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2007年12月12日星期三
I'VE GROW UP!!!

Gosh~ 2 months without him. Starting, i still cant believe. I really cant. Somethimes i even i want to sms him and ask him, am i dreaming or not. But reality wakes me up. Man, it's so hard at that time.
Now, i'm a new girl. A new, big girl. You might giggle. You might said i'm still stupid. I DON'T CARE!!! This is me. And there's nothing you can change me.
Honestly, i think i've grown up since the minutes he asked if we can only just be friend. Come to think of it, i made a right decision. Letting him go, is just like letting myself grow up. A ticket to grow up.
There are still many friends didn't know that we had broke up. I didn't mean to hide from them. It's just, i don't know how to tell them. They always wish us whenever they meet us. But now, i really don't know how to say until they ask me. Well, when you strike the bell, it'll echo. I guess, some of them might got the news.
2 months. Really. I just fell like relief from something. Something that had been putting weights in my heart. Last time, i was afraid to sleep as he'll show up in my dream. Now, i'm not afraid anymore. In fact, i had ask him to "go away" from my dream, my life. Haha~ feels like i'm the winner.
Friends that got the news, they asked the first question,"What if he wants you back?" I answered with a confident voice i ever had,"He's not a dog. He's a human. Even if he wants to come back, i'll never accept him. I can't always keep my feelings like that towards him. It's unfair to the other."
My answer sometimes scared them. But most of them know what i am talking. So they just said, good luck.
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Sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry guys, i cant make it to da hui shi.
Work here. And JJ also might not going as he grandpa had passed away this morning. Really sorry. I wish i was there to see you guys performance, you guys cheering, you guys happy faces, you guys celebrate the ninth anniversary of our BLIA. Sorry, when i start work, i knew i had to do sacrifice. And i made my choice.
Sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry.