"

WTF!!!

"Tahniah! Anda telah dipilih!"
WTF!!!
I've been chosen randomly to National Service.

Argh~
It's so irritating.
I wish i'll come out some good reason to avoid it.
Buddha bless me. ><
*
Nowadays, started to do revision.
Dont ask me why.
I just have this urge to study.
Guess i dont want disappoint people anymore.
Not to myself especially.

Starting with Sej.
Then i'll go weeks by weeks studying different subject.

This Friday is School Open Day.
Parents are allow to come to school and take our report card.
I guess i've already predicted what my parent will react.
I just want the courage to face their sad face.
*
I'm going to meet him this week. ^^
A little thrill.
I mean, it's so hard to meet each other.

Kinda miss his smile.
His touch.
His voice. (Even though we chat every night either phone or sms)
His gentleness.

Man~ i do fell for this trap.
But i dont wanna get out from it.
The only thing i hope is, he wont be fooling around my heart.

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