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Heartache to the max...

Haiz~
I always really do believe people can change a relationship in just a snap.
And they can make up together in another snap.
That's why i dont understand why is there ever a word "divorce" ever came up.

The point is, i've been listening to many stories about relationship in the whole week.
Friendship, love, family.
You name it.
It's somehow like listening to a story, but you know it's happening.

I always feel weak when one is telling the story.
I will always try to find a word to either comfort or consult the one, but ending up fail max.
I cant do anything but just sit beside and try not to tear.

Evermore, it's sick to know that the one is so close to you.
He/she is the one you loved the most.
You had the most cherish memories with he/she, and now it's flashing back like movies.

Sometime i wish i can do something in favour to stop this drama.
Or to sacrifice myself in this drama to end things with a happy ending.

Life is never a fairy tale.
And i understand that deeply like the blood flowing in my body.
There will be a scar in between now.
I just hope that no one will touch the scar until it fade away...
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Oh dear~
Thanks to Eunice, i just realize that my study break and sem break aint a BREAK at all.

During study break, gotta prepare myself for the final presentation and final essay.
There's also a class during study break.
During sem break, there's two Computer Graphic class.
Just to finish up our last two assignment.

Boy~
Gotta squeeze revision in between the study break.
The day before final, final presentation is on.
I cant predict whether i got the mood to study or not.

And yes, gotta find time to get a job too.
Since there's two classes and meetings, i really dont know whether i should take the offer or not.
I mean i've been begging around for job, and i got one.
Promise them that i will work during sem break.
But now, plans had to change 180!

Gotta admit i got a bad time management.
And i'm easily get fed up with myself of getting so much things in one time.

Buddha, please guide me to solve my time management...
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He's doing fine there.
Nothing much to be said.

Just wanna tell him that, i'm really glad that he came to my life.
He's the first guy that made me cry and knowing that tears are not always equivalent to weakness.
He's always there whenever i need a shoulder or shadow.
He never fail to make me smile and forget about the tears.
He's just him.

Dear, i miss you again...

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