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2008年9月25日星期四

Still the same...

Listening to James Blunt's "Carry You Home"

Ok.
I've start my revision on sej.
Which i specific my area to Nabi's lifetime story.
You know, after reading the whole chapter, i found out it's kinda interesting.
And Islam wasnt that bad after all.
Maybe just some people in our country loves to do silly stuff.
Makes them look more like a child.
Anyhow, i started to like the whole story. (Of course i'm still sticking my Buddha.)
I just wanna read and read and read.
Gosh~
If it werent for exam, i wont like to do all those notes.
It's so irritating.
Finish this sub topic, gotta write it down all those important points.
Then do the same thing again and again.
Argh~
I want to finish everything in just a second of time.
*
Gab asked me, which is worst to me?
Sejarah? Add Math?
Of course i'll choose add math!
"Times ticking", remind Gab.
Yaya~
Whatever~
But thanks for the remind.
I'll try my best.
Just this time, i feel liking Sejarah.
Not sure until next year.
Which we are going to learn politic.
AGAIN!
Haiz~
Kinda sad.
*
School life been kinda sucked up.
Everyday just stay in the class.
Listening to teacher babbling in front.
Playing cards at the back.
Haiz~
Sometimes i just dont feel like listening to teacher.
So i head to the back.
Just trying to concentrate my sejarah study.
For a while, just stop and rest my mind.
Look at them playing cards.
Sometimes chat a bit with them.
Then continue my study.
Friends.
That's what we were born for.
Chat when you cant take it anymore.
Relax you when you cant take a small piece of heart.
Encourage you when you cant walk anymore.
Ah~
That's what i love about my school life with my bunch of friends.
:)

2008年9月23日星期二

天啊～

听着伍思凯的《特别的爱给特别的你》

唉～
发觉自己最近一直没有在专心上课。
真的很该死！
可是一看到课本，整个人就无精打采。
天啊～
20/10就是大考了。
我连一本书都还没动到。（有啦～化学就翻了两面。嘻嘻～）
虽然有在反省，可是还是无法提起精神来。
唉～
有时会突然有个念头：不如死掉算了。
可惜，我没有勇气去面对那么多爱我的人为我伤心。
真的很懒。
也很没力气。
不知道为什么。
也不要去理。
天啊～
地啊～
琳啊～
啊～

2008年9月18日星期四

Lazy bum...

Listening to Miley Cyrus's "Full Circle"

Woa~
I'm going to be a lazy bum.
Sorry.
Kinda packed my holiday life.
*
Anyway, there's 32 days till mid-year exam. (Thanks to rcsk for the reminding.)
What did i did?
Honestly, i havent start a single bit of revision yet.
Dont ask me why.
Might be i get frustrated that even i did revision, i still get those marks.
Haiz~
Dont ask me about that now.
Even in class, i start to feel lazy to study.
Thanks to some teacher who dont really know how to teach or dont give a damn to us.
Man, i know those were excuse.
LAME EXCUSE!
It's just i couldnt bear my mind of that my previous exam marks.
It's becoming a shadow.
Dark and deep shadow.
Try to run away.
Fail.
You might said that i'm just a 16 years old kid.
So what?
Cant the kid had her own feelings and understand to her own world?

p/s: Thanks to Gab, who accompany me to talk and talk. We were like girls. (Haha~) You really make my mind go clear. Appreciate those moments and thanks for hearing my crap out. Hehe~

