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2010年10月27日星期三
Happy Birthday Daddy!
Woohoo~
27th of October 2010. Someone had turn 45 years old. Haha~ It's none other than my Daddy! Well, we didnt really celebrate his birthday. And i'm so sorry that i did not prepare any present to him. Instead i gave him much more worries. Guess i'm not such a filial kid. >.< Anyway, just wanna say, Happy Birthday Daddy! Thank you so much that you had done to us. Especially i want to try help out. You're always my true hero. And a hero will always remain in someone's heart deeply. You know i love you, Daddy. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DADDY! I LOVE YOU <3 * "It's my choice and i have to bear it." That's what i've been telling myself for the past few days. I dont want to talk much here. And, basically, i really cant talk about it too. But then, it had been haunting me. And i had to hypnotize myself to make myself happy. Yes, indeed, it is my choice. I couldnt say much than to either accept or bear with it. It's just how i will express and filter it. Daddy told me not to over-committed. And i guess i have to carve it in my heart now. I shant act like that from the beginning. And it's now tormenting me, inside deeply. But now, i only had one simple wish: sleep well in the night and wake up without having those thoughts ruining my day... * I want to say sorry and thanks to him very much. I've been emo for the past few days and he was the one who listen to all of it. I tried to control myself not to let the emotion buried me, but i cant. And he came to rescue me when i was drowning. He listened quietly to all my words and emotion. He didnt give much comment but asks me not to think much. He had given me a comfort whenever i'm spilling out my emotion. He just being himself that i always knew. Dear, I'm sorry that i had ruin your day by listening my crap. But you just show up and i was like grabbing a buoy to keep myself survive. I've learn that whatever happened, we must need to spill it out and keep on moving. You taught me this lesson. I am so grateful and apologetic at the same time. Dear, i just wish you were here... |