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This is killing me!

Recently, the weather is killing me.
Even i had to tie my hair up.
Yup. I tied my hair up.

Look, at this moment, it's a big sunny day.
It's damn hot and you feel like bathing in a tub full of ice.
Then you want to eat a bucket of ice cream to cool yourself down.
You have to turn on the air conditional and let the room cool down.

Then, the climate change.
Dark clouds start to gather.
Though there's no wind, you start to feel cold.
You let your hair down.
You turn off the air conditional.
The next thing, you heard raindrops falling from sky.
You rush out to collect your clothes back before it's too late.
Sit beside the window, you would like to drink a cup of warm drinks and listen to smoothing songs.

Around one or two hours, big sunny come out again.
And you repeat the procedures again.

So, how can not the weather be so killing?
That explains why i'm feeling weak at some times.
This sickening weather is making me sick.
Haiz...
*
Four more days to end my sem break.
And i heard that our schedule has been posted on the net.
Before that, i saw my course mate are complaining.
Ok.
I havent seen it yet.
But for now, i need to go meditate.
Because i'm afraid i'll lose my mind too.

Let's see what will i be doing for the next four day.

Stay at home.
Baking.
Watching drama/movies/variety show.
Sleep late.
Complaining.
Nagging.
Eat.
Drink.
Bath.
Happy.
Sad.
Tears.
Laughter.
Disappointment.
Bored.

Anything else?

Oh ya, i'm going back hometown this weekend.
For what?
QING MING LAH!

Luckily i've downloaded some dramas and movies.
In case...
Well, i dont want to go further anymore.
But let's hope i wont get sick, or any serious anymore.
Ok?
I love you <3
Haha~
*
You know what?
After every argument, though i can feel we are getting stronger, i've learn a lot too.
All thanks to this relationship.

I can see my thoroughly.
Therefore from there, i always remind myself, not to make the same mistake.

That's why, i always pray that if some day, we really end our relationship.
At least he found someone who is great in folding clothes.
Someone who is very gentle all the time.
A girl who is always obedient to him.
Someone that treats him nicer than me.
Ya, that's how i am right now.

No, we arent in crisis now.
It's just something happened and i know i had to be strong.

But dear, please be happy.
Because you deserve it.
You worth every second spent.
Alright?

But no matter what happened, i miss you more than anyone.
=)

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