下个星期就要开始学驾车了。
会紧张吗？
不会啦～
反而是怕当天我会很累，因为从学校课外活动回来。
不过，希望当天我能保持最佳状态。
酱我就不用浪费时间和金钱再来补考。
加油！
*
学校生活开始有点闷了。
老师一一没进班。
倒是每天都在投诉我们的班。

今天因为被校长投诉，老师也被逼把我们的桌子位置换掉。
弄得现在我和君跟莉的位置有点距离。
而在我的后面则是Derrick和Bigg K。
唉～
真想大声说：“老师，我们还有半年不到的时间就要考试了。如果你不要进班，也不要每天投诉我们的班。我们已经很乖，有进步了。”

是的。
都是因为班上那些马来仔不守规矩。
还每天都逃课、不交功课、考试拿鸡蛋、在班上睡觉。
可是，你们老师一直投诉我们，然后罚的是我们这些无辜。
有时不是我们胡乱发脾气。
而是因为我们觉得受到不公平的对待。
你们要嘛就找她们出来。
不要每次都说我们这些乖学生是跟她们一群的。
很烦的，你们知道吗？
而且不是我们跟那些马来仔讲过。
是他们不要理。
你们能叫我们怎么样。
真的很烦很烦很烦的。

你们说，你们该怎么办？

I Will Never Find Another Lover
Sweeter Than You
Sweeter Than You
And I Will Never Find Another Lover
More Precious Than You
More Precious Than You
Girl You Are..
Close To Me You're Like My Mother,
Close To Me You're Like My Father,
Close To Me You're Like My Sister,
Close To Me You're Like My Brother
And You Are The Only One My Everything
And For You This Song I Sing....

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

I'd Send You All That I'm Thinking Of........Baby

Said I Promise To Never Fall In Love With A Stranger
You're All I'm Thinking Of
I Praise The Lord Above
For Sending Me Your Love
I Cherish Every Hug
I Really Love You

All My Life (Ohhhh..Baby, Baby)
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I...That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me

You're All That I Ever Know,
When You Smile All My Face Always Seems To Glow,
You Turn My Life Around,
You Pick Me Up When I Was Down,
You're All That I Ever Know,
When You Smile My Face Glow
You Pick Me Up When I Was Down
Say...You're All That I Ever Know
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Pick Me Up When I Was Down
And I Hope That You
Feel The Same Way Too
Yes I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I ..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

(Fading)
And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God That I...That I Finally Found You.....
*

Yes!
I've done reading the whole "Twilight" saga.
Haha~
The last book only took me two days.

Well, the stories were quite amazing.
Even thought it was really easy to predict the next step, still managed get addicted with it. ^^
Like i said, this was since "The Da Vinci Code", i havent get so addicted to a book.
Yes, i am reading book.
But not quite the level that seductive me this much.

I was so addicted to it that my emotion was playing so hard with it.
I laughed, grinned whenever the story got funny and interesting.
I almost cried and get furious whenever the story got to the sad and battle part.

All i could say now, i'm relief that it's over now.
Finally, i can concentrate on my studies now. ^^|||
Anyhow, you should get one and get addicted with it.
No promise but it's sure is one great book i've ever read.
Hehe~

Thank you so much, Stephenie Meyer for bringing such a nice story to my life.
Vampire and human and werewolf (or so-call shape shifter).
It really does enrich my imagination.
Thank you so much!!!

真的超感谢每一位的祝福。
谢谢你们的礼物和祝福。
真的好感动。
而且我也第一次要求在安静地情况下渡过。

不知道为什么。
越长大，越不喜欢那种全部把焦点放在我身上的感觉。
所以，我今年要求她们不要有什么生日蛋糕、唱生日歌。
静静地，小声地跟我说就可以了。

也许，想到明年以后就没有机会见面。
不想要破坏我的幻想。
我真的很想要静静地渡过一天就可以了。

真的够了。
有你们的祝福，我觉得我可以渡过难关、渡过漫长的明天、渡过没有你们在我身边的日子。
真的好感动。
而且是打从心里感动。
没有污垢。
因为我在心里偷偷哭了一场。
不让你们知道，是因为我真的很坚强。
坚强地、贪心地、迷幻地把你们紧紧地琐在我的心里。

谢谢你们。
今年17岁的生日，我过得比以往更充满。
谢谢你们！！！

Just came back from Times Square.
Cause my sista said want to celebrate my birthday earlier.
As i dont like people to celebrate me in school.
It feels so awkward.

Anyhow, things were quite smooth.
Just me, csk, and yy went.
But we still manage to get fun of ourselves.
Haha~

Cant believe it!
I cant get my "twilight" series!
Because they were out of stock!
Oh my~~~
I want it so badly.
T.T
Now only can beg mum and dad to take me out and get it A.S.A.P.!!!
Buddha~
We went to "Neway"
It was kinda fun.
Watching those stupid mv's.
Got down suddenly when the waiter came in our room suddenly.
Choosing songs to get us high.
It was much fun.

Left around 2pm.
Went for shopping around.
Well, i didnt buy things.
Instead accompany my sista.
Gave them some opinion.
I was actually want to buy one of the jeans/pants from i-socks.
But it cost over RM100!!!
So, in the end, i just cancel my mind of it.

Before we left, we went to Yogur Berry.
Haha~
Gossiping all the way back.
Arrive home around 6pm.

Overall, it was a fun day!
Although it just the 3 of us, we still can make fun!
Love you girls~~~

厚～
我原本的计划又酱被狠狠地变动！

什么嘛～
我明明就不够岁去听bengkel，还联络我，叫我去。
现在可好了！
我不仅不能听车的bengkel，还要进motor的bengkel。
我又不要考motor！
你他娘的！
好说什么，会帮我搞定。
你最好是帮我弄好。
不然，晚上睡觉时，记得睁一眼来睡觉。

现在还要等多10天，再联络你们。
万一，你们没能搞定好，我又要再去浪费我一整天的时间来听车的bengkel！
最好给我搞定啊！
*
呼～
我要冷静下来。。。

这次的假期，没有像往年那么忙了。
反而差不多每天都呆在家。

也好。
多了时间来温习功课。

要把去年全部form4的课程，好好恶补！
spm还有接近8个月！
要开始努力了！

大家要加油哦！

Hurray~ Y(^^)Y
First term of exam is officially over!
Party time!
Get my license time!
Haha~

Ok.
Let me summarize my exam subject.

• English-- There's this one question i'm not quite confident with it.
• Physics-- If you and me pray hard, i might pass :)
• Biology-- Nah~ Set my mind, drop it. So, didnt really put any heart on it.
• Sejarah-- Luckily i did my revision on Bab3. It did come out!
• Chemistry-- Among all the subject, this is the one i felt regret with it. I put too much effort on Sej yet didnt really concentrate on this subject. In the end, i ruin my paper! Haiz~
• Add math-- For the first time, i know how to solve and answer the question! Haha~ But dont put too much hope on me scoring high marks. Haha~

That's all.
I'm just so relief everything is over for now.
Getting ready for the next challenge.
*
Yesterday all my seniors came back to school.
Why?
Duh~
For the spm result, of course.

I felt touch of all the sudden.
I kept saying to my sista, "We must contact each other in the future. I dont want to lose you guys."
Haha~
I know, silly me.
But i really want to cherish this friendship whole heartfully.

Everyone got their result.
Most of them unexpected.
Gosh~
I felt anxious.
I hope that i wont let myself down.
I want to study what i want.
And i want to make my dreams come true.
I must study hard now.
No more excuse.
No more blaming other people.
No more fooling around.
Need to cut less party mood.
Need to cut less online time.
Need to change my mood to face every challenge.
Need to change my attitude toward study.

Keep it up!

今天考了国语，数学和道德。

国语好像做错了一题，就是那个Bina ayat。
数学，后面的graph千真万确地画错了。
道德，还勉勉强强应该不会fail。

明天考英语，物理和生物。
生物今天刚刚读完。
英语，一直以来都是essay那边有问题。
生物，打算不要拿，就fail掉它算了。

没错，我有温习功课。
不要看小我哦～
虽然我不能保证我会得到满分，不过我会尽力的。
佛陀保佑我不会再次让自己失望啦～
嘿嘿～
*
这个礼拜会比较少上来。
因为要读书啦～
会尽快的啦～
你就在旁边帮我祈祷啦～

希望力宏这次能帮我，增加我的信心，减低我的压力！
加油！
哈哈～

Tomorrow will be facing this year first exam.
Kinda bit confident.
I mean, at least I've been start doing my revision.
Guess this time i wont let myself down.
*
This few days, my mind keep swirling around my future.
(Thanks to someone who pop this problem in my head)
I mean, ya, i had my head set what i want to be in future, but i still cant get get all those thoughts out of my head.
Especially now.

I've always want to go overseas and study.
I want to go to either Japan or Taiwan.
Going to Japan is my dream since i was a kid.
I admire so much of their sighting.
It's like heaven.
Especially Hokkaido.
My top list place to go.
As for Taiwan, i heard their media study is the best.
Therefore, i wanted to go their since i know this news.

The thing that keep me wonder now is MONEY!
I'm not that rich.
I'm the eldest.
I dislike people worry about my problem.
I dislike sensing my parent keep worrying about me.
I want to go their with my own.
But i cant get my head straight with it.
It's so frustrating.

I had my ideal college to go too.
At first, i want to study at MMU.
After learning about Dasein Academy of Art, i so wanna go there.
I dont know what makes me change my mind but i'm so keening to go there.

I'm not afraid of anything but money.
It's so frustrating.
My parent had given me advise on taking loan.
And i'm doing research about it now.

Buddha~
I just wish i can get through this.
I dont want this to turn out to be a nightmare.
*
Going to bengkel this Sunday.
Hope i'll survive through this 6 hours.
Hehe~

今天是我老弟和亿岗的生日！
Yay！

就我老弟先。
今年12岁了。
不要再调皮下去了。
偶尔也该像个12岁的，不要在撒娇下去了。
不然会让人误会你还是个9岁的小孩子。
还有，你不要再长高了！
你快要高过我了！
哈哈～

再来，亿岗。
虽然我们小学曾经同班过。
不过都好像很少交谈。
这次上了中学，我们之间虽然曾发生一生摩擦，不过都在隔一天后都解决了。
现在的我们还是好朋友。
嗯～
就酱吧～
还有，谢谢你的nasi lemak哦～
*
下个礼拜就开始考试。
都没什么开始温习。
只是开始读了Phy的Chapter 2。
Chapter 1开始读。
Sejarah是读了Bab 3。
还有Bab 1和Bab 2。

啊～
都忘了这个星期五先考华语。
还没开始背名句。
天啊～

不能在懒下去了。
为了我的力宏，我一定要拼了！
加油！