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2010年12月26日星期日
一个人过圣诞之夜

大家的圣诞节过得蛮精彩吧~
真的替大家感到开心兴奋。

而我呢~
就在圣诞之夜,一个人在家度过。
看着动漫,嚼着零食,被单披在身上取暖,一杯开水。
坐在客厅里,眼睛望着电视机,嘴里不停地嚼着,清楚知道自己是一个人在家,不知为何突然感到这个夜晚好有魅力。

是啊~
我就这样一个人度过了圣诞之夜。
以前的每一年圣诞,老爸都会带着我们全家人到KL去。
可是今年因为工作,他们都到了槟城。
留我一人在这里。

本来打算要出门的。
可是看着宝贝车的油表在最后一条线上,就取消了念头。
最后干脆开动漫来看。

明知还有一项功课还没完成,可是灵感就是不能找上门。
没有灵感,就没有动力。
没有动力的功课,出来的效果都永远不会令人感到满意。
还以为看了动漫多多少少灵感会来。
可是一坐下来就被剧情和很久没有好好享受看动漫的心情给拉着了。
就一直看到半夜了,才发现自己根本没有动到。

不知为何,我就是没有感到懊恼。
反而增添了满足感。

这充满魅力的夜晚,虽然没有爱人陪在身边,但还是感到温馨。
原来,偶尔独自一个人呆在家,是可以使人放松下来。。。
*
哎哟~
刚刚提到的功课,就是摄摄影课的啦~

要我们选至少30张照片,然后修改它,洗出来,再把它排成一本书。
就是所谓的photo book。

哎哟~
假期还要烦功课。
而且还是在我没有时间的情况之下。
真的想抓破头脑,然后进院,然后告诉老师我不能完成啦~
哈哈~
还真会幻想。

怎样都好,就是现在乘这机会,没有人和事物的打扰下,赶快完成它。
希望老师便不要怪我做的优点敷衍。

而是基本上,一张照片用最快的速度,都要用至少半个小时。
现在需要30张。
30张 x 30分钟 = 900分钟。
900分钟 = 15小时。


我现在超需要15小时,不算吃喝拉撒。
要在15小时内搞定好。
啊~~~~
*
倒数29天。
还有29天而已。
有人要回来了哦~
哈哈~

最近大家都在各自忙各自的。
都机会能好好做下来聊天。
但那天很突然的,拿起手机,看着我们的合照,才发现原来我还是很想念他。

很多恋情的致命伤,都是因为有了距离,而产生了误会。
误会就像放大镜,突然你会看到自己在这段恋情,是否投资了信任。
是的。有时我们投入了信任,但对方背叛了我们。
那也更好。
这就证明了那个男的根本不把你的信任当成一回事。
只是会滥用你的信任,践踏你的信任。

但亲爱的,你不会那样吧~
至少我们曾经都发生过。
为何我还会这样执著?
我也不懂。
也许我们都成长了。
开始对这个世界有了见解。
开始知道对方在我们的世界里,原来是可以那么重要的。

亲爱的,我好想你哦~

2010年12月24日星期五
Gangsta's Paradise by Coolio


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As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I take a look at my life and realise there’s nuthin’ left
’Cuz I’ve been blasting and laughing so long, that
Even my mama thinks that my mind is gone
But I ain’t never crossed a man that didn’t deserve it
Me be treated like a punk you know that’s unheard of
You better watch how you’re talking, and where you’re walking
Or you and your homies might be lined in chalk
I really hate to trip but i gotta loc
As I Grow I see myself in the pistol smoke, fool
I’m the kinda G the little homies wanna be like
on my knees in the night, saying prayers in the streetlight.
Been spending most their lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
Been spending most their lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
Keep spending most our lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
Keep spending most our lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
The getto situation, they got me facin’
I can’t live a normal life, I was raised by the stripes
So I gotta be down with the hood team
Too much television watching got me chasing dreams
I’m an educated fool with money on my mind
Got my tin in my hand and a gleam in my eye
I’m a loc’d out gangsta set trippin’ banger
And my homies is down so don’t arouse my anger, fool
Death ain’t nothing but a heartbeat away,
I’m living life, do or die, what can I say
I’m 23 now, but will I live to see 24
The way things are going I don’t know
Tell me why are we, so blind to see
That the one’s we hurt, are you and me
Been spending most their lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
Been spending most their lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
Keep spending most our lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
Keep spending most our lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
Power and the money, money and the power
Minute after minute, hour after hour
Everybody’s running, but half of them ain’t looking
What’s going on in the kitchen, but I don’t know what’s cookin’
They say I gotta learn, but nobody’s here to teach me
If they can’t undersstand it, how can they reach me
I guess they can’t, I guess they won’t
I guess they front, that’s why I know my life is out of luck, fool
Been spending most their lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
Been spending most their lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
Keep spending most our lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
Keep spending most our lives, living in the gangsta’s paradise
Tell me why are we, so blind to see
That the one’s we hurt, are you and me
Tell me why are we, so blind to see
That the one’s we hurt, are you and me
*
Merry Christmas!

