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2011年8月27日星期六

Miss Jackson by Outkast

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Yeah this one right here goes out to all the baby’s mamas, mamas...
Mamas, mamas,
baby mamas, mamas
Yeah, go like this
I’m sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH)
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times
I’m sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH)
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times
A baby drama mama, don’t like me
She doing things like havin her boys come from her neighborhood
To the studio tryin to fight me
She need to get a, piece of the american pie and take her bite out
That’s my house, I disconnect the cable and turn the lights out
And let her know her grandchild is a baby, and not a paycheck
Private schools, daycare, shit, medical bills, I’ll pay that
I love your mom and everything, see I aint the one who laid down
She wanna rip you up, start a custody war, my lawyer stay down
She never got a chance to hear my side of the story we was divided
She had fish frys and cookouts
On my child’s birthday I ain’t invited
Despite it, show her the utmost respect when I fall through
All you, do is defend that lady when I call you, yeah
I’m sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH)
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times
I’m sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH)
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times
Me and your daughter
Got a special thang goin on
You say it’s puppy love
We say it’s full grown
Hope that we feel this
Feel this way forever
You could plan a pretty picnic
But you can’t predict the weather, Ms. Jackson
Ten times out of nine, now if I’m blind fine
The quickest muzzle throw it on my mouth and I’ll decline
King meets queen, then the puppy love thing, together dream
Bout that crib with the goodyear swing
On the oak tree, I hope we feel like this forever
Forever, forever, ever, forever, ever?
Forever never seems that long until you’re grown
And notice that the day by day rule can’t be too long
Ms. Jackson my intentions were good I wish I could
Become a magician to abacadabra off the sadder
Thoughts of me, thoughts of she, thoughts of he
Askin what happened to the feelin that her and me
Had, I pray so much about it need some knee, pads
It happened for a reason one can’t be, mad
So know just know that everything is cool
And yes I will be present on the first day of school, and graduation
I’m sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH)
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times
I’m sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH)
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times
"Look at the way he treats me", shit, look at the way you treat me
See your lil nose ass homegirls got they ass up in the creek G
Without a paddle, you left the straddle and ride this thing on out
And the union girl aint speakin no more cuz my dick all in her mouth
Know what I’m talkin about, jealousy, and fidelity, envy
Cheating, beating, and to the G’s they be the same thing
So who you placin the blame on, you keep on singin the same song
Let bygones be bygones, you can go on and get the hell on
You and your mama
I’m sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH)
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times
I’m sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH)
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times
I’m sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH)
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times
I’m sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH)
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times
*
First and foremost, Selamat Hari Raya to all of you out there!
For those who are traveling back to hometown, please drive safely.
Remember that your loved ones are always waiting for you.
=)

So, today is Saturday.
Just came back from work. And yes, i'm working half day on Saturdays.
And now i'm blogging here.

Well, dont have any plans for today.
So i guess i just stay at home.
Online.
Watch drama.
Watch variety shows.
Eat.
Drink.
Breathe.
Talk.
Smile.
Laugh.
Walk.
Then sleep.
xD

That's definitely how i spend my day when i got no plans at all.
Well, at least i'm not spending unnecessary money.
Gotta keep remind myself that i'm going to Taiwan at years end, and i need to save up for it.
Like i said many times, i wanna shop, eat and have fun like the tomorrow is not coming and i still got plenty of time.
Haha~

Whatever i'm "planning" for Saturday, it'll be fun.
You still need a time like this in your life, right?
=)

2011年8月25日星期四

真好！

单身生活嘛~
还蛮不错的。

感觉比以前更忙碌的。
两三天就出门与朋友相聚一次。
与家人交流的时间也多了。
也可以大胆地与人搞暧昧。
哈哈~
暧昧是假的啦~

不过这样的生活也蛮充实的。
我很喜欢，也爱上了。
甚至还希望自己不要再拍拖了。
就这样一直下去就好。

而且，管它以后未来是否一个人，都一定要踏到北海道这块地，呼吸到北海道的空气，感受北海道的文化冲突。
北海道啊~
无论发生了什么事，它还是我最向往的地方。
真的希望有那么一天，我的梦想可以实现。

不过现在也要实现其中一个梦想：到台湾游玩！
最近都很努力地找资料了。
剩下的，就是要找个时间和家人一起坐下来好好讨论一下。
大家互相交流，互相找资料。
加油咯！

单身生活，原来也可以这么丰富的。
=)
*

若愛，請深愛。放棄，請徹底。等待，本身就是一個錯誤。（from 修心養生辭典）

摘自@陆明君微博

2011年8月23日星期二

2nd week of Sem5

Alrighty~
Second week of Sem5.
So far, nothing hit us yet.
Everything was going smooth and fine.
I just gotta keep praying Sem5 will treat us well.

