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2011年7月11日星期一
5/7/2011 12am
One phone call, 30 minutes talk.
I'm back being single again. 2 years of relationship, and because of some reason, we decided to break up. It's very heartache, and i thought i almost died. Everything was very sudden. Just like how he did to me before. Maybe i experienced it before, this time i recover in the fastest time. I thought i can cry, but after that few tears over the phone, i cant cry at all. But my chest suffered a lot. I felt suffocated a lot of times, and i dont feel like eating at all. Still, most of the time, i force myself to smile and eat, so that people wont worried about me. Yes, i did it in the end. I smiled and laughed much more. After cooling down, thinking all the way back, i'm cool now. Many loved ones gave me a lot of words of wisdom. And i've been a lot of thinking. I just learn one thing, there's no one to blame between us. Both of us change and grown up. No longer we are on the same path, though we tried to. And now, we found out, i guess its better to let go than hurting both side. Yes, i did cursed and mad about him. But after this one whole week of cool down, and even getaway to Kuantan, i realized i should save those anger and transit to another things. I should be more focus on my studies, on my family and friends, on my financial problems, on my own leisure and entertainment. I might even found another better man than him. Haha~ xD Well, still, i'm glad that we been together for 2 years. Of course, there's a lot of appreciation in it. I just hope there'll be no other girls to hear those words. Or even to cry for those words. Those words are from someone irresponsible and coward. Yet, its our choice and we had to live with it. In a nutshell, i'm gonna stay strong and be more focus in my life. I'll live and love much more stronger than now and before. Wish me luck =) |