Spent my Christmas eve with works.
But it was quite relax, i guess.
Compare to Chinese New Year, today was like relaxing.
I was able to get my things done before 5.30pm.

Of course, company organized a Christmas lunch for everyone,
The food was nice.
Really did enjoy it.
Just that i didnt join the people.
Instead, grab a plate of food, and disappear to my place.

Still, i like the feeling everyone is having their time.
Office was then quiet and cold as almost everyone had left.
Some went back for party preparation, some need to rush to client's Christmas party, some need to attend church, some just went off.
First time ever i seen everyone left.

Still, it was the best day.
I enjoyed every laughter i had.
I enjoyed all the gossip moments with my colleague.
I enjoyed my time spending in front of the computer.
I enjoyed the bonding moment with everyone of them.

Today is just seems so quiet and peaceful.

I guess that's what Christmas eve supposedly should be.
Everything is going on their way.
Everyone look peaceful and happy.

And i enjoyed the time...
*
Everyday came home with a tired mood.
Didnt even feel like online.
Therefore i missed my chance chatting with him.

Yes, i miss him much more.
Yes, i was working hard for my target.
Yes, i'm just a girl who happened to miss him over time.

Sometimes i feel so apologetic to him.
I admit i'm a workaholic.
I just cant stop myself when i'm on working mood.
I can work nonstop to pleased myself.
And this may cause some unsatisfying among my loves one.
I just cant help it.

So, i'm here to say, im so sorry my dear.
I didnt mean to.
And i miss you so much.
You can just pop up in my mind suddenly.
Making me feel so secure that i know you're always there for me.
I cant wait till that day arrive.
I know i'll be the most happiest people in this world then.
=)

2010年12月18日星期六
哎哟~

今天有人生日哦~
20岁了咯~
要乖乖,不可以不听话了。
哈哈~

虽然不在身边,也无法现身一起庆祝。
但怎样都好,还是替他感到开心。
人生都进到第二个十年。
(好像乖乖的。@@)

那真的很抱歉,本小姐没有艺术和创意细胞。
有得只是那半桶水的文字和用词。
希望他不会介意。
也不要生气哦~
就当作我欠他的啦~
好不好?

亲爱的,20岁咯~
真的要乖乖,要听话哦~
第一次在外国庆祝生日,这机会并不是每个人都有得。
所以要好好珍惜。
要出去跟朋友玩都好,记得还是要想念我哦~
我可是每天都在想念你的。=p
现在也是冬天了。
记得要多穿几套,把自己保暖暖。
功课也要集中哦~
不要为了公事而影响到学业,那样真的很不值得。
在工作上,就真的辛苦你了。
虽然不能帮到什么,我最多也是只能默默地支持你。

最后,生日快乐!
我爱你噢~
<3
*
最近都不得空上网。
都是因为开始做工了。

因为公司都有新人来。
所以作风都有点不一样。
但关于一些人的作风和行为,还是有点惹人厌。
现在也不想说了。
免得影响我一整天的心情。

但,还是很开心啦~
可以认识多点人啊~
而且,也可以多看看“人心”。

无论怎样,希望未来的日子还是能开开心心地过。
而且也顺便把自己的眼界看宽一点。
当作为未来做好准备。
要加油了!
>.<
*
天啊~
还有一样功课要完成。
摄影课的photobook。

哎哟~
真的不知道要去哪里拍。
最近又忙着做工。
根本都没什么机会出门。
而且要找时间整理照片,洗照片,排照片。
想到都心惶惶了。

唉~
真的很烦。
为什么就不能给人好好的专心享受假期呢?
为什么就是要搞这些东西出来?
>.<

希望佛陀保佑,我能在时间内完成它。
祈祷-ing...

2010年12月13日星期一
Two down, one to go!

  • Malaysian Studies - done!
  • Sociology - done!
  • Public Relation - yet. Coming Wednesday.

Socio paper was quite eay in a way.
At least whatever i read did came out.
Well, just for the definition part.
I didnt memorize all the definition.
I only remember the keywords, and that's all.

But Socio is over now.
Change gear to Public Relation now.

