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2011年1月12日星期三

Sem3

12.01.2011
First day of sem3.
And it's quite a fun in college after being away so long.

When i step in the classroom, i knew deeply that i missed everyone of them.
It's like what life can be if i never met them.
I'm glad everyone is still healthy and happy.
Some might have change, but still i'm glad we are back.

Sem3.
Two subjects.
Principles of Journalism, taught by Mr Sharaad.
Media Criticism, taught by Ms Su.
Both of them are fun people that you can count on.
The whole classroom was in happy mood and laughter were filling in the air.

I like the way i was placed in the class.
I know sometimes i can be very random.
I might spill out some words without thinking twice and the whole class will burst in laughter.
Not to say that i'm a clown or i did it purposely.
It was my voice.
I had loud voice and they just "betray" me very often.

Still, I hope that sem3 will be a better semester.
Please cut less any drama.
I promise i'll be nice and give 200% to everything i'm involved in.
Buddha bless me.
*
Since college start, meaning i must get off from work now.
Am thinking hard whether i should continue working after looking at my timetable.

I have class only at Monday and Wednesday.
The other time were just free.
No class, nothing.
So it just keep me thinking.

Then, CreaActive came to my mind.
What if i need to entertain those clients?
What if suddenly the client ask for a thing and i'm unable to deliver it?
I just stop thinking.

I cant go on unless i quit CreActive.
And this had me thinking lots of time.
I dont know if i want to give up or not.
I like the concept and the way it function.
But sometime i feel like i cant cope myself.

Haiz~
It so hard to make decision.
And i know maybe i had disappoint some people with it.
But i always asking myself, "Am i happy?"
And sometimes, i cant give myself an answer.

It sounds so pathetic.
I'm just a student and these things shouldnt be in my worry list.
But why am i making myself worse?
Time is not the one i want now.
I need myself to be more determined and stand ground with it.
I need myself to explain to myself.
I need myself now...
*


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