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2007年8月28日星期二
Improve, improve, IMPROVE!!!
Ok. So what i've failed my math??? But hey, at least i got improve. 6 marks improvement!!! The others, i'll try my best to get it.
Sejarah the same. I've improved. Although Pn Lechumi didnt say anything, i herad she's gonna caned those who under her target. One word for her, STUPID!!!
Pn Azlina introduced us the asmara penuh. If they had sastera, i might give attention to it. Unfortunately, they didnt have but science stream. It's so unfair. I'm not going anyway. So, dont force me.
I dont know why this few days, i'm kinda moody. Sometimes like that, sometimes like this. I really have no idea what happened. It's like someone is control my emotion and i cannot fight back.
Sejarah the same. I've improved. Although Pn Lechumi didnt say anything, i herad she's gonna caned those who under her target. One word for her, STUPID!!!
Pn Azlina introduced us the asmara penuh. If they had sastera, i might give attention to it. Unfortunately, they didnt have but science stream. It's so unfair. I'm not going anyway. So, dont force me.
I dont know why this few days, i'm kinda moody. Sometimes like that, sometimes like this. I really have no idea what happened. It's like someone is control my emotion and i cannot fight back.
2007年8月27日星期一
开学了。。。
今天开学的第一天。总觉得有点累，也有点兴奋。我所谓的兴奋是因为我可以和朋友在一起。和她们分享一整个假期所发生和经历的事。
今天也派了考卷。Science已经是预料中会fail的。可是，我以为我会拿20多分，没想到我竟然拿到32分。至于华语呢～作文方面还要多加努力。尤其摘录要点那部分。这次的摘录要点比之前都差很多。也许是那天的心情没有在考场，反而心思到处游荡。
还有，爱fm在这个星期会送王力宏的衣服。我想要！！！希望我拨通电话，让我的愿望实现。拜托～
今天也派了考卷。Science已经是预料中会fail的。可是，我以为我会拿20多分，没想到我竟然拿到32分。至于华语呢～作文方面还要多加努力。尤其摘录要点那部分。这次的摘录要点比之前都差很多。也许是那天的心情没有在考场，反而心思到处游荡。
还有，爱fm在这个星期会送王力宏的衣服。我想要！！！希望我拨通电话，让我的愿望实现。拜托～
2007年8月26日星期日
辛苦啦～
忍痛上场，终于还是把该表演的表演了，也蛮成功的。
第一次当音响组的，也很高兴。虽然有点迷惑，可是我很高兴。一想到，未来我想当电台广播员，就必需要会这些东东。真的很好玩。
今天的会议也没有像平常那么的闷了。也许大家这次真的看到真正的问题，也提出了一些解决方案。大家终于都一起站在一条线上了。而且还是很齐心那种。希望以后的日子，大家要保持下去噢～
冼都的青年团也很不错噢～全程都投入在课程里面。也带大家到另一个阶段去。你们真的很棒！加油噢～
接下来，大家就要忙“爱我”了，大家更加要加油！
第一次当音响组的，也很高兴。虽然有点迷惑，可是我很高兴。一想到，未来我想当电台广播员，就必需要会这些东东。真的很好玩。
今天的会议也没有像平常那么的闷了。也许大家这次真的看到真正的问题，也提出了一些解决方案。大家终于都一起站在一条线上了。而且还是很齐心那种。希望以后的日子，大家要保持下去噢～
冼都的青年团也很不错噢～全程都投入在课程里面。也带大家到另一个阶段去。你们真的很棒！加油噢～
接下来，大家就要忙“爱我”了，大家更加要加油！
2007年8月25日星期六
Dancing is my life
Whoa~My leg is aching like hell!!!
I can even stand still now. Everytime i stand up, i almost cry.
It's so pain. I feel like crying.
But i'd still love dancing. It's like my part of life. I will never leave it behind. Unless, something hit into my heart and tear it over. I will never leave dancing.
Especially hip hop. I fall in love once i listen to the rhythm. I was like found my true self. My inner self that desperate to jump out.
Anyway, i would never leave dancing behind. Dont believe? Try me.
I can even stand still now. Everytime i stand up, i almost cry.
It's so pain. I feel like crying.
But i'd still love dancing. It's like my part of life. I will never leave it behind. Unless, something hit into my heart and tear it over. I will never leave dancing.
Especially hip hop. I fall in love once i listen to the rhythm. I was like found my true self. My inner self that desperate to jump out.
Anyway, i would never leave dancing behind. Dont believe? Try me.