2008年9月14日星期日

中秋晚会

听着戴佩妮的《Lafite》

不好意思。

迟了一个礼拜才来update我的宝贝。

最近忙着帮我妈做月饼。

今年的生意超慢热的。

都是最后一分钟才有订单。

而且一个接着一个来。

厚～

真有够忙。

好啦～

就有点随便的放几张那天中秋晚会的照片。

嘻嘻～

当天的彩排。

也不是说是我在主持啦～

可是看到他们的次序有点乱，才跳出来帮忙解决。

虽然有点失望，不过还是在祈祷晚上的演出会一切顺利。

人潮也渐渐来了。

开始看到每个人在有点距离。

一直在绞尽脑汁想办法拉近距离。

开幕。

我和万杰是搭档。

还蛮顺利的。

也很感谢万杰的合作。

开幕后的节目表演。

有手语，舞蹈和戏剧。

当中戏剧的欢迎度最明显。

全部人都全神贯注在看戏剧。

尤其主角最受欢迎。

哈哈～

《搞怪嫦娥奔月》

过后大家开始吃！

这次的食物都是由我们一校准备的。

我们的小君也献了第一次┄第一次炸Nugget！

加油哦～

游戏环节。

超high的。

每个人都玩得癫起来。

还真的难忘记那些画面。

被惩罚的、喊爱的鼓励、紧张、呼声、猫步。。。

最后在工委的合唱下，我们结束了晚上的聚会。

虽然这次的晚会，我是有点不爽。

可能这是我们第一次合作，他们的办活动方式，我们可能不能适应。

希望我们要合作一起办的生活营能成功！

2008年9月7日星期日

Boring day~~~

Listening to Puff Daddy's "I'll Be Missing You"

Kinda boring these few days.
Brought my phone to school.
Cause there's a "Moonlight Festival" helding at SMKBSD2's chinese society with us.
(I'll post up the photos till i get all those pictures from the camerawoman.)
We were so boring during the Sejarah period.
And suddenly Bboy Prince play with, i think it's correction tape.
This is what he did to Bigg K.

Nice ass, Bigg K.

Haha~

With a curly tail there.

Haha~

Haha~
Found one of my favourite video.
With subtitile too.
Enjoy
"Scream" by Michael Jackson and Janet Jackson.
(You can see how big boob Janet Jackson has. Hehe~)

2008年9月3日星期三

星期六晚上王力宏

听着张震岳的《小星星》

星期六晚上

哪都不想去

也无法入睡

看着电视机

持续在发呆

喝了七分醉

闭上了眼睛

试着不想你

但已来不及

忘了如何

让眼泪停止流下

还好没人看见

没人会说话

星期六深夜

我想起了你

没什么特别

只是回忆

你让我自由

我很感激

星期六深夜

永远不会有任何人

能代替你

星期六晚上

哪都不想去

也无法入睡

看着电视机

持续在发呆

喝了七分醉

闭上了眼睛

试着不想你

但已来不及

忘了如何

让眼泪停止流下

还好没人看到

没人会说话

星期六深夜

我想起了你

没什么特别

只是回忆

你让我自由

我很感激

星期六深夜

永远不会有任何人

能代替你

这就是遗憾的滋味

陪着我形影不离

明天我会面带微笑

但无法忘记你

好了。

就把这篇特别献给两位可爱的模豆。

你们真的是最可爱的哦～

还记得我说过，我的亲戚从家乡来玩。

而我也遇到了我最喜欢的两位模豆。

现在就贴几张照片上来，让大家看看他们可爱的模样。

上面粉红衣是妹妹；下面蓝色衣是哥哥。

哈哈～

这个是特地叫妹妹弄。

很酷吧～

这是哥哥创意要摆的pose：四手怪兽。

哈哈～

真的很可爱的模豆。

yeah～

我们是超级无敌可爱兄妹组。

要比可爱？

一定要有把握才来挑战哦～

哈哈～

和锦拍照。

越看越觉得可爱。

而且他们很有默契哦～

嘻嘻～

怎能少了我和他们叻？

我最喜欢的模豆。

总觉得孩子真的很纯真。

有时候也很敏感。

就像他们。

还有其他的小孩子。

发觉，跟他们打成一片，不会是件难事。

也许有时是我们不能接受他们，所以才会讨厌他们。

但，仔细想想。

我们也曾经是小孩啊～

如果一个人不喜欢我们，我们也很敏感性地拒绝那个人。

小孩真的不难教坏他们。

所以做大的，要永远树立好榜样。

除了让他们有个人可以崇拜之外，还无间接地，我们也提升了自己的人格。

如果下次你看到一个小孩，请你试试和他们沟通。

因为小孩永远都比大人来得容易沟通。

嘻嘻～

2008年9月2日星期二

My favourites

Listening to Ne-yo's "Closer"

Muahaha~
I really did spent my Merdeka holiday the whole day full.
Why?
Cause my relatives from Teluk Intan, Perak, my beloved hometown, came to KL to have fun.
Boy~
We did shop and shop and shop.
From Sunway Pyramid to Midvalley.
Well, we didnt buy that much, but we did love those times where we spent together.
Especially we walked around without the adults.
We kids just walked and walked and walked.
Haha~
Lots of jokes and fun we were sharing.
Through out all the those times, we deepen our love towards each other.
Especially to my one time favourite cousin, Jessica.

