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2010年6月12日星期六
I know!
It's Saturday!!!
Yea, right, Saturday. So what? I'm still staying in house. Not going anywhere. Just staying in house. Yup. You hear me right. I'm staying in house. I'm not going anywhere. Well, mainly it's because i'm going out for the whole day tomorrow! For college's flash mob. Still not quite sure where we will going. But i hope we will have more fun than ever! * Watch Lady Gaga's "Alejandro" mv yesterday. Honestly, i wasnt surprised with all the concept/image effect or whatever in this video. I mean, hello, this is Lady Gaga and this is what she famous for. Instead, i grew more fond and respect for her. Her guts, her creativity, her passion to all this weirdo, which she looks like doesnt care much to the media. (Or this is what i interpret myself.) It's kinda cool watching this video. I mean, how the hell they get all this idea to create this effect. And i do admit, i'm totally fell in love with their creativity. It's so cool and damn, i just love it. Just watch it. After all, it's the one who you decide to love or hate it. * Do you know that sometime i do depressed over small matter things? Do you know that sometime i really do feel like ending my life? Do you know that sometime i feel like rotting in the dark? Do you know that sometime i dont feel like talking? Do you know that sometime i just want to shut myself in? Do you know that sometime i wish i wasnt here, in this world, at all? Do you know that sometime i want to let go of myself and fall into an endless dark hole? Do you know that sometime i try to be strong, but i hurt myself in the end? I dont know how to make things happen miracously. I dont know whether should i give up or stand still. I dont know if i could survive till the end. I dont know if my subconscious is letting me rot or not. I dont know how to shut my heart and not reveal to the others. I dont know the trick to cheer up myself up whenever i feel want to. I dont know that i'm not a challenger instead i'm a loser. I know i will die somehow. I know i will rot somehow. I know i will fall somehow. I know i will be ignore somehow. I know i will get angry somehow. I know i will be frustrated somehow. I know i will think much than ever somehow. I know i will be in the dark room somehow. I know i will hurt somehow. I know i will cut myself somehow. And i know, this is just another crap of me talking to myself... |