2007年8月24日星期五
加油，加油，加油～
明天他就要回了。有点不舍叻～不过我不能自私啦～他有他的生活，我有我的生活。总不能因为我，而阻止他的前途。就只能替他祈祷，一路上没危险。
在中心时，我们必需要很小心。万一被发现到，我们就惨啦～不止惨，可能还会死掉！
唉～见面又只能在那边，又要小心。真的有点辛苦。可是，我会好好努力的。
所以，依琳，你一定要好好珍惜。
在中心时，我们必需要很小心。万一被发现到，我们就惨啦～不止惨，可能还会死掉！
唉～见面又只能在那边，又要小心。真的有点辛苦。可是，我会好好努力的。
所以，依琳，你一定要好好珍惜。
2007年8月23日星期四
Who i am
I dont really rest during this holiday. I keep running here and there. Didnt really had spend much time in house. This is how i always spend my holiday since i become one of BLIA.
But i really do like this type of lifestyle. Because this mean i'm not leaving behind from anyone does. Not spending my time with boring. Not watching tv or computer the whole day. I just want to be a normal teenage girl that she should have been.
It's cool, huh? I just love it. And deeply too. Never mind that i'm sick, i'm tired, i'm almost give up. In the end, this is who i am.
But i really do like this type of lifestyle. Because this mean i'm not leaving behind from anyone does. Not spending my time with boring. Not watching tv or computer the whole day. I just want to be a normal teenage girl that she should have been.
It's cool, huh? I just love it. And deeply too. Never mind that i'm sick, i'm tired, i'm almost give up. In the end, this is who i am.
2007年8月22日星期三
真的很开心 :p
到中心去练舞。为的就是这个星期日e乐园会和Sentul的e乐园来一个交流会。
好爽噢～每次跳舞都总觉得自己在运动，然后也可以投入音乐，把自己的身体、精神放松。真的很爱上了这种感觉。而且尤其大家一起跳得时候，会感觉到我们越来越有默契了。
今天他来陪了我一整天，好高兴噢～虽然才见面不久，可是思念他的心还是没办法的停止。记得看到他的时候，心还是会碰碰地跳。看来我真的中毒了，而且很深很深的那种。没办法啦～谁叫他那么的帅～
总而言之，虽然脚跳到受伤了，可是还是很享受那种感觉、气氛。看到他，也觉得越来越爱他了。
好爽噢～每次跳舞都总觉得自己在运动，然后也可以投入音乐，把自己的身体、精神放松。真的很爱上了这种感觉。而且尤其大家一起跳得时候，会感觉到我们越来越有默契了。
今天他来陪了我一整天，好高兴噢～虽然才见面不久，可是思念他的心还是没办法的停止。记得看到他的时候，心还是会碰碰地跳。看来我真的中毒了，而且很深很深的那种。没办法啦～谁叫他那么的帅～
总而言之，虽然脚跳到受伤了，可是还是很享受那种感觉、气氛。看到他，也觉得越来越爱他了。
2007年8月21日星期二
Tired but happy
Just came back from Bahau. Everyone there was so kind. They treat us like a big family. Not only that, they know how to say good things to people. They always like smile and say something good, encouragement words. I love those feeling.
Although very tired (didnt sleep well at there), i'd still love to go again. They tried their very best to give all the student there the best of best. They may seem tired but they still very active in their responsibility.
During those times, we may have same misunderstood, not satisfied with this and that, trying to build some war. But i still appreciate it. There's a strong string that bind us together, to give our best, to cooperate together, to smile. That's why, i'd like to meet them once more.
Although very tired (didnt sleep well at there), i'd still love to go again. They tried their very best to give all the student there the best of best. They may seem tired but they still very active in their responsibility.
During those times, we may have same misunderstood, not satisfied with this and that, trying to build some war. But i still appreciate it. There's a strong string that bind us together, to give our best, to cooperate together, to smile. That's why, i'd like to meet them once more.