Ms Su gave us quite obvious tips.
I mean at least we know what to study and what not.
So, i guess everything will be quite easy.

Just pray that my brain can stuff everything in just a day.
>.<
*
Damn it.
Received a notification from the admin.
Says that we will be studying for 7 semester.
But our duration of course and fees remain.
Just that we will having less time to finish a course.
Long semester will take 14 weeks; short semester 7 weeks.

Yes. 7 weeks.
I really dont know what to study in just 7 weeks.
I mean it's only 1 month plus.
How the hell can we stuff everything in just 7 weeks.
I really start wondering, if our timetable will be packed.

And now, after this amendment, when will we go for intern?
Initially, we are going at Sem5.
Then we are graduating after Sem6.
But now, we are extending till Sem7.
So, when will we go for intern?

Argh~
Changing new management really does involve a lot of changing.
And we had to throw our habit away in a split second.

Well, in the end, i just hope i can graduate in time.
Get my cert and get a job.
Good luck.
*
Found something very interesting today.
Didnt know that things still kept in my house.
I thought i had throw it away.
But then, thanks to Mummy.

Wont reveal what it is.
Or i already guess you know what it is.
Haha~

But then, surprise just happened.
And i was shocked.
Now, i will cherish it nicely.
Wont throw it away whatever happen.
Or maybe some day in future something happen, and i had to let go.
Hehe~

Dear, i miss you...

2010年12月11日星期六
心痛+失望=不可以轻易放弃!

他x的!
就为了你那四个月的恋情和挫折你就甘愿结束你的性命?!
这是什么天理?!

是的,我知道现在我无论用什么字眼,你都不会看到的。
可是我还是得抒发我的内心。

第一次看到你消息,是在facebook。
有人把你的新闻share了。
我最初没有兴趣的。
可是发现好多人都在share着。
好奇心催促下,我终于都按来看了。

接下来,我就知道我的内心真的好生气。
我是气你为何要这样的傻,这样的无聊,这样的没脑?
先生,我虽然不认识你,可是你的举动还是牵动了我的心情。
我真的不了解。
你只不过是谈了两次失败的恋情,可是为何要把自己看得这么狭窄?
为何你不睁开眼睛,看看你身边还是有爱着你的人。
你身边还是有值得你去爱的人。

为何要因为两段不成功的恋情就放弃了性命?
人生本来就是有很多的挫折和失败。
可是就是这些因素,我们才坚定要寻找自己的欢乐和幸福。
就是因为这些因素,我们才立志要坚强且记得以往的错失。

但,现在因为两段不成功的恋情。
加上你的自私,你现在成功让你身边的人都感到内疚。
大家都开始怀疑自己,为何当初没有发现你的动机。
大家都开始自责,为何有些知情的,却一直相信你是不会做傻事的。
你也成功让那些不认识你的人开始盘问自己。

是的。
现在我在这么说多都没有用。
事情已发生了。
时间是不会再倒流的。
你也不会在有机会寻找你自己的幸福了。

只是想说,我们的生命是何苦辛苦的得来的。
母亲怀胎十月,辛辛苦苦的把我们迎接来这世间。
目的就是要我们得到欢乐和幸福。
不要因为一点挫折和失败就放弃。
这真的不值得,不应该,不该有的念头。
我们就是要努力寻找自己的幸福,才会活得精彩。
多把自己看开点。
不要狭窄自己的视野。
这世界其实还是有美好的事情,等着我们去探索。
拜托,不要轻易放弃自己的性命。。。

你选择结束你性命后,你看,大家都很震惊,也感到很惋惜。

堂堂22岁的男人,就因为恋情不成功,选择结束了性命。。。

这是你在世间的最后一张照片。
你是多么的帅气,拥有着很多人都会感到嫉妒的脸孔。
真的好可惜,现在我们现在少了一张能人嫉妒的脸孔。

“青少年网上倒数自杀。江枻丰曾宣短见。”
新闻现在到处都是关于你的消息。
就拜托读这新闻或听闻此消息的人,请真的不要轻易放弃你那宝贵的性命。
只因真的太不值得,也很容易让你身边爱你的人很自责难过。。。

Alviss Wong,你就安息吧~
愿来世你不会再做傻事了。
傻事只要做一次就够了。。。
*
星期一就考试了。 可是我还这边上网。
不去温习。


唉~
我真的要改变自己的心态了。
真的不可以再这样下去。
小姐啊~就忍着点,只需熬到15号就可以暂时解放了。
你就为了15号努力吧~


社会学,老实说,难又不会难,容易又真的没那么容易。
就只是很多东西要明白。
很多人物的名字和真理要背。
认识我的人就知道我最不能背东西。


我是真的蛮厉害哈拉。
但要我背一段句子,那简直就像逼我吃榴莲。(我不喜欢吃榴莲的。>.<)
所以说,这个课目对我而言真的很辛苦。。
接下来的公关也是。
很多东西要背,要牢记。


