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2010年4月29日星期四

Right On Track

Things so far had gone smoothly at college.
Gain my spirits back to study.
Found my way to fit in this new environment.
Getting close with new friends now.
(But still miss all my secondary besties lah~)

Tasks and presentations are coming one by one now.
Group discussion had brought me more closer to college life.
So far everything is going on track.

Hope there'll be time for me gather with all my besties.
Hope i'll be able to maintain my willpower till the end.
Hope i can be the one i want to be.
*
He's been there for two months now.
I'm getting on track.
And he'll be busy by then.

I really do miss him.
I miss his hugs.
I miss sms him whenever i need him.
I miss the nights when i call him and chat the whole night.
I miss being a little a girl in front of him.
I just simply do miss him.

Dear, like i always say to you, do take care of yourself.
Two months just passed like that.
Although there's many time i miss you very much, i know you'll come back, right?
I will be here waiting for you...

2010年4月27日星期二

要开始忙了哦～

呵呵～
终于都把跟他借来的九把刀系列给看完了。

九把刀，真的是一个很有才华的作家。
什么故事都会写。
而且全部都写得很美丽，很感人，很容易波动一个人的情绪。
他的用词都很深刻。
很少能读到这么一个有才华的作家。

当中最喜欢的是《打喷嚏》。
我还为了故事里面的主角而哭叻～
真的很感人。
没想过这样的题材都有能编制出一个这么地爱情。
尤其后面主角为了保护自己的爱人而死。
当时我的心中一直回荡着：“原来，爱情可以这么美丽又感人。”

乘着他现在还没回来，还可以看多一两次来让自己的眼睛湿湿。
哈哈～
*
学校开始有功课了。
每天都要开着电脑找资料，然后e-mail功课给讲师们。
每天还要查信箱，看讲师有没有e-mail功课给我们。

总有感觉要开始忙了。
而且还会是很忙那种。
希望我能应付得来。
也希望我的脑子能转的过来。

要开始让自己的脑子运转了。
不然每天看着电脑荧幕发呆。
一个字都写不出来。
><
*
唉～
要开始忙了。

那就是说，可能跟他聊天的时间也自然会减少了。
也好的。
可以让我能更专心读书。
更专心做功课。

不过心里还是偶尔会偷偷想念他。
*^.^*

2010年4月25日星期日

Smells Like Teen Spirits by Nirvana

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Load up on guns and Bring your friends
It’s fun to lose And to pretend
She’s over bored And self assured
Oh no, I know A dirty word
hello, hello, hello, how low?
hello, hello, hello, how low?
hello, hello, hello, how low?
hello, hello, hello.
With the lights out it’s less dangerous
Here we are now Entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now Entertain us
A mulatto An albino A mosquito My Libido
Yay, yay, yay
I’m worse at what I do best
And for this gift I feel blessed
Our little group has always been
And always will until the end
hello, hello, hello, how low?
hello, hello, hello, how low?
hello, hello, hello, how low?
hello, hello, hello.
With the lights out it’s less dangerous
Here we are now Entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now Entertain us
A mulatto An albino A mosquito My Libido
Yay, yay, yay
And I forget Just why I taste
Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile
I found it hard It was hard to find
Oh well, whatever, nevermind
hello, hello, hello, how low?
hello, hello, hello, how low?
hello, hello, hello, how low?
hello, hello, hello.
With the lights out it’s less dangerous
Here we are now Entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now Entertain us
A mulatto An albino A mosquito My Libido
a denial A denial A denial...
*
Today is Sunday.
Tomorrow is Monday.
Haha~
Childish.

Monday.
Tomorrow.
Another day to spend my whole day in college.

Class starts at 9am.
And will go back home at 6pm.
Just by thinking of the traffic makes me wanna cry.

Gosh~
Let's just hope tomorrow will be a better day.
*
Am wearing specs now.
24/7

Ya.
And i'm not allowed to wear lens until further notice.
Gotta attend my date with Datin this Wednesday.
Hope i do make a better result.

I mean i go to bed early to let my eyes rest.
I try not to stay too near or too long in front of monitors.
I apply the medicine that Datin gave to me punctually.

See, i'm being a good girl for this whole period of time.
Ok, I'll be a good girl in future too.
Not to wear lens for a long time.
Let my eyes rest enough.
Not to peek on other boys with hot body. Oops~
*
I miss him very much.
There's still like a time to go.

Whenever i feel like touching him, all i touch was just this icy cold screen.
I miss him.
I just want to hug him.
Or maybe even bite him.
Haha~

Dear, I miss you so much...

