunting me.
I know, if i'm listing it out here, you people might ask me to shut up.
Because i've been saying it for godsake-dont-know how many times.
Therefore, i choose not to speak it out.

Just living my life, surrounded with the people i loved so dearly.
Am trying not to always think about negative sides.
Turn another side, its another point of view.
Thats my task for now.

Oh ya, am planning to get a tattoo.
I am thinking about words.
But i dont know what word(s) are suitable for me.
I listed out once, but my mum tease i'm old fashioned.
What the heck?
Still, i wanna get a word tattoo.
If possible, just a single chinese character.

So, ya, nothing much about life recently.
Am i too obedient, or not enough adventurous?
Either one, i loved my life, i loved myself, i loved my loves one.
<3

2011年6月7日星期二

我是天才 =P

别人放假就真的很轻松，而我忙着赚钱。
别人开课开始专心上课，而我还是在假期心情，根本没有收拾心情。

开课两天了。
可是我还是无法“正常”上课。
时不时会神游一会儿。
不然就是到处捣蛋，玩闹坐在我隔壁的朋友。
再不然就是私底下计划等下时间要出那儿溜达。
哈哈~

没办法啦~
人家都没有时间享受假期的乐趣。
就只好趁山上课的那短短几个小时满足自己。

放心啦~
我还是有听课的。
不要问我是如何办到，不过我就是有办法听到。
讲师偶尔点到我回答，我都能答出来。
也许是讲师每次问到我，都是要我的意见，那我就胡乱搞怪的说一通，再配合一下讲师，安全过关！
哈哈哈哈哈~
我应该是天才吧~
哈哈哈~

不过呢，这样的态度是慢慢会消失的。
因为功课现在慢慢推上来了。
而且现在已经算是下半学期了，也就是说要靠近期末考了，怎样都好都要强逼自己听课了。

我还是行的啦~
大家就不要担心我啊~
xD
*

“他们一定会天长地久。”6号美女突然说。
“这又是你的莫名其妙预感？”我很疑惑。
“不。”6号美女摇摇头。“这不是预感，这是有根据的。”
“什么根据？”
“两人手牵着手，从背后看，两双手臂形成V字，也像打了个勾。”
6号美女遥指小倩和赖德仁的背影，“所以是对的，会天长地久。”

“那什么是错的？”我问。
“如果两个人互搂着对方的腰，那么从背后看，两双手臂便形成X字，也像打了个叉。”6号美女说，“那就是错的，早晚会分手。”
“这。。。”我长大嘴巴，不知道该说什么。
“坦白告诉你，我小时候也是会莫名其妙害怕锅子的那种小孩。”
6号美女笑了笑，“所以也请你多包涵。”

--鲸鱼女孩。池塘男孩-- 蔡智恒

2011年6月5日星期日

Beginning of the Month

I'm back!
Went to Bukit Tinggi with ze family.
It's like almost 5 or 6 years since the last time we visit there.

Well, there's really nothing much to say about.
Because, no offense, but in Malaysia tourism, you can only visit during the first year.
As time goes by, all the constructions and facilities are no longer that beautiful anymore.
That is also one of the reason i'm not posting any pictures here.
Just in case i spoiled the image.
Still, it's not a pain to visit once.
=)

But it was quite refreshing to breath another kind of air up there.
I dont know whether its polluted or not.
At least they smell nicer than the busy hustle city.
Plus there's a lot of green trees and bushed around, good for eyesight.
And its on a hill, there's some places you have to climb the hill, good for exercise too.
(Which my calf is suffering muscle pain now. >.<|||)

Still, a small tiny advice, after the whole trip and observation, just a small tiny advice.
Dont ever wear heals or short mini skirt to these place.
Because your legs will suffer and you cant enjoy the whole view from the hill.
So, wear flats and casual wearing.
No need to put heavy makeup, as there's a lot of clown in the French Village.
^.^
*
Yes, i'm sick again.
This is the second time.
And its just only the beginning of the month!
Buddha~

This time, i highly suspect i got the virus from the office.
Because everyone was sick.
Some of them even have to apply for MC.
Me, working in the same room with them, tell me, whats my chances of not getting it?

This time is so tormenting.
My nose and eyes are so killing me.

I cant breath easily.
I keep making funny noise.
I feel like sneezing all the time, but i cant sneeze.
My eyes are looking like zombies.
My eyebags are dark in color and they really look like bags under my eyes.
Plus, i cant feel my eyes are open all the time. I feel sleepy.

So, yes, its only the beginning of the month and here i'm suffering.
Buddha, why cant you treat me any nicer?
*
A lot of people are asking me, how are us now?
Especially those who knows the full story.

To be exact, i didnt really tell the story till the end.
We both are back together.
This time with more understanding and appreciation.
We both know that, this is part of the journey and we have to overcome it.
At that point, yes, we almost gone through a breakup.
Even i strongly dont have the confident of seeing us in the future.
I doubt our relationship.

After that talk, we came to an agreement, saying its best that we both be single.
This time, he will no let me go.
Instead he will use this period of time to build back the confident for both of us.
In another word, we will start everything all over again.
From fancy, to confess, to being together.
We didnt have that confess moment before.
We went straight to being in relationship. Twice.

Then after a period of time, we thought it will be nice if we will be together again.
Thats when he ask me again the question.
With more consideration and a little bit of faith, i say yes.

Thats why i havent got the chance to take off my ring.
Thats why i havent got the chance to change my desktop wallpaper.
Thats why i havent got the chance to change my relationship status on Facebook.
Thats why i havent got the chance to explain everything yet.

Right now, in the moment, i dont wish for anything.
But i only want myself to be more rational and always find a way to solve crisis.
No more dodging, as the problem still exist.
Maybe sometimes i really need a meditation class...

2011年6月1日星期三

犯贱还是没有脑

今天就是特地请假，到Eunice家讨论功课。
我们就是讨论Moral的戏剧。

前后发生了很多爆笑事件。
例如我们发现Eunice很有Potential扮演暴力女生。
尤其是那种动作表情看起来很温柔。
可是下一秒，玩游戏输了，就可以开始爆粗起来。
Eunice演到很传神哦~

我就展示了我的另一面。
写些黄色事情。然后还是超笑话那种。
她们看了，也一直直说要我扮演这角色。
但后来发现不大对劲，就临时改了主意，要我扮演一个在网路购买的女生。

我们也知道Nikki是没有Sperm的。
哈哈~
废话，Nikki本来就没有啦~
如果有的话，还得了。
不过我们也提醒Nikki不可以一直这么爱吃薄荷，不然真的会把精子给杀光。

超多爆笑的。
但我们还是最后有完成我们原本该做的事情。
剩下的就是要实行了。
然后还有要找资料来写报告。
还有还有，Eunice，你房间装修好后，我们要去过夜！
过夜之前，我们要再次大挑战唱k！
就这么说定咯~
=p
*
钱钱钱。
它们就像女生来经期那样。
每个月都准时到。

这次真的衰到家了。
但也是怪我的理财有点差啦~
为什么？
很简单，我都把所有的零用钱和薪水都存进银行。
身上从来不留一毛钱在钱包里面。

这很好啊~为什么要哀怨？
因为，存进银行后，我都鲜少到银行领钱。
因为我觉得，那些钱是我辛苦赚来的，而且我现在对那笔数目有目的的，现在要我动手用，我会觉得自己很没用。

唉~
所以说，我是犯贱呢，还是没有头脑。
但这就是我一直以来的理财。

我想我还蛮失败的。
应该不会有人像我这样理财吧~
银行有钱不会去拿哦~

唉~~~
钱啊~~~
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