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Just me and my life.



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2011年3月26日星期六
What happened?!

Great, this happened once, and now it happened again.

Darn it, what have i done?
I did not consume any alcohol.
I drank as much water as i could.
I did not punch myself.
I did not touch any dirty stuff.
I do things regularly.
Nothing went wrong.

But why is my left eye swollen now?
Best thing is, it pain whenever i blink my eye; pain whenever i rub my face; pain whenever i slept on the left side.
And the funny thing is, one eye big, one eye small.
Haiz...

Not going to post any pictures up here.
It's fugly.
And i dont want to scare die you.
Haha~

But it did happened once, and now again?
Haiz... Can someone please tell what happened?
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I hate to say this, but i had a weird dream last night.
Something in my heart tells me, something is going to happen.

And it did.
This morning, when i was checking my mail.
Someone sent me an email.
At first i wasnt that freak out.
But until i read the whole content, my heart beats faster and my mind went blank.

I knew it.
I am a coward from all these times.
I should speak out from the first place when Omma asked me the question.
I should.
And now, i had to bear this pressure.

I need to gather my courage now.
I cant give any excuse anymore.
No means No, and No never means Yes.

I quit.
That's my answer.
And i will hand the letter in order to had a good night sleep...
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Gosh~
I still cant get myself out from that video he made.
It's too sweet and i'm gonna get diabetic in anytime.
Haha~

I can feel our bond are getting stronger and tougher as time goes by.
I'm glad that even we are far apart from each other, we still trust each other and manage to make each other smile.

Yes, there were times when conflict happen.
But that's the way it is.
You cant always be the perfect one, but you can always try to fit in.
But before that, when two strangers meet and they fall for each other, obstacles and challenges will appear.
It's just how you deal with it.

Dear, i still cant stop saying thank you.
Thanks for your love and your trust.
Just dont be worry about me at here. I'm fine.
Try to think of it, less than 9 months and we'll be seeing each other again.
Less than 1 year, you'll be back here.
Though we still cant decide for our future, let's just concentrate on our present and work harder for it.

Dear, i miss you so much...