2007年8月17日星期五
派考卷啦～
到学校去果然没做错选择。老师派考卷。真的令人有点担心。不过，我都习惯fail的，所以没什么期待。
可是，这次虽然我的数学还是fail，但至少我比上次有进步。好开心噢～
英语呢～可能我比较有信心吧～所以看到拿到高分，也没怎样。反而担心自己的作文。毕竟我蛮喜欢写作文的。
幸亏我的华文作文没离题。我最近都在担心，因为我写作文从来没有离题。可是那时我却心不在焉的写，当然会担心的。还好，听来的消息说不是我，而是班上另一个男生。上天保佑。
总而言之，我还是会担心我的作文。
可是，这次虽然我的数学还是fail，但至少我比上次有进步。好开心噢～
英语呢～可能我比较有信心吧～所以看到拿到高分，也没怎样。反而担心自己的作文。毕竟我蛮喜欢写作文的。
幸亏我的华文作文没离题。我最近都在担心，因为我写作文从来没有离题。可是那时我却心不在焉的写，当然会担心的。还好，听来的消息说不是我，而是班上另一个男生。上天保佑。
总而言之，我还是会担心我的作文。
2007年8月16日星期四
考完试了
今天是考试的最后一天。好高兴，也很讨厌。两位监考老师都把香水涂得很浓。好像香水很便宜那样的涂。难闻死了。
除此之外，生病也有点痛苦。喉咙有点痛，又伤风，真的很难熬。算了，就当作是我把我心里的痛苦，病菌，全部一次过排出来。这样，往后的日子就不用酱难熬。
现在就是要休息一个星期。放假嘛～真的希望病快点好起来，然后我就可以做很多很多东西。
病菌啊～我也要感谢你。把我身体体内一切的毒素排完出来，这样我的青春就没这个必要浪费在你的身上。
嘻～
除此之外，生病也有点痛苦。喉咙有点痛，又伤风，真的很难熬。算了，就当作是我把我心里的痛苦，病菌，全部一次过排出来。这样，往后的日子就不用酱难熬。
现在就是要休息一个星期。放假嘛～真的希望病快点好起来，然后我就可以做很多很多东西。
病菌啊～我也要感谢你。把我身体体内一切的毒素排完出来，这样我的青春就没这个必要浪费在你的身上。
嘻～
2007年8月15日星期三
Sick...
Damn! I'm sick now.
It's so painful and tired. A little bit flu and then sore throat. Where did i got the virus? Anyway, i feel sleepy the whole day. Especially during exam.
I cant bear it. My eyes were like falling down. And then it loos like going to rain. It so cold and chilly. I was sitting nearby the window. Can see a bit haze.
What the fxxx?! They burned forest again. Maybe that was one of the reason i am sick now. STUPID!!!
But, hey, at least i know how to deal with math. I mean i can really answered them. OMG!!! Unbelievable!!! Of course, i've done lots and lots and lots of exercise. Now, waiting for the result.
It's so painful and tired. A little bit flu and then sore throat. Where did i got the virus? Anyway, i feel sleepy the whole day. Especially during exam.
I cant bear it. My eyes were like falling down. And then it loos like going to rain. It so cold and chilly. I was sitting nearby the window. Can see a bit haze.
What the fxxx?! They burned forest again. Maybe that was one of the reason i am sick now. STUPID!!!
But, hey, at least i know how to deal with math. I mean i can really answered them. OMG!!! Unbelievable!!! Of course, i've done lots and lots and lots of exercise. Now, waiting for the result.
2007年8月14日星期二
STUPID !!!
Ok. Today everything seems to be ok. I mean i can focused now on my exam. Thoughts in head, erm, had gone. But it still came back when we are having exam break.
Even though i can focused, still doesnt mean i can answered all the question.
The stupid Science paper 2! Not only me, even our class genius also cannot answered. Then the question keep changing because of some stupid error. I will failed for sure. Just wait for my news. STUPID SCIENCE PAPER 2!!!!!
Happy thing. I'm really, really, really going to Bahau on 18/8. Isnt that cool? Happy me~~~ ^.^ All i had to do is to wait for Hui Nee's phone call that she had bought the tickets. Hurray!!!
Even though i can focused, still doesnt mean i can answered all the question.
The stupid Science paper 2! Not only me, even our class genius also cannot answered. Then the question keep changing because of some stupid error. I will failed for sure. Just wait for my news. STUPID SCIENCE PAPER 2!!!!!
Happy thing. I'm really, really, really going to Bahau on 18/8. Isnt that cool? Happy me~~~ ^.^ All i had to do is to wait for Hui Nee's phone call that she had bought the tickets. Hurray!!!
2007年8月13日星期一
Man...
Now i start to worry. Worry about my PMR. Not my result of course. But my mood at that day.
Today, once again, i cant find myself back. I mean i cant even focused at my exam. My head, they were full with lots of stuff. From this to that. So irritating. I keep telling myslelf, " Focused,man. There's a big exam coming up and you are still wandering off like that." But it didnt work. Not to mention, it coming more worse.
I dont think i can out high target for this exam. Otherwise i'll cry for sure.
Just pray i wont happened it on the day of my PMR.
Today, once again, i cant find myself back. I mean i cant even focused at my exam. My head, they were full with lots of stuff. From this to that. So irritating. I keep telling myslelf, " Focused,man. There's a big exam coming up and you are still wandering off like that." But it didnt work. Not to mention, it coming more worse.
