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Buddha~~~

Ok.
One down, two to go.

Yesterday had my very first exam in college.
And boy, how shall i describe it?
I've got no words for it.

I mean i dont really know what i was writing about.
I can strongly feel thay my points were messy.
I'm afraid that the lectures will feel frustrated when he/she is marking my paper.
Sorry, but i wasnt mean to do that.

Haiz~
I really hate exam.
They never made me feel proud once.
I always cant performance well during exam.
As if like something was blocking my mind to think of any points.
I dont like it.
I mean i can do very well if it's just a normal question or tutorial.
But whenever the word "EXAM" is printed on the paper, i'm doom.

Buddha, why is this happening to me?
I dont want this.
I want to perform well and make everyone happy.
Please help me...
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Oh gosh~
Not again?!
Why is this happening?!

Havent felt so well since i came back from the concert.
I mean, ya, i thought i was yelling too hard and hurt my throat a lil.
I hadnt been feel well with my throat.
And now, i can feel that i'm getting sick.
Argh~ FML!

I hate 2010.
I dont feel healthy at all.
I've been sick since the starting of 2010.
Till now, i'm sick constantly.
And this is not good.
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Kill me...
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Haha~
I cant keep myself calm whenever i'm standing in front of the calendar.
I will start countdown till the day he's back.
(Even though he's still unsure about the date)

He always will solve my problem whenever i need him.
No matter how he did it, he just will.
He's like a magician in my life.
Thank Buddha for bringing him to my life.

I miss you...

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