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Pressure + Time = DOOM!

Pressure and time.
Once again, they are so not my friendly friend at all.

Am rushing socio's journal assignment like hell.
Then there's PR presentation, where i still got a weird feeling.

Nothing so far is done properly or the way that make me feel comfortable and can relax for a while. (That's the reason i'm here. Now.)
It's just like Sem2 is so not my semester at all.
Everything was a mess.
I keep blaming and hurting myself literally.
I was lost once.

And now.
Am supposed to be studying for finals now.
But i'm still rushing assignments.

I'm giving myself pressure.
My brain will stop function for a while in the most crucial moments.
I cant form a sentence when i'm making decisions.
I'm a bit emotional when i'm dealing with people.
I can blanked for a second while people are talking to me.

Argh~
Why cant the both of them be my friend?
Or at least mercy me for this moment of time.
I want to get things done on time...
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I know i should make my decision.
And i should stay strong with it.

When time goes by, pressure blocking my eyeview, i forgot that decision.
Until Omma reminds me, and i was a bit shocked.
The reason was simply because, how on the earth i have forgetten?

I've been keep saying it when the idea came to my mind.
People surrounding me support it.
Some even volunteer to help out.
But in the end, i forgot!
And i couldnt give an answer to it.

What's wrong with me?
I keep delay it and until i couldnt persuade myself anymore.


Questions once again...
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Less than 2 months and he'll back.
I know i should feel happy.
But the pressure and time wont allow me.
Still, i always manage to find space and happy for a while.
Haha~

Weather getting colder and colder there.
Heard from radio, tomorrow will be only 17 degrees.
I was like, "WHAT?! Just froze me in a freezer and dont unlock it for 138712 years."
Haha~ i know it's bit exaggerate.

Dear, remember to wear more clothes.
And dont forget to rest more.
Be careful not to catch cold.

I miss you =)

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