Multimedia -- was quite an interesting subject than CG. I mean i was catching up and i do wish i can keep on going like this till the end. Received our first assignment for this sem as well.
Publicity & Media Relations -- Ms Su taught. So i guess there's nothing much to say. Oh, we are going to held an exhibition as well. Gotta start prepare it too.
Media Ethics & Regulations -- Ok, i think i might not able to survive in this class. Because the lecturer was monotone all the time. And yes, i really hate to admit it, i missed Sharaad.

So, i guess thats a rough conclusion for the first week.
Dear Buddha, please continue to blessed from all the bad omen.
We need wisdom and courage to face all those challenges and obstacles.
We do need each other as our mentor and friend as well.
Promise i will be good for the entire sem.
Alright?
=)

Hey babe, how are you doing lately?
Any fun news?
Hope you are not crying.

Thats right, my babe, just smile like that.
Always remember, you are always in loved and loved by your surroundings.
One more thing too, you are always the lucky one.

Life is all about chasing rainbow after a big storm.
And some people just mend to come in your life, and teach you how to let go.
Be grateful for what had happened and grab on tight on your life.
Cause sometimes life can be rough and you just had to smile.

Remember, my dearest babe, i always love you. <3

2011年8月21日星期日

我爱你

连续两天都一直在泡连续剧。
那种感觉嘛~
我也不知道了。
就知道，我要继续看，继续看，继续看。

以前的我，追一套连续剧，我需要差不多半年的时间来看完。
是的，我不夸张。半年。
可是现在，两个星期就可以完成了。
所以，我一直在说，我正在破我自己的纪录。

但，我也知道自己限度。
该停止的时候，我就会停止。
该转移注意力时，我就会另找别的东西来填补时间。

而且，我是学生叻~
学业较为重要。
哈哈~
xD
*

微笑吧，我最亲爱的自己。
你今天比昨天更漂亮，更有自信了。

一切都是过去了。
欢迎来到最灿烂的今天。
今天你的运气会比任何人来得更幸运。

你是最漂亮的。
我爱你 <3

2011年8月19日星期五

Can i?

How life can sometimes be this simple?

An exquisite dinner, with a simple yet the most perfect taste of ice cream.
Thats life should be, isnt it?

God will always put you through a lots of challenge and he wants you either to face it or let it rot.
If you choose to let it rot, you wont get to taste the best quality of dessert.
If you choose to face it, you can eat the hell of perfect dessert ever.

So, what position am i now?
I dont know if my life had been great after that incident happened.
I've been doing a lot of thinking and i still cant seem to find the answer.
All i always get, is the danger silence.
Sometimes, it lead to self-destruct.

Often i wonder, do i really have mental problem?
I mean i can be happy in this second, turn around, my anger starts to builds up for no reason.
In fact, i cant control it.
I just let it be.
I thought this is a way to vent my anger. A revenge to whatever had happened to me.

Had discussion with mum and cousin before.
They said, it was because i am too ego.
Too ego enough for not giving up.

I know i should stop talking about it.
I know i should give up and start focusing on my new chapter of life.
I know i shouldnt reminiscing all those memories.
I know i shouldnt act like this too.

But please give me one last chance to say it out.

I dont want him to appear in my dreams anymore.
I dont want to fill my minds with memories with him anymore.
I just want my life back and i want it desperately.
I just want to lead my life with the way i want it to be.
I dont want to cry in silence anymore. I'm sick of it.

Life is tough. Being together is tough. Giving up is tough. Forgetting it is tough. Avoiding is tough.
Most important, forgiving is tough and rough.
All i ask from Buddha now, is to give me strength and wisdom to get through this stage.
I dont ask much.
I just need these two elements in my life.
The others, i will find a way to overcome it.

Can i have it?

