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You can ignore this post.

So it's Tuesday now.
24th of August 2010.

How damn fast it is.7 more days till Merdeka.
7 more days and we're saying goodbye to August.
It's just so fast.

But i'm doing cool now.
For now, i'm enjoying my so-called "Sem Break".
Bravo~ only one week sem break, and there's a final assignment to rush.
How wonderful it's that.

Still, i dont give a damn to it.
I'm still busy going to work.
Working like there's no time limit at all.
Everyday i'll be in the office around 8.30am.
Then i'll be busy like hell.

Trust me.
When you are working in a company like i am now, you will know how it's feel.
Everything must in the fast pace.
Everything must be accurate.
Everything must be done by deadline.
Everything must be in the way they supposed to be.You cant slow down for a bit.
You cant talk softly when you are in a rush.
You cant panic when something went wrong.
You cant take the blame when someone is scolding you.

This is an office life.This is what we will faced in the future.
It might be a lil harsh now, still it's a pathway that we will be...
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Money money money.
This is my problem now.

Well, i'm not officially broke yet.
I still got some figures in my bank account.
Just my wallet is getting thinner and thinner.And i just cant seem to reject the temptation.

I admit that i might be a bit mean in money issue.
And i always try not to spend too much.
Either sharing or just forget it.
What makes me like this?
I guess it was because i want to go somewhere with my own ability.
With my own savings.
I always envy those who can spend without thinking twice.
It was as if the money will come naturally to them.

And to those who can earn much.
Who had high salary.Or married to a rich family.

Hehe~
I know it seems so wrong here.
But i dont blame it.
I think it's human nature.
You will start envy the others when you cant get what you want.

Gee~
Still, i need to change my attitude.
This is so not nice and not cool at all.
I just need to work hard and save hard, spend less, reject temptation, stop giving reason to myself.
I just need money...
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