Shin就酱和我们相处了三天。
三天来，虽然是有点闷了他，可是却又不少欢乐。
他教我们日语，我们就教他华语、国语。
真不知他能不能学到。
不过他看起来学习能力很强。
玩他一下，就懂了，不会再上当了。

昨天，本来应该要去华文学会的。
不过和阳阳、殷、莉、JY、君、YC、TY、淼、Zit、Stef和Shin到Secret Recipe。
我们简直就在里面大闹了一番。
当时我们和Shin就好像没有沟通语言的障碍，能一起开玩笑。
那些回忆真的不是容易磨灭。（看着阳阳的鬼马照片。蛮可愛い的^^）

说是没出席华文学会，可是我们就是以最后一次留堂的借口来吃的。
毕竟以后还有没有这种机会，真的很难想象。
谢谢大家那天给予的回忆。
没后悔认识大家。
你们都是いちばん的！！！
*
MJ才刚刚过世一个月，就接到了另一位非常伟大的导演往生的消息。
我国本地著名广告和电影导演--Yasmin Ahmad因脑中风而离开了我们。

当时第一个念头是：今年怎么那么黑，每个人才都离开我们。
虽然对Yas姐没什么认识。
但有看过Yas姐的广告和电影，都知道Yas姐一直在强调：人之间没有皮肤之色的分别，只要有爱，就能胜过一切。

当中最喜欢的广告是这部：


那个Tan Hong Ming真的很可爱。
而且他是那么地自然。
真的很感动。

谢谢Yas姐。
你的广告和电影，就那么简单且温馨地带出来你要传达的讯息。
我们都会永远挂念你的。

First of all, i would like to say, "Welcome to Malaysia, Shin!"

Well, Shin is from Japan.
He's here of the student exchange program.
Which apply by Zit.

Erm~
Cant say much about.
But hope we will be quite friendly in the future.
:)
*
Man.
When will i get my license?
I mean others got the license after two days they passed.
But i gotta wait for a week.

A WEEK, MAN!!!
It's so annoying.
I still cant drive freely or making myself better.
Argh~
I really want to burn down your agency!!!
Come on!
Do your work!!!
*
Spm is getting nearer.

Just all of sudden, i wish everything is over.
So that i can meet him soon.
Man, sometimes waiting really can kill people.
Especially to a people like me.

But come to think of it.
Did i really enjoy my life now?
Ya, i do.
100% sure thing i did.
Did i miss anything?
Well, there's a few.
But i'll get over it.
No big deal.

Conclusion: Waiting = Killing!
Haha~

恭喜我自己！！！
没有让各位再次失望。

我成功了！！！
我成功考取了车牌！！！
哈哈～

高兴死我了！！！
现在终于可以自由地驾车。
从此不必再怕警察。
从此可以方便父母了。
天啊～
我的宝贝Kelisa可以很光荣地跟我到处走了！

等等，车油费呢？
对哦～
嗯～
好的！
我会努力读书、做工赚钱的！
不要看小我哦～
我一定会另你刮目相看！
等着瞧吧～
^^
*
昨天到Hotel Istana去参观了台湾大学教育展。

老实说，去了一趟回来。
整个人更确定要到那里读书了。
可是父母老是要我慢慢等。
可能还有其他更便宜的国家可以去。

台湾真的是，打从我第一次听到人家介绍，然后查了资料，发现学费比我国还便宜，我就下定决心一定要到台湾深造。
如今，机会在我面前，为何我不去争取？

现在的我，就是只能专心考好spm。
那样我就更有借口和心意，表达给我父母知道。
希望一切能如意。

Buddha~
You gotta help me.

I really hope that i will pass this time.
No more letting people down.
Myself especially.

I want to get my license now.
I want to put that "P" sticker to my baby Kelisa now.
I want to drive with freedom now.

Please, dont let me down this time.
*
Feel kinda down this few days.
Negative thinking keep haunting me.
I just cant get away from it.