*Promise no more emo post after this. This will be my last one.*

2011年8月17日星期三

五杯酒，五份餐点，一副扑克牌

有点隆重，但温馨的约会。
5个女生，初次在民歌餐厅/酒吧内度过一个晚上。

什么话题都聊，什么事情都尽情诉述。
只因我们知道时间只剩不多。
还有能有多少次像这样般地聚在一起。

五杯酒，五份餐点，一副扑克牌。
简单地，我们不理会旁人给的眼光。
我们就沉浸在我们的空间内。
不必担心任何话题，也不要害怕什么不雅语言。
只是很欢喜地做我们喜欢的事情。

能说我不想念她们吗？
应该说，不能去想念那晚很难吧~

姐妹们之间的感情到底是不是能长久。
我也不知道。
一切随缘吧~

暂时对我们而言，只要对方开心幸福，我们也会随着衷心地祝福。
姐妹们，你们是最棒的！

2011年8月15日星期一

Sem5, here we go!

Class starts today!

First class, Public and Media Relations, taught by Ms Su.

Well, class was alright, i guess.
At least i was enjoying the class.
Plus i finally had a peace of mind.
No need to pretend to be blind and deaf anymore.
No need to play mental games.

I just be myself.
Appreciate each moments with the bunch of crazy friends.
Feeling my life as a student.
Playing with time arrangement.
Do what an average college students will do.

This sem will ended on December.
Meantime, i constantly need to remind myself, i am a student and i have to fulfill my duties as one.
The others, i just let time and fate decide it.
After all, what is much more fun than living in the moment.

Come on, Sem5, please be nice to me.
And i make sure, me myself will love every moments.
=)

Anyone wants to join the company? =)

2011年8月13日星期六

坏坏惹人爱信乐团&戴爱玲

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妖妖娇娇走来走去
Everybody 被她勾的心难耐
她很可爱她很会ㄋㄞ
落在她的手里男人只好乖乖
他以为他帅人见人爱
姊姊妹妹为他心花朵朵盛开
他脾气坏他很GY
最后还能让你笑着说Bye Bye
(坏坏惹人爱) 爱就是你情我也愿
(坏坏惹人爱) 是鬼迷心窍想要的危险
(坏坏惹人爱) 哦再坏也是我的Baby
(坏坏惹人爱) 说穿了人到底是有点贱
妖妖娇娇走来走去
Everybody 被她勾的心难耐
她很可爱她很会ㄋㄞ
落在她的手里男人只好乖乖
他以为他帅人见人爱
姊姊妹妹为他心花朵朵盛开
他脾气坏他很GY
最后还能让你笑着说Bye Bye
(坏坏惹人爱) 爱就是你情我也愿
(坏坏惹人爱) 是鬼迷心窍想要的危险
(坏坏惹人爱) 哦再坏也是我的Baby
(坏坏惹人爱) 说穿了人到底是有点贱
谁说男人要多金
女人就要多情
太普通也很乏味
这世界男男女女
男女玩着爱情
他越坏她越想要爱
坏坏的偏偏会惹人爱
(坏坏惹人爱) 爱就是你情我也愿
(坏坏惹人爱) 是鬼迷心窍想要的危险
(坏坏惹人爱) 哦再坏也是我的Baby
(坏坏惹人爱) 说穿了人到底是有点贱
谁说男人要多金
女人就要多情
太普通也很乏味
这世界男男女女
男女玩着爱情
他越坏她越想要爱
坏坏的偏偏会惹人爱
(坏坏惹人爱) 明明知道爱不起
(坏坏惹人爱) 还是意乱情迷
(坏坏惹人爱) 心里只想抗拒
(坏坏惹人爱) 就是无法脱离
(坏坏惹人爱) 明明知道爱不起
(坏坏惹人爱) 还是意乱情迷
(坏坏惹人爱) 心里只想抗拒
(坏坏惹人爱) 就是无法脱离
*
终于都有机会可以好好坐下来了。
每天就早早起身上班，然后带着疲惫的身子回家。
回到家，就直接洗澡，上床在梦里与力宏宝贝约会了。

15号就是新学期了。
新学期的时间表，我也不能说什么。
反正都定局了。
不过还真的有人烦人。
全部的课都显着半天吊。
每天不是12点的课，再不然就是3点的课。
搞到我的做工时间都有点乱。
唉~
不过还是希望能在最短时间内，赶快把自己定下的目标给达到。

