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First week of January

So far, first week of January had been treating me good.
Nothing bad happened, nothing uncomfortable, nothing unjoyful.
Instead, i was happy and satisfied the whole time.
Ok, except for the weather, which had been ridiculously HOT!

One more day of holiday, and i will start my internship on Monday.
Not very nervous, excited, feeling good.
Just one thing - what should i wear to work?
I mean if they need formal clothing, oh boy, i got only one formal suit, and the rest are jeans and t-shirts.
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One more thing.
Mum had taken a offer to babysit an 11-month baby.
For the past week, it was mostly me taking care the baby.
Ok, not for the feeding and bathing part.
Most of the time, i was playing with the baby, accompanying her, have fun with her.
I even change her diaper. I always teased, there, i gave away my first time. xD
Overall, the baby become adore me and starting to dependent on me.

To be truth, i never had this feeling before.
I dont know whats the right word for this feeling.
I mean i look after the baby for the whole day, and now, all of the sudden, i had to leave her due internship.
It was leaving my own daughter alone.
Haiz~ I must love her too much nor spending too much time with her.
Or else, this feeling wont occur to me.

Never mind, i will cope this feeling.
I will channel it on work.
So that i can go back home safely and still able to catch her (which is a small possibility).

Anyway, i just wanna say,

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