Jessica and me. Snap outside the toilet of Midvalley.
(Love the light effect. Feels romantic.:))
It's just so wonderful to spend times with them.
Makes me feels more, home is always the safest to hid away from everything.
*
I met my most favourite models.
Both of them are getting more cuter than ever!
Wait for the next post.
Of course a picture of sneak peek.
Hehe~

Ring me if i forgets about it.

Till then.


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Maybe just some people in our country loves to do silly stuff. Makes them look more like a child. Anyhow, i started to like the whole story. (Of course i'm still sticking my Buddha.) I just wanna read and read and read. Gosh~ If it werent for exam, i wont like to do all those notes. It's so irritating. Finish this sub topic, gotta write it down all those important points. Then do the same thing again and again. Argh~ I want to finish everything in just a second of time. * Gab asked me, which is worst to me? Sejarah? Add Math? Of course i'll choose add math! "Times ticking", remind Gab. Yaya~ Whatever~ But thanks for the remind. I'll try my best. Just this time, i feel liking Sejarah. Not sure until next year. Which we are going to learn politic. AGAIN! Haiz~ Kinda sad. * School life been kinda sucked up. Everyday just stay in the class. Listening to teacher babbling in front. Playing cards at the back. Haiz~ Sometimes i just dont feel like listening to teacher. So i head to the back. Just trying to concentrate my sejarah study. For a while, just stop and rest my mind. Look at them playing cards. Sometimes chat a bit with them. Then continue my study. Friends. That's what we were born for. Chat when you cant take it anymore. Relax you when you cant take a small piece of heart. Encourage you when you cant walk anymore. Ah~ That's what i love about my school life with my bunch of friends. :) 16:36 · 2008年9月23日星期二天啊～听着伍思凯的《特别的爱给特别的你》唉～发觉自己最近一直没有在专心上课。真的很该死！可是一看到课本，整个人就无精打采。天啊～ 20/10就是大考了。我连一本书都还没动到。（有啦～化学就翻了两面。嘻嘻～）虽然有在反省，可是还是无法提起精神来。唉～有时会突然有个念头：不如死掉算了。可惜，我没有勇气去面对那么多爱我的人为我伤心。真的很懒。也很没力气。不知道为什么。也不要去理。天啊～地啊～琳啊～啊～ 17:24 · 2008年9月18日星期四 Lazy bum... Listening to Miley Cyrus's "Full Circle" Woa~ I'm going to be a lazy bum. Sorry. Kinda packed my holiday life. * Anyway, there's 32 days till mid-year exam. (Thanks to rcsk for the reminding.) What did i did? Honestly, i havent start a single bit of revision yet. Dont ask me why. Might be i get frustrated that even i did revision, i still get those marks. Haiz~ Dont ask me about that now. Even in class, i start to feel lazy to study. Thanks to some teacher who dont really know how to teach or dont give a damn to us. Man, i know those were excuse. LAME EXCUSE! It's just i couldnt bear my mind of that my previous exam marks. It's becoming a shadow. Dark and deep shadow. Try to run away. Fail. You might said that i'm just a 16 years old kid. So what? Cant the kid had her own feelings and understand to her own world? p/s: Thanks to Gab, who accompany me to talk and talk. We were like girls. (Haha~) You really make my mind go clear. Appreciate those moments and thanks for hearing my crap out. Hehe~ 16:55 · 2008年9月14日星期日中秋晚会听着戴佩妮的《Lafite》不好意思。