怎样都好，终于都有机会回到学校了。
可以和一班朋友疯癫上着课。
也希望这学期能对我们好点。
不要再把一切撞在一起。
很累人，也很伤精神的呢~
哈哈~
也希望新讲师能对我们好点。
相对的，我们也会对讲师很好很好的。
只要不要给我们太多功课，不要给我们太多presentation，不要是不是刁难我们。。。
哈哈~
*
已经一个多月了。
我还很好。也感觉比以前更开朗，更自由了。

我承认，我偶尔还是会想起他。
可是只要慢慢地，回忆回到那晚，我就立刻停止，然后告诉自己，我是坚强的。
只因我是李依琳。

其实，我还替他感到很抱歉。
就这样放走了一位对他那么好的女生。
哈哈~ 有够自恋。
不过，回头想想。
那两年来，我都成长了很多。
也知道这世上，什么样的人都有，不过分手的理由永远就那么一个。
从来都不会改变，也不会再变化了。

我一直都说那些是烂理由。
可是，当它们套在我身上时，我才发现，原来世上的男人都没有创意的。
永远就只有那句话。

还是算了。
我们女生本来就是该坚强独立的。
就算没有一个愿意照顾你一生，愿意疼你一生，愿意守护你一生的男人，我们的身边永远都有很多值得我们去爱和关怀的人。
无论是家人，朋友，甚至是陌生人，我们最重要是爱着自己。
这也是我这一个月以来，获收到的最大成果。

啊~
我还真的蛮会哈拉。
但，这是我整个月以来的感触。
我也不能说我完全断了那思念。
但至少没有比之前那么憎恨了吧~
现在，就剩下遗憾和祝福而已。

祝福他。
也祝福我自己。
希望我能活得比之前的我更快乐，更自由。
我还是我。
那个最爱做疯癫事情的我。
万岁！
xD

2011年8月7日星期日

Smile =)

Well, things are working out so far so good.
And i'm enjoying my life to the fullest.

So, its a choice between tears and smile.
I rather choose to be myself.
A crazy girl who will always be loved.

No matter how heavy the rain falls, how much dark clouds gather, i will still be myself.
It might be tough, i know i can make it through with courage and intelligence.

I will be who i always be.
And lets make that be a forever.

2011年8月2日星期二

考完了！！！

考完了！
我也很算是很成功地从战场退下来了。

两张试卷，加上一个Presentation，都足于把我们全部人搞到团团转。
不过，也辛苦大家了。
接下来的两个星期，也别忘了好好享受。

结伴游玩也好，待在家当宅女宅男也好，都别忘了自己的健康最重要。
很不希望开课第一天就听到坏消息了。

好的，不要讲到悲哀去。
我呢，假期两个星期，当然就要做工两个星期啦~
没办法啦~
要赚钱存钱，这样我去台湾的时候可以大买特买。
然后也要吃这个，吃那个。
当然要好好地体验台湾冬季的魅力。
我还去8天呢~
当然更加要好好享受了！
现在这样讲都很希望时间能快点过了。

那天考完最后一张试卷的时候，也和一大班朋友下kl吃唰唰锅。
我们到了在Lot10里面的Restoran Shabu One。
价钱还算可以啦~因为我们显示了我们的学生证，所以有优惠价。
食物方面，是有点差啦~不过当时我们只是要大伙聚在一起，还是一样吃的好像没有明天那样。
环境，有点失望。不知是布置得关系，还是就是整个场面，总之就是有点失望啦~

不过我们都没理会这些。
反而好像整间店都是我们似的。
不理会周围地大声说笑，没把隔壁桌放在眼里地尽情玩闹。
就这样一直从7点吃到9点。
不知不觉，时间就这样过了。
虽然回家的途程有点事情发生，不过大家都平安到家，那就好了。