I dont think i can out high target for this exam. Otherwise i'll cry for sure.
Just pray i wont happened it on the day of my PMR.
2007年8月12日星期日
大家加油~~
今年“爱我青年”，我被分进音响组。总觉得有压力。毕竟我没有玩过，只是在旁边看着他们在弄。
不过，我想应该会很好玩吧～每次看到他们玩到很好玩酱。当然，这个要有个人兴趣才可以讲。
总而言之呢～我是会到处去问人家，去讨教人家，去烦人家。所以，就请大家多多包含我这位新人啦～
大家都要好好加油噢～永远支持你们，也永远爱你们！
不过，我想应该会很好玩吧～每次看到他们玩到很好玩酱。当然，这个要有个人兴趣才可以讲。
总而言之呢～我是会到处去问人家，去讨教人家，去烦人家。所以，就请大家多多包含我这位新人啦～
大家都要好好加油噢～永远支持你们，也永远爱你们！
2007年8月11日星期六
我最讨厌
如果你问我，我最讨厌什么。表面上我是会答，老鼠。我这一世人最讨厌老鼠。讨厌它的尾巴，总觉得很恶心，然后也讨厌它的卫生。我曾经在一个小巷口看到一只，简直像一只猫那么大，那么肥。我记得当时，我第一时间就是立刻跑，然后再大声尖叫。因为太可怕了。
老鼠是表面上。可是内心深处呢？我想和大家一样，就是不希望看到，听到，目睹到，家人发生争执，然后互在对方背后攻击。
奇怪的是，大家不找任何人诉苦，就是找我。每次听到他们在讲，我有点不知所措。要假装听到没听到，还是要很认真的听。每次都是酱。也许这个原因，我的胸口每次都会觉得闷闷的。因为藏了太多心事，藏了太多苦。
有好几次想要结束自己的生命算了。可是，一想到某个人，心又有些不舍。最后，想说给自己一次机会，重新来过。
好笑吧～才15岁的我，就会有这种想法，而且还很敏感。就像我之前说过，别问我原因，因为我自己也不知道。
老鼠是表面上。可是内心深处呢？我想和大家一样，就是不希望看到，听到，目睹到，家人发生争执，然后互在对方背后攻击。
奇怪的是，大家不找任何人诉苦，就是找我。每次听到他们在讲，我有点不知所措。要假装听到没听到，还是要很认真的听。每次都是酱。也许这个原因，我的胸口每次都会觉得闷闷的。因为藏了太多心事，藏了太多苦。
有好几次想要结束自己的生命算了。可是，一想到某个人，心又有些不舍。最后，想说给自己一次机会，重新来过。
好笑吧～才15岁的我，就会有这种想法，而且还很敏感。就像我之前说过，别问我原因，因为我自己也不知道。
2007年8月10日星期五
I want to go....
Jia Wei told me qzh's gathering might cancelled. I mean, i'm sorry that last few days i said my holiday is going to be crazy. But i didnt mean that i dislike going qzh.
I just wanna go and have fun. Why cancelled it??? If Genting is not a good place to gather then find another place. I can give some idea. It can be anywhere but just dont cancelled it.
I always love you guys so much...
Please~~~ Dont cancelled~~~ T.T
I just wanna go and have fun. Why cancelled it??? If Genting is not a good place to gather then find another place. I can give some idea. It can be anywhere but just dont cancelled it.
I always love you guys so much...
Please~~~ Dont cancelled~~~ T.T
2007年8月9日星期四
Oh no!!!
