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Lost but touched...

After getting my result, went to two school to check it out.

Still, cant decide which school i should take.

I mean, all these years, i dream to study at Taiwan.
But reality just cant get me there.
I have to either sacrifice it or make myself more depressed.

I dont know.
I mean i just cant see my future clearly.
There's too much haze.
I cant see it.
Feel likes i'm walking in a jungle.
The trees surrounding me is my enemy.
The haze is making the situation worse.
I can see the sunlight but i cant reach there.
I can hear the water sound but i just cant find it.
Birds are singing in the sky but i just cant enjoy it.

You know, that's how i feel now.
And i want to walk out this jungle soon...
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Yesterday chatted with him through skype almost 3 hours.

I do enjoy the moment.
And i'll cherish it in my heart forever.

Weather is getting better there.
At least the warm feeling is coming back.
Summer will be there soon.
And i guess he'll probably yelling hot.
Maybe i can even see him without clothes on. *^.^*
Haha~

He did something that touched my heart very deeply.
It was truly a surprise.
A surprise which almost caught my tears down.
Of course i love it.
I love it more than anything.

Dear, thanks for the surprise.
Till now i still cant get the feeling off me.
I'm so touched that i want to hug you and kiss you as a thanks gift.
Dear, i miss you so much.
I'll be here waiting for you.
Just promise me you'll be fine there.
And i'll promise i'll be here waiting.

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