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my heart is crying...

Woa~
I just cant believe it.
My heart still ache till now.

Yesterday i went to Seremban.
Just because to attend one of my collegue's husband funeral.
It's so saddening.
All happen in just a second.

I wont tell the story here.
As to protect the family privacy.

But as a collegue and friend, i would just like to say.

Darl, you'll going to be fine.
Everything will be sort out.
You are a strong girl, i believe.
Dont fall back as we always will stand behind you and support you.
You are mother too.
She'll be need your help soon.
Just stay strong and be here.
Dont go too far away.
We'll be here.
Just stay strong.
You're A STRONG GIRL.
*
At the same time, my mind been going through a lot. Again.

My mind keep swirling images.
Images of my friends and family.
Images of my love ones.
Images of all the memories.
Images of all the precious moment.

You cant fortell what's going to happen in the spilt second.
You cant grab anything in the end.
You cant let go of yourself in the end.
You wont know what will your future will look like.

All i know, my heart had cry a lot a lot of times.
I love all the people surrounding me.
I cant count how much love have i contribute to them.
All i know is to keep love them. Even until the day i die...

I miss everyone suddenly.
I love everyone so deeply.

This funeral really had makes me thought a lot.
I just want a place to lick my eyes now...
*
Man~
I really do miss him now.

He really do occupied my head.

Once i close my eyes, he just come straight to me.

Haiz~
It's true.
I cant tell him how i feel in the first moment.
I gotta keep it till night.
Or sometimes until the day after tomorrow.

But no matter what, i really do miss him.
(I hope i'm not sick ><)

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