唉~
佛陀啊~
请借我一臂力量,让我度过这难关。
>.<
*
亲爱的,看完了那则新闻,心里真的很不忍心。
可是还是要写封信息给你。


亲爱的,不管以后将来发生了什么事,请你一定不可以这么轻易放弃。
因为就算我们真的离开了彼此,我还是会关心你,会担心你。
所以真的不可以这么轻易就放弃。


我们人就是为了追寻幸福而开始展开旅程的。
可是因为一点挫折就放弃,那就真的太不应该了。
至少为你身边爱你的人想想,他们以后是要如何过日子。
在很重要的日子,就从此少了一个欢笑。
在庆祝喜事,就从此少了一份喜感。
在人情绪低落,就从此少了一对耳朵和肩膀。
在身边需要分享时,就从此少了一位人的温暖笑容。


真的,答应我,不可以这么轻易放弃。
只因我们真的太爱你了。
少了你的世界,我们是要如何弥补自己的心,如何安慰自己,如何麻醉自己。


亲爱的,看了这则新闻,我特别的想你。
因为我知道你是会替身边的人着想的。
因为,你是我的亲爱的。。。


2010年12月9日星期四
Kissing Your Ass Goodbye

One paper down, and two to go.

Oh yes!
Has kiss Malaysian Studies' ass good bye.
No more i-tell-you class.
No more borng but you can make loads of fun class.
No more cursing that i-tell-you teacher class.
No more cursing his notes are useless.
No more plaing hide-and-seek with his notes.
And so long, Malaysian Studies.

Still, thanks to him, the paper was E-A-S-Y!
Why?
Cause the tips he gave was so obvious and straight forward.
All we need to do is just focus the part.
Memorize the answer, and you're ready to fight the war.

And now, Sociology and PR.
  • Socio - not that scare but yes still need to worry a bit.
  • PR - Cant really describe my mood. It's like should i worry or should i stay calm?

But i know, for not giving RM200 to the admin and reschedule sake, i will pull myself, slap myself, punch myself, kick myself, torture myself to study.
Yes, i will!

Come on girl, you can do it!
*
Money money money.
That's all i could think of right now.

Dont ask me why but the word just pop up in my head just like that.

It's like a curse or something else.
Whenever someone show me something, my head will show, "Gosh~ how much is that?" or "Damn, i need to work for n hours just to get that."
Yup.
That's what in my head.
And i dont quite like it.
It's like i'm becoming more realistic and a bit materialistic.
Everything will be measure on the money scale.
And everything has a price tag on it.

Gosh~
I bet no one like this kind of thought.
I mean, after another day end, all you could recall back is just how much that purse is, or how much had you spent on your lunch.

Argh~
FML!
*
Both of us are finding time to chat with each other.
He's been busy with his report while i'm handling with finals now.

But then, whenever i look at the calender, it just reminds me that he will back soon.
Though he might busy gathering with his family and friends, the very least i know we still can chat at anytime.
I can selfish at some point.
But this is his life and he's been far away with his family and friends.
I should know that i need to give him time and space.

It's not like he wont be that cold-hearted enough to not contact with me.
Will he?
Argh~
I dont know.
All i know, as long he's happy, i'm happy.
And i'm fine with it.
Nothing much to complain nor nagging.

Still, i miss you dear...

2010年12月7日星期二
谢谢你!