I started to feel unwanted.
I started to look through people's ugliness and hate them.
I started to keep my mouth shut so i wont hurt anyone.

I want to get away.
I need more strength to study.
Exam is getting nearer.
I want a full concentrate of mind to study.
Please, someone help me.

Yet again, i'm a strong girl.
I will get better before you even know.
I will fight till the end.
I will smile and have a good night sleep.

Yes.
I really do promise.
Just dont lose your faith on me.
I will prove it.
Watch me!

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

环游了世界 全世界
却发现美丽没有旗舰店
谁穿着钉鞋 不肯变
停止了自转 变成一个茧
你我都希望特别
又不敢太过于特别 yeah
流行是一种安全
搔着闷骚的太阳穴
你是花花世界里 限量版的花花蝴蝶
美女们只是比较豁出去 比较敢一点
花蝴蝶的美的艳的炫 若没三审定谳
那些路人甲们 凭什么发言惹人讨厌
快离开冬眠 赶快破茧
别被无聊困在地球表面
像灵魂出窍 甩平凡嘴脸
就自创品牌靠自己变脸
当你不刻意特别 突然就会变得特别 yeah
只要别越描越黑 你的眼睛就会放电 yeah
你是花花世界里 限量版的花花蝴蝶
美女们只是比较豁出去 比较敢一点
花蝴蝶的美的艳的炫 若没三审定谳
那些路人甲们 凭什么发言惹人讨厌
你可以瞬间飞去 东京巴黎米兰纽约
别让别人嘴里的形容词左右你视野
如果有人的魅力足够为这世纪代言
那是她敢站出来变成蝴蝶飞舞翩翩
你是花花世界里 限量版的花花蝴蝶
美女们只是比较豁出去 比较敢一点
花蝴蝶的美的艳的炫 若没三审定验
那些路人甲们 凭什么发言惹人讨厌(准备惊艳)
你可以身穿花花衣当限量的花蝴蝶
你可以比你想象中再爱现 再敢一点
你可以自己决定美的最后三审定谳
更可以让路人甲 闭嘴惊艳
你是花花世界里 限量版的花花蝴蝶
美女们只是比较豁出去 比较敢一点
花蝴蝶的美的艳的炫 若没三审定谳
那些路人甲们 凭什么发言惹人讨厌(准备惊艳)
*
厚～
终于都可以上网了！！！

天啊～
那几天的线路一直有问题。
会一直自动断线。
不然就是连接不到。

不过，拨电过去，也派了技术人员来。
现在，都恢复正常了。

万岁！！！
*
是的。
我上次考失败了我的车牌。

难过和失望是难免的啦～
所以才一直在回避这个话题。

不过，这个星期五会再去重考。
希望这次我能过关。
我不要再等了。
我要快点为我的车，骄傲地挂上红色底，白色字的"P"
加油了！！！
要为我祈祷哦～
^^
*
还有一些节目。
迟些再写。
^^

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, STEF!!!
Was supposed to write this post yesterday.
But the stupid connection line had some problem.

Anyhow, gotta say it too.
Happy Birthday, Stef!!!

We've known each other since primary school.
But we werent that close.
Till secondary.
Everything change.
And now, here we are.

You've always been my crazy partner.
Cant imagine how my life will be without you.
I'll miss all those gossiping moments with you.
It's had been so much fun.
Last year, you suffered from family dilemma.
But you stay strong to your foot just to protect your siblings.
I was touched.
And wish i had those guts too.

