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2010年11月26日星期五

So Broke =(

Less than three weeks, and will be facing finals.

Woa~

Times sure flies.

After finals, Sem2 has officially end.

Start prepare for Sem3.

Which means, 3 more sems to go before graduate.

It's just a bit surprised.

I mean just half a year ago, i was still a girl, searching for the answer to get my future done.

I was still wandering around, dont know what to do.

But know, after 7 months, i'm a college student.

Studying Diploma in Mass Comm at IACT college.

Isnt it amazing or not?

Shall i thanks fate or myself for making the choice.

Though there were times i think twice, still they were the one that make me strong.

There were too problems, i got no choice but to solve it or move on.

3 more semesters, and i will be stepping in society.

To a world which famously known as a dangerous place and need skills and luck to survive.

Peek through that world, and i still dont know if i can handle it or not.

Well, for now, i just gotta focus on my finals.

The rest, just leave it for future to uncover it...

Oh dear, i am realy so damn broke.

Not much money left in my wallet.

Every morning wake up with "what should i eat for lunch? Cheap and full."

Haiz.

Cant blame me.

Went to 2 trips in one month.

You can imagine how much i've spent there.

Why cant i live through the entire month without thinking about all these?

I mean, i've tried to work hard to earn more money.

I dont want to be a burden to my parents.

Raising three kids, with one in college, two in the line.

It just seems unfair to not share the burden.

To be honest, my motive to earn money, is not to be a burden to my parents.

I want them to not feel unhappy with it.

Damn it.

I really hate it whenever my parents asked if i had enough money.

And sometimes when i really cant survive, i just gotta answer truthfully.

And then guilt will pour all over my body.

As if all these actions were unfilial.

Can i at least stop having this time of feeling?

Or maybe i should be more smart and get my Diploma done and get a job immediately?

Or just screw me...


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