我还是很希望我们能这样聚在一起。
不要理会旁人的眼光和言语，就尽情地做我们自己。
只要不要太超过，我们还是能有办法疯癫的。

最后，希望大家能好好享受这假期。
我们15号见啦~
<3


" Just me and my life. Amelea Ceci Chenz Derick Elie Eunice Gabriel Nikki Rachel Stef Yee Kang Yee Ying YY 大学园敬全颂蔚六月 2007 七月 2007 八月 2007 九月 2007 十月 2007 十一月 2007 十二月 2007 一月 2008 二月 2008 三月 2008 四月 2008 五月 2008 六月 2008 七月 2008 八月 2008 九月 2008 十月 2008 十一月 2008 十二月 2008 一月 2009 二月 2009 三月 2009 四月 2009 五月 2009 六月 2009 七月 2009 八月 2009 九月 2009 十月 2009 十一月 2009 十二月 2009 一月 2010 二月 2010 三月 2010 四月 2010 五月 2010 六月 2010 七月 2010 八月 2010 九月 2010 十月 2010 十一月 2010 十二月 2010 一月 2011 二月 2011 三月 2011 四月 2011 五月 2011 六月 2011 七月 2011 八月 2011 九月 2011 十月 2011 十一月 2011 十二月 2011 一月 2012 Bituwin - template Dementee - image Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls. Hit counter code here	2011年8月27日星期六 Miss Jackson by Outkast This Flash Player was created @ FlashWidgetz.com. podmatrix music player for myspace imvu playlist Yeah this one right here goes out to all the baby’s mamas, mamas... Mamas, mamas, baby mamas, mamas Yeah, go like this I’m sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH) I am for real Never meant to make your daughter cry I apologize a trillion times I’m sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH) I am for real Never meant to make your daughter cry I apologize a trillion times A baby drama mama, don’t like me She doing things like havin her boys come from her neighborhood To the studio tryin to fight me She need to get a, piece of the american pie and take her bite out That’s my house, I disconnect the cable and turn the lights out And let her know her grandchild is a baby, and not a paycheck Private schools, daycare, shit, medical bills, I’ll pay that I love your mom and everything, see I aint the one who laid down She wanna rip you up, start a custody war, my lawyer stay down She never got a chance to hear my side of the story we was divided She had fish frys and cookouts On my child’s birthday I ain’t invited Despite it, show her the utmost respect when I fall through All you, do is defend that lady when I call you, yeah I’m sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH) I am for real Never meant to make your daughter cry I apologize a trillion times I’m sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH) I am for real Never meant to make your daughter cry I apologize a trillion times Me and your daughter Got a special thang goin on You say it’s puppy love We say it’s full grown Hope that we feel this Feel this way forever You could plan a pretty picnic But you can’t predict the weather, Ms. Jackson Ten times out of nine, now if I’m blind fine The quickest muzzle throw it on my mouth and I’ll decline King meets queen, then the puppy love thing, together dream Bout that crib with the goodyear swing On the oak tree, I hope we feel like this forever Forever, forever, ever, forever, ever? Forever never seems that long until you’re grown And notice that the day by day rule can’t be too long Ms. Jackson my intentions were good I wish I could Become a magician to abacadabra off the sadder Thoughts of me, thoughts of she, thoughts of he Askin what happened to the feelin that her and me Had, I pray so much about it need some knee, pads It happened for a reason one can’t be, mad So know just know that everything is cool And yes I will be present on the first day of school, and graduation I’m sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH) I am for real Never meant to make your daughter cry I apologize a trillion times I’m sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH) I am for real Never meant to make your daughter cry I apologize a trillion times "Look at the way he treats me", shit, look at the way you treat me See your lil nose ass homegirls got they ass up in the creek G Without a paddle, you left the straddle and ride this thing on out And the union girl aint speakin no more cuz my dick all in her mouth Know what I’m talkin about, jealousy, and fidelity, envy Cheating, beating, and to the G’s they be