2010年4月23日星期五

爱美不要命！！！

呜呜~
都是我自己的错。
谁叫我爱美不要命。。。
呜呜~

因为一整天都带着隐性眼镜，眼睛缺乏氧气，现在红了。。。

很恐怖对吧？
呜呜~
我的错啦~

对不起，眼睛，妈咪不是故意的。。。
绝对不会有下次了。
妈咪现在会照着医生的指定，乖乖服用药物。
呜呜~
你要原谅妈咪哦~
*
哎哟~
有谁可以教我怎样下载那个adobe illustrator?

功课要用到啦~
而且我也要一直练习。
不然都真的不知道要怎样接下去的课程。
哎哟~
*
他要考完试了哦~
呵呵~
那代表可以跟他聊天了。

等等，眼睛现在酱的样。
等下被他看到，怎么办？
是不是应该带黑眼镜？
哎哟~
讨厌的要死。。。

2010年4月21日星期三

"Woo~"

College had started like two weeks.
And everyday is still a "woo~" day to me.
Haha~

But everyday the traffic situation makes wanna cry.
Especially 6pm.
I feel like crying all the time.
Not because my leg is aching, but i just want to go home as quick as possible.
Haiz~

So far so good.
Met up some friends there.
But i still miss all my high schools friends.
Aww~ We should really gather more often.
I dont want to lose you guys.
><

And the course is fun.
I enjoy it every moment.
Erm~ Except computer graphic.
I still dont get it.
My mind isnt meant for art i guess.
Gosh~
Hope i can at least do my assignments without stranding myself...
Haha~
*
My health is not yet 100% recover.
And i want my health back!!!

I hate this me.
This sick virus of me.
I just cant be the crazy girl i want to be with easily.
This virus just haunting me like hell.
And i want to be healthy!

Buddha, i want to be healthy.
I miss my health.
I miss my craziness.
I miss myself as myself.
*
He's been doing well at exam. (That's what he said.)
But i still miss him.

Almost two weeks without chatting with him.
And i'm kinda impress by myself.
Haha~
Whenever i'm thinking of him, the ring on my finger will reflect in my eyes.
I just miss him...

2010年4月18日星期日

又病了。。。

我的天啊～
又生病了。

发现好像从毕业以后，差不多每天都生病。
今天生病，明天康复，后天又病了。
唉～
有点不喜欢这样的自己。
何时变得这么脆弱，这么不堪一击？

天啊～
快点康复啦～
然后给我安安稳稳，自由自在地完成我人生的另一个里程碑。
><

唉～
*
刚从pc fair回来。
唉～
不要提了。
整个人都在状况里面。
一直告诉自己要撑着，不可以倒下。

不过到最后还是有买到我要买的东西。
帮Miss Chan买了她要的耳机。
也帮自己买了我100片的空cd-r。

只能说，我一直都要撑着。
一看到有空位就立刻蹲下来。
让自己那无力的双腿能休息一下。

呵呵～
还是第一次这么逛pc fair。
希望不要有下次了。
很扫兴叻～
*
明天他要开始考试了。
已经整整一个礼拜没什么和他聊天了。
就算有，都是简单那几句寒暄而已。

也好。
让他能专心考试。
不要分心。
而且可以考到好成绩，可能可以拿到津贴。
可以省省啊～

就总而言之，你好是要好好照顾自己哦～
不要生病了。
不然考试会更加容易分心。
我在这里都很好。
不用担心我啦～
呵呵～(惨了，讲到酱。自己还不是病倒了。哈哈～)

总结一句，你要加油哦～
想念你～～～

2010年4月16日星期五

We will miss you

Yesterday almost get in the class late.
Luckily the lecturer was later than us.
=p

But i did me met up some friends.

So far so good.
The class was not boring like it was at secondary school.
Well, maybe it's new to me.
Or maybe i've really chosen the right subject.
I dont know.
But right now, i'll appreciate every moment i'm living now.
*
Went to "The Lobstermen" for dinner yesterday.
With all the store department colleague.
As a last dinner with Jane.

We ordered five dishes of with lobster.
Well, except that salad.

Ok. The first picture was without dressing. While the second picture was with dressing. And this is the only one dish without lobster.

This lobster was served with yee mee. And it's taste so sweet. Love it =)

This one is with porridge. And i really do swear, this taste much more sweeter than yee mee's. And i'm still craving for it's sweetness now.

Ok. This one is bbq grilled. Erm~ I'm not quite a big fans of this dish...

This one is served with XO sauce. Quite nice. ^^

And of course some random shots.
Enjoy~

Last but least, a big "family" photo of us.
Well, we missed out Miss Chan. ><

*
Today is Jane's last day working.

Well, she's been through hell lots of dilemma.
In the end, she made up her mind to return back to Kuantan.
Where her father and brothers and sisters will be there to accompany her.

She really is a tough girl.
This i gotta really admit.
She grab herself up and continue to let those hardness behind.
I know she knew she still has a baby to take care.
And that's one of the reason that motivates her.

