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Interview with MYSELF

Me: How are you recently?
I: I guess i'm alright. At least someone is back. That's a great news, for me.

Me: How's college? Everything alright?
I: Well, Sem3 is quite relaxing. I bet a lot of people are kinda envy with my time schedule. But i know i will still keep on fight for a better result. Because i dont want make my loves upset again. Especially myself.

Me: So that means you have done a lot that make them down?
I: I dont really know if they are. They never show it out. But i just dont like the feeling. If i dont feel proud of myself, how can i convince my loves one? It's silly yet it's so heartbreaking.
Me: Then you should really keep on the hard work and make everyone proud.
I: Of course i will. That is what i am doing right now. Watch me!

Me: How about your life? Any big changes so far?
I: I'm still alive and that is such a grateful things to say. Changes? Well, no yet. Or should i say, yes, there are things that i still need to handle and i cannot confirm how the outcome will be. They might change my life or not. They might make me feel a lot more happy or not. I only understand one thing, I should appreciate every breath i'm taking now. There are many people suffering and i cant really help. Instead i should make myself more appreciate life and spread love around.

Me: Lately you have been complain about money, why?
I: Haha~ That's quite a sensitive question. Yes, i've been compain about money lately. Well, who doesnt. I guess even the billionaires are. Look what happened to Stanley Ho, the richest guy in Macau. Look what happened to his family. Such a drama. Yet, money is always an issue to everyone. I'm just bragging about it but that doesnt mean i dont think of ways to solve it. I guess i just have to work harder.
Me: Yes i do understand. Money has always been an issue, so do i. But i would like to know more, how do you get along with your loves one.
I: That's quite a leap. I always open my heart to anyone who come near me, even to you now. That can be work both way. You might misused it or we are able to become good friends. Still, i always appreciate how fate works. Both of us met because of some reason. But we still manage to get along and know each other. There's a secret behind it. I fall in love easily. Right now, i can say "i love you" to you. Maybe that's one of my way of spreading love.

Me: That's very interesting. Falling in love easily. But arent you scare?
I: Sometimes i do. But when time goes by, i know you are a good guy, so why should let the fear conquer me? Like i said, you might misused it and i might hate you. Looking back, i will start question myself, and i will think of a way to solve it. If things cant solve in the end, then i have to let go. Somewhere deep down, i still felt grateful of meeting you.

Me: Well, i guess that's all from me. Any last word?
I: Appreciate every breath and relax.

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