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2010年10月5日星期二
I Admit
I really gotta say this.
I DISLIKE PENGAJIAN MALAYSIA'S LECTURE!!! Haiz~ And his time schedule too. First of, his voice is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too soft. It's just like a kid is afraid of standing in front of people and talking. Argh~ Second, his lecture doesnt seem like it's been arranged before class. And he always talk pointless story that doesnt even relate to the class. In short, he can change the topic way so fast, that we cant catch it. Then he can stop halfway at a chapter and let us go. Everytime, he didnt manage to even finish a chapter. Argh~~ Third, CANT HE JUST STAY FIX TO A TIME?! I mean he's been changing since the first class. And now, you want to do night class?! FML! FYL! F-DMC201004-L! Argh~~~ Done. End of story. * As days goes by, i found out that i'm almost going the same routine. Wake up - Breakfast - Shower - Attend college - Stuck in stupid jam - Come back home - Buried myself in assignment - Online - A little chat with friends - Sleep. Then i'll be doing the same at the next day. Sometimes i wonder if i can change my life. Or maybe if there' something that can happen to make me distracted. It's kinda funny though. There's many people around the world are basically doing the same routine everyday. Yet there's few a them try to change. They either dont know what's wrong or they just accept what had done daily. I'm not complaining. Nor even trying to feel restless. It's just this thought came to my mind. And i ever wonder why couldnt i just accept it. Or, ya, i can just ignore the thought. Cut off the adventurous-action-minded and start live a life. That's a culture that's been practicing for many years and till now. Ya. It could be my journal for the class too. * Even though i'm burying myself in assignment, but no matter how, he will still appear in my mind. It's like a dream, sometimes. Having conversation with friends, somehow they ask about him. Fortunately, i can keep my tears away and tell them the truth. I know i'm growing tougher than yesterday. I know he's in heart, no matter whatsoever happened. I know it's only excuses and ghosts are haunting me. I'm a girl who thinks a lot, and he knows it well. He's capable of manipulating my heart, yet i know i'm the one who's falling for it. No matter what, dear, i miss you... |