It's so nice to know you.
And now, we are sista!!!
Hope you'll rock forever!!!
=)

昨天为了庆祝Stef和曦的生日，我们到了1u去逛。

本来我们是要看《Public Enemies》的，可是那个售票员却要查我们的身份证。
厚～
要不是我穿裙，要表现得文雅、温柔、斯文，我当场就骂三字经了。><
最后搞的只有小君和芒果看而已。
不过，没关系啦～
就当作给他们机会单独相处。^^

Stef，嫣和阳阳因有事而迟来。
所以剩下我和曦到处去逛逛。
在等的当儿，表姐，微，来找我。
而且还带了一位男生。
哈哈～
现在就等着拿红包而已。
哈哈～

后来，他们三个人到了。
我和曦差点迷路找不到他们。
找到他们过后，我们也到处逛逛。
哈哈～ 我们简直看到什么，就拿起来玩。
到玩具部门，帮君买她的礼物，我们也唤醒我们的儿童性格。
一直在玩玩具。
然后我们看到一些家私。
超有创意 + 美丽的！ 你舍得坐下去吗？

还有还有，（阳阳，你不可以杀我哦～）阳阳突然想买粉红色衣！
哈哈～
搞的我们四个女生陪他买。哈哈～
好啦～
你真的很帅。^^
以后要多穿哦～

最后我们吃了阳阳请我们的Baskin Robin。（有一半是我们逼他的啦～）
哈哈～
然后我们就很乖的回家了。

It's amazing that i still feel MJ is still living.
I guess i just miss him very much...

I didnt get to watch MJ memorial live.
Cause it's too late for me, as i had to be at school for the whole day.
But i did get to watch repeat.

It was really quite touching.
Even though i didnt cry, i feel my heart is aching.
But i know, now, he's our guardian angel now.
He'll look at us from up there.
We'll always be blessed by him.

Here's some video clip where i almost let go my tears.








Especially when Usher sangs with emotionally, i had to let go a few drops too...

*
Before that, i also watch BET Awards.
Where they suddenly switch gear to paying tribute to MJ.

With comparison, i love Jamie Foxx and Ne-yo's version of "I'll Be There" more than Mariah Carey's version.
It's so touchy.
Of course, i really tear up for this one.
Probably, this is better than anyone sings, so far.

*
Still again, RIP MJ.
We will love you forever!!!
Have a good night sleep now.
As you wont wake up from any bad nightmares anymore.
Sleep peacefully.

Thank you for everything.
We will always salute you.
You are not only the the King of Pop or The Greatest Entertainer, you are The World!
R.I.P, Michael Jackson.

昨天从啦啦队比赛回来。

今年学校派两支队：Cyclonez和 Sparkz。
唉～
输到惨惨。
就连我看好的Cyclonez也令我有点失望。

不过，没关系！
明年再来！
我一定会去支持你们的！
加油！ ^^
*
最近发现自己变到静了很多。
不像以前那样爱吵吵闹闹。
不懂为什么会酱。

就是觉得很累很累。
有时真的很想躺在床上，听王力宏的歌过日子算了。
很懒起身温习。
可是考试日期一直在脑海转。
真的很累哦。。。
*
还有，最近不知道是电脑还是什么啦～
一直有问题。
唉～
我又不想再浪费时间去弄了。
可是又要用。
怎么办？

看就直接酱算了。
可能明年就要出国了。
就熬着这个时间啦～

"Tahniah! Anda telah dipilih!"
WTF!!!
I've been chosen randomly to National Service.

Argh~
It's so irritating.
I wish i'll come out some good reason to avoid it.
Buddha bless me. ><
*
Nowadays, started to do revision.
Dont ask me why.
I just have this urge to study.
Guess i dont want disappoint people anymore.
Not to myself especially.

Starting with Sej.
Then i'll go weeks by weeks studying different subject.

This Friday is School Open Day.
Parents are allow to come to school and take our report card.
I guess i've already predicted what my parent will react.
I just want the courage to face their sad face.
*
I'm going to meet him this week. ^^
A little thrill.
I mean, it's so hard to meet each other.

Kinda miss his smile.
His touch.
His voice. (Even though we chat every night either phone or sms)
His gentleness.

Man~ i do fell for this trap.
But i dont wanna get out from it.
The only thing i hope is, he wont be fooling around my heart.