Even though i know her for only this four month.
But sometimes i felt like we've been known each other for years.
I will miss her.
I really do will miss her.

Jane, dont give up.
We are always here for you.
And you always know where we will be.
Do take care of yourself.
Dont give up and be strong.
We will miss you.
Muacks~

2010年4月14日星期三

第一堂课

今天开始上课了咯~

第一堂课就是电脑课。
其实是学怎样用电脑画画。
上了第一堂，头脑有点blur blur。
可能没什么画画天分，再加上早上还去做工，整个人有点疲累。

不过还是很开心啦～
终于都等到这一天。
^^

现在就是要下载那些软件，方便以后做功课。

虽然还没交到什么朋友，（可能大家都在专注在电脑，没什么机会交流。）不过相信应该可以很快就能适应。
佛陀保佑哦～
*
至于做工那方面，可能会做到这月底才能正式离开。
因为阿jane要走了，而miss chan又刚刚从旅行回来，没什么人能做filing。
所以还是会要我帮忙。

不过还好大家都很体谅。
都要我罩着自己的时间和功课。
不要勉强我自己。

嗯～
就尽量啦～
毕竟我去上班也是能赚到一点钱。
就当作存钱去台湾参加他的毕业典礼吧～
*
现在的他应该在忙着准备考试。
已经两天没和他聊天了。
有点不惯。

刚刚放学时还差点传简讯给他。
一想到他在忙着准备考试，又吧信息给删除了。

真的很想他。
尤其现在的心情都很想趁火辣辣时告诉他。
呵呵～
看来我是有点相思病了。

我必须得打紧起来。
不可以让任何失望了。
我必须好好努力了。
这是我答应自己的承诺。
不可以反悔。
加油哦～

亲爱的，你也一样要加油哦～
我在这里永远都支持你的。^^

2010年4月12日星期一

A new journey

Went to IACT today.
First day = orientation day.

Quite fun.
Short and brief.
Love the style.

Met up some primary school's friends.
Kinda shocked.
Didnt expect to meet anyone to be true.
Haha~
Chit chat a lot.

Got my timetable now.
It's kinda tricky.
Need to draw myself a timetable.

So far everything is ok.
Will start my first class at Wednesday.
Which means there'll be no class for tomorrow.
Shall i hurray?

Cant wait to start my new journey.
Hope everything will be fine.
Wish me luck. ^^
*
Wont be able to chat with him for the next two weeks.
He's busy preparing exam.

I guess it'll be ok.
At least he can concentrate on his studies.

Erm~
I wont be sad nor disappointed.
After all, it was me that asked him not to chat any longer till the exam is over.
And i'll grab the opportunity to suit myself in this new journey.

Dear, do concentrate on your studies.
I'll be fine here.
Dont worry about me.
I'm fine and i wont let anyone down.
Just do take care of yourself and do all your best.
I miss you...

2010年4月9日星期五

I Do Rain

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서로를 느껴가면서 조금씩 서로 알아가면서
언젠가는 우리 어쩌면 둘이 I do
친구들 앞에서 우리가 친구사일 넘어서
둘이 영원히 함께 하기로 했다며 I do

And I,I wanna know 나만 이렇게 느낀거냐고
아님 니 마음도 내 마음처럼
영원히 함께 할 꿈을 꾸는지

I do I do 영원히 함께하겠다는 그 말 I do
너와 있을 때마다 조심스럽게 마음속으로
I do I do wanna spend my life with you
꿈을 꾸며 I do 소중한 그 맹세를 할 때
니 곁에 내가 나의 곁에 니가 있기를

손을 잡고 걸어가면서 서로에게 발 맞춰보면서
轉載來自 ※Mojim.com　魔鏡歌詞網
영원히 함께 갈 수 있는지 느껴봐
And I,I need to know 나만 이렇게 느낀거냐고
아님 너도 내 마음처럼 영원히 함께할 꿈을 꾸는지

I do I do 영원히 함께하겠다는 그 말 I do
너와 있을 때마다 조심스럽게 마음속으로
I do I do wanna spend my life with you
꿈을 꾸며 I do 소중한 그 맹세를 할 때
니 곁에 내가 나의 곁에 니가 있기를
이제 시작한 우리 사랑 아직은
모든게 이르지만
그래도 나도 모르게 자꾸 꾸는 꿈 I do I do I do
그래도 나도 모르게 자꾸 꾸는 꿈 I do
*
今天是最后在公司上班了。
真的很不舍大家。
也开始想念大家了。