the same thing So who you placin the blame on, you keep on singin the same song Let bygones be bygones, you can go on and get the hell on You and your mama I’m sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH) I am for real Never meant to make your daughter cry I apologize a trillion times I’m sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH) I am for real Never meant to make your daughter cry I apologize a trillion times I’m sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH) I am for real Never meant to make your daughter cry I apologize a trillion times I’m sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH) I am for real Never meant to make your daughter cry I apologize a trillion times * First and foremost, Selamat Hari Raya to all of you out there! For those who are traveling back to hometown, please drive safely. Remember that your loved ones are always waiting for you. =) So, today is Saturday. Just came back from work. And yes, i'm working half day on Saturdays. And now i'm blogging here. Well, dont have any plans for today. So i guess i just stay at home. Online. Watch drama. Watch variety shows. Eat. Drink. Breathe. Talk. Smile. Laugh. Walk. Then sleep. xD That's definitely how i spend my day when i got no plans at all. Well, at least i'm not spending unnecessary money. Gotta keep remind myself that i'm going to Taiwan at years end, and i need to save up for it. Like i said many times, i wanna shop, eat and have fun like the tomorrow is not coming and i still got plenty of time. Haha~ Whatever i'm "planning" for Saturday, it'll be fun. You still need a time like this in your life, right? =) 13:56 · 2011年8月25日星期四真好！单身生活嘛~ 还蛮不错的。感觉比以前更忙碌的。两三天就出门与朋友相聚一次。与家人交流的时间也多了。也可以大胆地与人搞暧昧。哈哈~ 暧昧是假的啦~ 不过这样的生活也蛮充实的。我很喜欢，也爱上了。甚至还希望自己不要再拍拖了。就这样一直下去就好。而且，管它以后未来是否一个人，都一定要踏到北海道这块地，呼吸到北海道的空气，感受北海道的文化冲突。北海道啊~ 无论发生了什么事，它还是我最向往的地方。真的希望有那么一天，我的梦想可以实现。不过现在也要实现其中一个梦想：到台湾游玩！最近都很努力地找资料了。剩下的，就是要找个时间和家人一起坐下来好好讨论一下。大家互相交流，互相找资料。加油咯！单身生活，原来也可以这么丰富的。 =) * 若愛，請深愛。放棄，請徹底。等待，本身就是一個錯誤。（from 修心養生辭典）摘自@陆明君微博 21:20 · 2011年8月23日星期二 2nd week of Sem5 Alrighty~ Second week of Sem5. So far, nothing hit us yet. Everything was going smooth and fine. I just gotta keep praying Sem5 will treat us well. Multimedia -- was quite an interesting subject than CG. I mean i was catching up and i do wish i can keep on going like this till the end. Received our first assignment for this sem as well. Publicity & Media Relations -- Ms Su taught. So i guess there's nothing much to say. Oh, we are going to held an exhibition as well. Gotta start prepare it too. Media Ethics & Regulations -- Ok, i think i might not able to survive in this class. Because the lecturer was monotone all the time. And yes, i really hate to admit it, i missed Sharaad. So, i guess thats a rough conclusion for the first week. Dear Buddha, please continue to blessed from all the bad omen. We need wisdom and courage to face all those challenges and obstacles. We do need each other as our mentor and friend as well. Promise i will be good for the entire sem. Alright? =) Hey babe, how are you doing lately? Any fun news? Hope you are not crying. Thats right, my babe, just smile like that. Always remember, you are always in loved and loved by your surroundings. One more thing too, you are always the lucky one. Life is all about chasing rainbow after a big storm. And some people just mend to come in your life, and teach you how to let go. Be grateful for what had happened and grab on tight on your life. Cause sometimes life can be rough and you just had to smile. Remember, my dearest babe, i always love you. <3 15:04 · 2011年8月21日星期日我爱你连续两天都一直在泡连续剧。那种感觉嘛~ 我也不知道了。就知道，我要继续看，继续看，继续看。以前的我，追一套连续剧，我需要差不多半年的时间来看完。是的，我不夸张。半年。可是现在，两个星期就可以完成了。所以，我一直在说，我正在破我自己的纪录。但，我也知道自己限度。该停止的时候，我就会停止。该转移注意力时，我就会另找别的东西来填补时间。而且，我是学生叻~ 学业较为重要。哈哈~ xD 微笑吧，我最亲爱的自己。你今天比昨天更漂亮，更有自信了。一切都是过去了。欢迎来到最灿烂的今天。今天你的运气会比任何人来得更幸运。你是最漂亮的。