迟了一个礼拜才来update我的宝贝。最近忙着帮我妈做月饼。今年的生意超慢热的。都是最后一分钟才有订单。而且一个接着一个来。厚～真有够忙。 * 好啦～就有点随便的放几张那天中秋晚会的照片。嘻嘻～当天的彩排。也不是说是我在主持啦～可是看到他们的次序有点乱，才跳出来帮忙解决。虽然有点失望，不过还是在祈祷晚上的演出会一切顺利。人潮也渐渐来了。开始看到每个人在有点距离。一直在绞尽脑汁想办法拉近距离。开幕。我和万杰是搭档。还蛮顺利的。也很感谢万杰的合作。开幕后的节目表演。有手语，舞蹈和戏剧。当中戏剧的欢迎度最明显。全部人都全神贯注在看戏剧。尤其主角最受欢迎。哈哈～《搞怪嫦娥奔月》过后大家开始吃！这次的食物都是由我们一校准备的。我们的小君也献了第一次┄第一次炸Nugget！加油哦～游戏环节。超high的。每个人都玩得癫起来。还真的难忘记那些画面。被惩罚的、喊爱的鼓励、紧张、呼声、猫步。。。最后在工委的合唱下，我们结束了晚上的聚会。 * 虽然这次的晚会，我是有点不爽。可能这是我们第一次合作，他们的办活动方式，我们可能不能适应。希望我们要合作一起办的生活营能成功！ 11:06 · 2008年9月7日星期日 Boring day~~~ Listening to Puff Daddy's "I'll Be Missing You" Kinda boring these few days. Brought my phone to school. Cause there's a "Moonlight Festival" helding at SMKBSD2's chinese society with us. (I'll post up the photos till i get all those pictures from the camerawoman.) We were so boring during the Sejarah period. And suddenly Bboy Prince play with, i think it's correction tape. This is what he did to Bigg K. Nice ass, Bigg K. Haha~ With a curly tail there. Haha~ * Haha~ Found one of my favourite video. With subtitile too. Enjoy "Scream" by Michael Jackson and Janet Jackson. (You can see how big boob Janet Jackson has. Hehe~) 12:26 · 2008年9月3日星期三星期六晚上王力宏听着张震岳的《小星星》星期六晚上哪都不想去也无法入睡看着电视机持续在发呆喝了七分醉闭上了眼睛试着不想你但已来不及忘了如何让眼泪停止流下还好没人看见没人会说话星期六深夜我想起了你没什么特别只是回忆你让我自由我很感激星期六深夜永远不会有任何人能代替你星期六晚上哪都不想去也无法入睡看着电视机持续在发呆喝了七分醉闭上了眼睛试着不想你但已来不及忘了如何让眼泪停止流下还好没人看到没人会说话星期六深夜我想起了你没什么特别只是回忆你让我自由我很感激星期六深夜永远不会有任何人能代替你这就是遗憾的滋味陪着我形影不离明天我会面带微笑但无法忘记你 * 好了。就把这篇特别献给两位可爱的模豆。你们真的是最可爱的哦～ * 还记得我说过，我的亲戚从家乡来玩。而我也遇到了我最喜欢的两位模豆。现在就贴几张照片上来，让大家看看他们可爱的模样。上面粉红衣是妹妹；下面蓝色衣是哥哥。哈哈～这个是特地叫妹妹弄。很酷吧～这是哥哥创意要摆的pose：四手怪兽。哈哈～真的很可爱的模豆。 yeah～我们是超级无敌可爱兄妹组。要比可爱？一定要有把握才来挑战哦～哈哈～和锦拍照。越看越觉得可爱。而且他们很有默契哦～嘻嘻～怎能少了我和他们叻？我最喜欢的模豆。 * 总觉得孩子真的很纯真。有时候也很敏感。就像他们。还有其他的小孩子。发觉，跟他们打成一片，不会是件难事。也许有时是我们不能接受他们，所以才会讨厌他们。但，仔细想想。我们也曾经是小孩啊～如果一个人不喜欢我们，我们也很敏感性地拒绝那个人。小孩真的不难教坏他们。所以做大的，要永远树立好榜样。除了让他们有个人可以崇拜之外，还无间接地，我们也提升了自己的人格。如果下次你看到一个小孩，请你试试和他们沟通。因为小孩永远都比大人来得容易沟通。嘻嘻～ 17:02 · 2008年9月2日星期二 My favourites Listening to Ne-yo's "Closer" Muahaha~ I really did spent my Merdeka holiday the whole day full. Why? Cause my relatives from Teluk Intan, Perak, my beloved hometown, came to KL to have fun. Boy~ We did shop and shop and shop. From Sunway Pyramid to Midvalley. Well, we didnt buy that much, but we did love those times where we spent together. Especially we walked around without the adults. We kids just walked and walked and walked. Haha~ Lots of jokes and fun we were sharing. Through out all the those times, we deepen our love towards each other. Especially to my one time favourite cousin, Jessica. Jessica and me. Snap outside the toilet of Midvalley. (Love the light effect. Feels romantic.:)) It's just so wonderful to spend times with them. Makes me feels more, home is always the safest to hid away from everything. * I met my most favourite models. Both of them are getting more cuter than ever! Wait for the next post. Of course a picture of sneak peek. Hehe~ Ring me if i forgets about it. Till then. 17:16 ·