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Gangsta's Paradise by Coolio

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As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I take a look at my life and realise there’s nuthin’ left
’Cuz I’ve been blasting and laughing so long, that
Even my mama thinks that my mind is gone
But I ain’t never crossed a man that didn’t deserve it
Me be treated like a punk you know that’s unheard of
You better watch how you’re talking, and where you’re walking
Or you and your homies might be lined in chalk
I really hate to trip but i gotta loc
As I Grow I see myself in the pistol smoke, fool
I’m the kinda G the little homies wanna be like
on my knees in the night, saying prayers in the streetlight.
Been spending most their lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
Been spending most their lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
Keep spending most our lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
Keep spending most our lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
The getto situation, they got me facin’
I can’t live a normal life, I was raised by the stripes
So I gotta be down with the hood team
Too much television watching got me chasing dreams
I’m an educated fool with money on my mind
Got my tin in my hand and a gleam in my eye
I’m a loc’d out gangsta set trippin’ banger
And my homies is down so don’t arouse my anger, fool
Death ain’t nothing but a heartbeat away,
I’m living life, do or die, what can I say
I’m 23 now, but will I live to see 24
The way things are going I don’t know
Tell me why are we, so blind to see
That the one’s we hurt, are you and me
Been spending most their lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
Been spending most their lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
Keep spending most our lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
Keep spending most our lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
Power and the money, money and the power
Minute after minute, hour after hour
Everybody’s running, but half of them ain’t looking
What’s going on in the kitchen, but I don’t know what’s cookin’
They say I gotta learn, but nobody’s here to teach me
If they can’t undersstand it, how can they reach me
I guess they can’t, I guess they won’t
I guess they front, that’s why I know my life is out of luck, fool
Been spending most their lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
Been spending most their lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
Keep spending most our lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
Keep spending most our lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
Tell me why are we, so blind to see
That the one’s we hurt, are you and me
Tell me why are we, so blind to see
That the one’s we hurt, are you and me
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Merry Christmas!

Spent my Christmas eve with works.
But it was quite relax, i guess.
Compare to Chinese New Year, today was like relaxing.
I was able to get my things done before 5.30pm.

Of course, company organized a Christmas lunch for everyone,
The food was nice.
Really did enjoy it.
Just that i didnt join the people.
Instead, grab a plate of food, and disappear to my place.

Still, i like the feeling everyone is having their time.
Office was then quiet and cold as almost everyone had left.
Some went back for party preparation, some need to rush to client's Christmas party, some need to attend church, some just went off.
First time ever i seen everyone left.

Still, it was the best day.
I enjoyed every laughter i had.
I enjoyed all the gossip moments with my colleague.
I enjoyed my time spending in front of the computer.
I enjoyed the bonding moment with everyone of them.

Today is just seems so quiet and peaceful.

I guess that's what Christmas eve supposedly should be.
Everything is going on their way.
Everyone look peaceful and happy.

And i enjoyed the time...
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Everyday came home with a tired mood.
Didnt even feel like online.
Therefore i missed my chance chatting with him.

Yes, i miss him much more.
Yes, i was working hard for my target.
Yes, i'm just a girl who happened to miss him over time.

Sometimes i feel so apologetic to him.
I admit i'm a workaholic.
I just cant stop myself when i'm on working mood.
I can work nonstop to pleased myself.
And this may cause some unsatisfying among my loves one.
I just cant help it.

So, i'm here to say, im so sorry my dear.
I didnt mean to.
And i miss you so much.
You can just pop up in my mind suddenly.
Making me feel so secure that i know you're always there for me.
I cant wait till that day arrive.
I know i'll be the most happiest people in this world then.
=)

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