今天考试。但不知怎的。总觉得心胸闷闷的，自己也没什么心情要作答。导致自己本来有信心的华文作文也。。。
我尝试把我那个感觉丢掉，可是，它还是找回来。我尝试叫自己回来，可是回来的是，自己的闷闷感觉。
不行了，我这次一定会fail的。不是说我什么，我自己当然了解我自己啦～
糟糕啦～
我尝试把我那个感觉丢掉，可是，它还是找回来。我尝试叫自己回来，可是回来的是，自己的闷闷感觉。
不行了，我这次一定会fail的。不是说我什么，我自己当然了解我自己啦～
糟糕啦～
2007年8月8日星期三
如果你的生命只剩三个小时
“如果你的生命只剩三个小时，你会做什么？”
这个问题并不俗，它是每个生命体即将结束前的一个必然倒数。
三毛在她的一篇题为“不死鸟”的散文中提及，曾有分刊物嘱她写稿。题目是“如果你只有三个月的寿命，你将会做什么？”三毛想了很久，一直都没有去答这份考卷。她丈夫荷西停说了这件事，也曾好奇问过她。当时三毛正在厨房揉面，她举起沾满面粉的手，轻轻的摸了摸丈夫的头发，慢慢的说：“傻子，我不会死的，因为我还得给你做饺子呢！”
讲完这句话，她丈夫的眼睛突然朦胧起来，然后用手臂从她身后环抱着她，知道饺子上桌子才放开。
是的，如果我的生命真的只剩三个小时，我会握住我爱得人的手，然后温柔的凝视着他，和他一起慢慢聊着我们曾共同编制的回忆
在最新一期的《少年》中，看到了这篇文章。读完后，心里掀起了一阵澎湃。
好久没这种感觉了。。。
这个问题并不俗，它是每个生命体即将结束前的一个必然倒数。
三毛在她的一篇题为“不死鸟”的散文中提及，曾有分刊物嘱她写稿。题目是“如果你只有三个月的寿命，你将会做什么？”三毛想了很久，一直都没有去答这份考卷。她丈夫荷西停说了这件事，也曾好奇问过她。当时三毛正在厨房揉面，她举起沾满面粉的手，轻轻的摸了摸丈夫的头发，慢慢的说：“傻子，我不会死的，因为我还得给你做饺子呢！”
讲完这句话，她丈夫的眼睛突然朦胧起来，然后用手臂从她身后环抱着她，知道饺子上桌子才放开。
是的，如果我的生命真的只剩三个小时，我会握住我爱得人的手，然后温柔的凝视着他，和他一起慢慢聊着我们曾共同编制的回忆
在最新一期的《少年》中，看到了这篇文章。读完后，心里掀起了一阵澎湃。
好久没这种感觉了。。。
2007年8月7日星期二
讨厌啦~~~~~~~~~
哎唷～竟然把我最最最最讨厌的科目徘在同一天考？！讨厌啦～明知道我最讨厌sejarah和science。这两科简直是我的天敌。怪不到啊～Sejarah那些人物，事情已经发生了。而且有些还在几百年前。要我们现在读？！也不用紧，今年的课全部都关于政治。不是说我很讨厌政治，而是要我去读那些发生很久的政治，抱歉，本小姐没兴趣啦～
Science也是的。要嘛，就一次过读完关于那个东西啦～干嘛还要分？！每年都是酱～读读一下，突然要我们读什么friction, space exploration, electric, living organisms的。这样读读一下，我的头脑会爆炸的！
可是，你要我一天之内温习我最讨厌的科目？！要我一天之内考我最讨厌的科目？！
天啊～救命啊～
Science也是的。要嘛，就一次过读完关于那个东西啦～干嘛还要分？！每年都是酱～读读一下，突然要我们读什么friction, space exploration, electric, living organisms的。这样读读一下，我的头脑会爆炸的！
可是，你要我一天之内温习我最讨厌的科目？！要我一天之内考我最讨厌的科目？！
天啊～救命啊～
2007年8月6日星期一
Gambateh~~~
Next week, i'm going to face my trial exam. PMR is near!!!
Ok, honestly, it's starting this Thursday. But that's only for chinese subject.
Can't believe that it's coming so fast. Kinda upset with it. Anyway, i'm ready for any challenge. Bring it on!!!
Oh ya, change song to one of my favourite song. I just watched "Grease 2" and fall in love to this song. "Cool Rider". Do enjoy.
:p
Ok, honestly, it's starting this Thursday. But that's only for chinese subject.
Can't believe that it's coming so fast. Kinda upset with it. Anyway, i'm ready for any challenge. Bring it on!!!
Oh ya, change song to one of my favourite song. I just watched "Grease 2" and fall in love to this song. "Cool Rider". Do enjoy.
:p
2007年8月2日星期四
又开始忙了 T.T
我今天做了假期计划，才发现自己的假期差不多满满的。只剩三天的时间在家。
看来，这次的假期又不能好好的待在家，陪我的家人。
总觉得，每次假期，我的计划就排的满满的。应该是从去年的大放假开始吧～我就很少在家。就连我的家人到哪里玩就是没有我的份，要不然，就是为了等我而泡汤了。
别问我为什么酱多活动？我也不知道。只知道有活动，我就不能推掉。也许我想要偶尔吵闹一下也不错。
看来，这次的假期又不能好好的待在家，陪我的家人。
总觉得，每次假期，我的计划就排的满满的。应该是从去年的大放假开始吧～我就很少在家。就连我的家人到哪里玩就是没有我的份，要不然，就是为了等我而泡汤了。
别问我为什么酱多活动？我也不知道。只知道有活动，我就不能推掉。也许我想要偶尔吵闹一下也不错。