我爱你 <3 12:34 · 2011年8月19日星期五 Can i? How life can sometimes be this simple? An exquisite dinner, with a simple yet the most perfect taste of ice cream. Thats life should be, isnt it? God will always put you through a lots of challenge and he wants you either to face it or let it rot. If you choose to let it rot, you wont get to taste the best quality of dessert. If you choose to face it, you can eat the hell of perfect dessert ever. So, what position am i now? I dont know if my life had been great after that incident happened. I've been doing a lot of thinking and i still cant seem to find the answer. All i always get, is the danger silence. Sometimes, it lead to self-destruct. Often i wonder, do i really have mental problem? I mean i can be happy in this second, turn around, my anger starts to builds up for no reason. In fact, i cant control it. I just let it be. I thought this is a way to vent my anger. A revenge to whatever had happened to me. Had discussion with mum and cousin before. They said, it was because i am too ego. Too ego enough for not giving up. I know i should stop talking about it. I know i should give up and start focusing on my new chapter of life. I know i shouldnt reminiscing all those memories. I know i shouldnt act like this too. But please give me one last chance to say it out. I dont want him to appear in my dreams anymore. I dont want to fill my minds with memories with him anymore. I just want my life back and i want it desperately. I just want to lead my life with the way i want it to be. I dont want to cry in silence anymore. I'm sick of it. Life is tough. Being together is tough. Giving up is tough. Forgetting it is tough. Avoiding is tough. Most important, forgiving is tough and rough. All i ask from Buddha now, is to give me strength and wisdom to get through this stage. I dont ask much. I just need these two elements in my life. The others, i will find a way to overcome it. Can i have it? Promise no more emo post after this. This will be my last one. 20:57 · 2011年8月17日星期三五杯酒，五份餐点，一副扑克牌有点隆重，但温馨的约会。 5个女生，初次在民歌餐厅/酒吧内度过一个晚上。什么话题都聊，什么事情都尽情诉述。只因我们知道时间只剩不多。还有能有多少次像这样般地聚在一起。五杯酒，五份餐点，一副扑克牌。简单地，我们不理会旁人给的眼光。我们就沉浸在我们的空间内。不必担心任何话题，也不要害怕什么不雅语言。只是很欢喜地做我们喜欢的事情。能说我不想念她们吗？应该说，不能去想念那晚很难吧~ 姐妹们之间的感情到底是不是能长久。我也不知道。一切随缘吧~ 暂时对我们而言，只要对方开心幸福，我们也会随着衷心地祝福。姐妹们，你们是最棒的！ 22:01 · 2011年8月15日星期一 Sem5, here we go! Class starts today! First class, Public and Media Relations, taught by Ms Su. Well, class was alright, i guess. At least i was enjoying the class. Plus i finally had a peace of mind. No need to pretend to be blind and deaf anymore. No need to play mental games. I just be myself. Appreciate each moments with the bunch of crazy friends. Feeling my life as a student. Playing with time arrangement. Do what an average college students will do. This sem will ended on December. Meantime, i constantly need to remind myself, i am a student and i have to fulfill my duties as one. The others, i just let time and fate decide it. After all, what is much more fun than living in the moment. Come on, Sem5, please be nice to me. 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And i'm enjoying my life to the fullest. So, its a choice between tears and smile. I rather choose to be myself. A crazy girl who will always be loved. No matter how heavy the rain falls, how much dark clouds gather, i will still be myself. It might be tough, i know i can make it through with courage and intelligence. I will be who i always be. And lets make that be a forever. 21:58 · 2011年8月2日星期二考完了！！！考完了！我也很算是很成功地从战场退下来了。两张试卷，加上一个Presentation，都足于把我们全部人搞到团团转。不过，也辛苦大家了。接下来的两个星期，也别忘了好好享受。结伴游玩也好，待在家当宅女宅男也好，都别忘了自己的健康最重要。很不希望开课第一天就听到坏消息了。好的，不要讲到悲哀去。我呢，假期两个星期，当然就要做工两个星期啦~ 没办法啦~ 要赚钱存钱，这样我去台湾的时候可以大买特买。然后也要吃这个，吃那个。当然要好好地体验台湾冬季的魅力。我还去8天呢~ 当然更加要好好享受了！现在这样讲都很希望时间能快点过了。那天考完最后一张试卷的时候，也和一大班朋友下kl吃唰唰锅。我们到了在Lot10里面的Restoran Shabu One。价钱还算可以啦~因为我们显示了我们的学生证，所以有优惠价。食物方面，是有点差啦~不过当时我们只是要大伙聚在一起，还是一样吃的好像没有明天那样。环境，有点失望。不知是布置得关系，还是就是整个场面，总之就是有点失望啦~ 不过我们都没理会这些。反而好像整间店都是我们似的。不理会周围地大声说笑，没把隔壁桌放在眼里地尽情玩闹。就这样一直从7点吃到9点。不知不觉，时间就这样过了。虽然回家的途程有点事情发生，不过大家都平安到家，那就好了。我还是很希望我们能这样聚在一起。不要理会旁人的眼光和言语，就尽情地做我们自己。只要不要太超过，我们还是能有办法疯癫的。最后，希望大家能好好享受这假期。我们15号见啦~ <3 20:44 ·