想说很感谢大家这段时间的照顾。
很感谢大家这段时间的欢乐。
很感谢大家这段时间的体谅和关怀。
很感谢大家这段时间的劝告。

最初开始时，我是有点抗拒去上班。
可是后来慢慢地熟悉了环境，和大家能有说有笑了，心里也慢慢放松了。

以后你们要常常约我出来喝茶哦~
以后我会常常想念你们。
^^
*
今天和表姐到1U逛街。
看到了很多baby哦~
呵呵~

今天也好像很多情侣在街上走。
心里一直浮现他。

真的很希望他就在我身边。
牵着我手，听我讲废话。
然后我可以向他撒娇。

不过我知道这是不可能的。
事实就是事实。
我还有一段时间要等。
我会努力的。

亲爱的，我会好好努力的。
可以说是为了我们的将来，我不会让你我都失望。
我会乖乖在这里等着你。
我真的很想念你哦~

2010年4月8日星期四

I miss everyone

2 more days.
2 more days and i'll be leaving my job.

Kinda feel sad now.

On the other side, my heart keeps pumping for my next journey.
I'm starting my course in just three days.
Woa~~~

Haha~
What can i say?
*
Anyway, we had a dinner with jane yesterday.
As a farewell dinner for her.

We ate seafood with EXTRA serve.
Dont know what the hell the cook was thinking when he was cooking?
Haha~

The five of us.
Which we always made hells of joke together.
Which we always really do care for each other.
Which we really do know that there's always someone behind us to grab us when we fall.
Whenever there is five of us in a room, there'll be laughter, madness, gossip and love.

I'm going to miss them.
In fact, i'm missing them now.

Hope there's someday we can meet again...
*
I miss him.
I really do miss him.

I wish i can be there whenever he needs a shouder.
I wish i can be there whenever he needs someone to laugh with.

I miss him...

2010年4月6日星期二

想念。。。

还有五天。
还有五天我就要离开公司了。

真的有点不舍。
有时会突然很想念大家。
尤其大家一起讲笑话时。
那种感觉我还曾经以为离开了学校，就很难再找到了。

今天也领了薪水。
上个月也赚了不少。
还好，还好。
哈哈~

明天会和同事一起开派对。
欢送我和另一个同事。
希望明天我不会哭。
*
最近重新看回“GTO”。
哈哈哈~
还蛮怀念的。

因为这部连续剧，认识了反町隆史和松岛菜菜子。
现在看回，真的很佩服他们两公婆的保养。
至今都还能保到酱的样子。
好像岁月没有在他们身上施展魔术。

尤其反町隆史的身材。
我的天啊~
要流口水了。
哈哈~

总之，会慢慢回味，慢慢看完。
毕竟这个也是我的童年时的其中一个回忆。
*
啊~
最近很讨厌那个skype。
一直断线断线酱。
都不能好好地看他，跟他聊天。

不过每次酱的事情发生，我就会一直盯着我们的戒指。
慢慢让脑袋装满都是他。

真的很想念他。
每天都很盼望能在梦里见到他。
很怀念他的怀抱。
总是希望两年快点过去，好让我有机会能在他怀里取暖。

真的很想念他。。。

2010年4月4日星期日

Heartache...

Boy~
In 1 week time, and i'll be starting my college life.

Woa~
Ok. Almost caught the feel now.
Haha~
But still cant precisely describe the feelings.
I just wish i can sleep before the day.
*
Yesterday went to watch "Clash Of The Titans" with my family.

Quite like the movie.
I mean from starting, the fight had begun.
And they fought until the end of the movie.
I swear, my heart had never been calm throughout the movie.
Haha~

You know what?
When i the first time i saw Hades appear, my mind just straight told me, "I rather choose Percy Jackson's Hades."
Haha~
Let you see why do i feel like this.

Ok. This Hades belongs to "Clash".
While this one belongs to "Percy Jackson"

Tell me, which would you prefer to be his wife?
Haha~
*
Didnt get the chance to chat with him last night.
Was at Kuala Lumpur street walking.
(It's been a long time since we family together street walking at Kuala Lumpur ^^)

He's sick yet i cant be there to take care of him.
And cant really talk to him to comfort him.

A message to him: You better get yourself up. Do take care of yourself. You are far away from us. We'll be heartache. Just take care of yourself.
I really do miss you...

2010年4月1日星期四

生日快乐，阿Jane

突然很想念这首歌。
Rain的《I Do》

嗯~
有机会就拿来放背景音乐。
^^
*
今天是愚人节哦~
先祝大家愚人节快乐。

要愚弄人，也要好好主意安全哦~
不要招惹一些不必要的麻烦哦~

今天也是我同事，阿Jane，的生日。
真的替她感到开心。

嗯~
虽然才在公司里做了将近四个月，可是却很能容易就融入你们。
尤其阿Jane你。常常跟我一起说傻话。
我还以为我毕业了以后，开始做工会很难快乐起来。
可是事实却相反，我反而喜欢上有你们在我身边。
真的很谢谢你们哦~

最后，生日快乐哦~
永远爱你们~~~