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My problem now...

Tomorrow will be facing this year first exam.
Kinda bit confident.
I mean, at least I've been start doing my revision.
Guess this time i wont let myself down.
*
This few days, my mind keep swirling around my future.
(Thanks to someone who pop this problem in my head)
I mean, ya, i had my head set what i want to be in future, but i still cant get get all those thoughts out of my head.
Especially now.

I've always want to go overseas and study.
I want to go to either Japan or Taiwan.
Going to Japan is my dream since i was a kid.
I admire so much of their sighting.
It's like heaven.
Especially Hokkaido.
My top list place to go.
As for Taiwan, i heard their media study is the best.
Therefore, i wanted to go their since i know this news.

The thing that keep me wonder now is MONEY!
I'm not that rich.
I'm the eldest.
I dislike people worry about my problem.
I dislike sensing my parent keep worrying about me.
I want to go their with my own.
But i cant get my head straight with it.
It's so frustrating.

I had my ideal college to go too.
At first, i want to study at MMU.
After learning about Dasein Academy of Art, i so wanna go there.
I dont know what makes me change my mind but i'm so keening to go there.

I'm not afraid of anything but money.
It's so frustrating.
My parent had given me advise on taking loan.
And i'm doing research about it now.

Buddha~
I just wish i can get through this.
I dont want this to turn out to be a nightmare.
*
Going to bengkel this Sunday.
Hope i'll survive through this 6 hours.
Hehe~

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