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Only Girl (In The World) by Rihanna

I want you to love me, like I’m a hot guy
Keep thinkin’ of me, doin’ what you like
So boy forget about the world cuz it’s gon’ be me and you tonight
I wanna make your bed for ya, then imma make you swallow your pride
Want you to make me feel like I’m the only girl in the world
Like I’m the only one that you’ll ever love
Like I’m the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world...
Like I’m the only one that’s in command
Cuz I’m the only one who understands
how to make you feel like a man
Want you to make me feel like
I’m the only girl in the world
Like I’m the only one that you’ll ever love
Like I’m the only one who knows your heart
Only one...
Want you to take me like a thief in the night
Hold me like a pillow, make me feel right
Baby I’ll tell you all my secrets that I’m keepin’,
you can come inside
And when you enter, you ain’t leavin’,
be my prisoner for the night
Want you to make me feel like I’m the only girl in the world
Like I’m the only one that you’ll ever love
Like I’m the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world...
Like I’m the only one that’s in command
Cuz I’m the only one who understands,
like I’m the only one who knows your heart, only one...
Take me for a ride
Oh baby, take me high
Let me make you first
Oh make it last all night
Take me for a ride
Oh baby, take me high
Let me make you first
Make it last all night
Want you to make me feel like I’m the only girl in the world
Like I’m the only one that you’ll ever love
Like I’m the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world...
Like I’m the only one that’s in command
Cuz I’m the only one who understands
how to make you feel like a man
Only girl in the world...
Girl in the world...
Only girl in the world...
Girl in the world...
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5 more days till final.
And i havent start revision.
Damn, i'm getting more lazier.

Yaya, i'll start revise today.
Starting from Media Criticism, since it's the first paper.

Looking at Ms Su's notes, i really do hope everything will stuff in my mind.
If could, cover all the sad things that is happening now.
I just need to stay strong, focus and look directly to all those notes.
Needless to say, I need to prove that i'm string enough to handle all this shit happening.

Come on girl, you're strong and tough.
Be proud of who you are and stop all those negative thinking.
Focus on your study and make yourself proud.
^^
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Chat with him last night.
And we end our conversation with very unpleasant moment.

I start questioning myself, should i trust all those sayings?
Or stick to my own principles?
But things will change, right?

Sometimes i had to change my principles in order to make everyone happy and satisfied.
We've been together for almost 2 years.
2 years, that's quite a length of time i didnt expect.
I always thought to myself: you lost him once, you dont want to lose him twice.
Not in this way.

But i need to struggle with my principles too.
Made a promise to myself, and i broke it by myself.
I want to make him happy, if it has to hurt me in any way.
I want him to feel precious, if it has to take my soul away.
I want him to feel i'm sincere, if it has to cut my chest and see through it.


As long he's happy, i dont mind anything at all.
So does that mean i had an answer?
I dont know.

But if it really does make him happy, i rather be blind and deaf, and there's my answer...

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