姑姑今天搬新家了。
今天就有个乔迁派对。
都是我们亲戚参加而已啦~

在我很小时,姑姑就已经跟我们住了。
所以,姑姑算是看着我们长大的。
也跟着我们经历大大小小的事件。

屈指一数,18年了。
姑姑在我的18年时间做了很多贡献。
看着我长大,陪我聊天,看着我们成熟,见证我们光荣时刻。
而现在,她已经迁移出外了。

说真的,那个原因,我多多少少知道一点。
总而言之就是他们大人上一代的恩恩怨怨。
在这里也不方便多讲。

总而言之,谢谢姑姑这些年的陪伴。
我们会常常到你那儿玩的。
要时常快乐哦~

新居愉快。
=)
*
哎哟~
星期四就开始考试了。
而我还这边写部落格。

可是一想到那老师给的笔记就火大了。
当然我讲的非历史老师莫属。

平常上课又没什么教到书。
然后一直讲同样的故事。
从第一堂课到最后一堂课,那些故事都还是一样的。
一直搬历史出来,拿我们跟他时代来比较。

天啊~
老师,时代已经在进步了。
难不成你还要我们上课时,因为怕老师而尿裤子。
然后橡皮胶掉在地上,不敢弯腰拾上来,最后被迫用口水来替代。

非常抱歉,老师。
我们是新新时代的孩子。
你之前的那些做法已经不能套用了。

还有,你的笔记真的很烂透。
这叫我们要如何温习啊?
还一直说你的笔记里有答案。
可是分明就是没有。
我只看到一大堆的废话和无聊。
根本没有答案,或者说我根本就不懂要如何开始下手。

真的拜托拜托。
你就不要再为难我们了。
我们都也想过关。
就当作为了下一班,请你进步吧~
*

2010年12月5日星期日
Buddha Buddha Buddha...

Morning~
It's 10.20am and i'm all awake now, online-ing.

I only slept for around 6 hours.
Slept at 2.30am and woke up ar 8.30am.
Bravo~
My eyes just automatically open.

Why?
Well, i am rushing to get my Sociology's assignment to be done.
Yes, i deserved it.

This assignment was assigned to us since the beginining of sem2.
I was so "rebellion".
And so "being a good student".
I didnt touch any of it.
Only until recently.
And now, just realised that i still need to study for my finals.
I made up a timetable.

Need to get this assignment done, by the latest on Monday.
Then, crossing fingers, i can start my revision on Tuesday.

Look how "efficiency" am i.
Haiz...
*
I guess i'm recover now.
Or the very least, no more headache, no more dizziness, no more sore throat (just a bit dryness).
Now the remaining is cough and a bit of phlegm.

I hope that all the bad lucks had left me.
Spare me some time and energy to get my sociology's assignment done.
You guys can come haunt me when i'd hand in.
Just not now.

Haiz.
Looking back, i really wonder whose tail had i step on?
Causing me so much trouble and sadness.
I'm very sorry if i had offended anyone.
I might be rushing over somethings and didnt notice you.
But please spare me now.
Or at least for this few days.

Finals is coming.
And i'm not even prepared.
Gosh~
Time, please be my friend now.
I really need you...
*
Both of us had busy for our assignments.
And time wont let us to stop for awhile and chat.

Well, for my side, i cant blame the time.
The one that needs to take the blame is me.
All because of my procrastinate.

But for him, i just wish he's ok.
Seems like he's facing a bit of problems.
And hope that can solve it.

Dear, i miss you...

2010年12月3日星期五
杜U Love Me 王力宏


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眼睛看我 看看我的眼睛
想问问你 问你一个问题
你你我我 还在演什么戏
戏如人生 还是人生如戏
你爱的人到底是不是我
是否真正的我 是另一个样子
如果你愿意 我卸下我的面具
给你我全部 全部的我都给你
你挑着担 我牵着马
迎来日出 送走晚霞
给我一个反应 喊喊我的名字
美猴王的魅力 推前浪的行着
还在努力找传说中的幸福
一句道白 让你听的清楚
杜 U Love Me?
说说 你爱我到什么程度
杜 U Want Me?
说说 你要我到什么地步
让我相信 你的动心
为什么我还是 无法觉得真心
杜杜杜杜
杜杜杜杜 杜 U Love Me?
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这几天真的很衰运。
衰到我自己也不知该怎么反应才好。

就从我生病那时开始吧~
本来星期四有个很重要的报告呈现。
那个报告老实说可是到了星期二都还没完成好。
我那时还在烦着,甚至还给了自己压力。
因为我不是组长,自己也不敢做什么动作。只是每次都提醒组长。

怎知星期二晚上回到家时,突然发现自己的身体虚弱,头有点晕晕的。
自己当时也没什么理会,一心只是想赶快完成那个报告。
后来星期三早上醒来时,就发现不对劲了。
全身都无力,头晕,头痛,喉咙痛,关节痛,腰痛(其实就已经猜到是什么原因造成我生病了。)
仿佛什么病痛都找上门来。

后来决定不去上课,只是早上去讨论这报告后,就回家了。
到了学校,整个人是超虚弱的。
可是还是强硬自己起来。要求自己要专注在这报告上面。
一直就逞强到下午12点多。
期间不舒服的感觉一直缠着我。
害我几次都不能好好地作决定。

然后就到了星期四那天。
因为星期三已经睡了很久,喝了超多水,吞了很多药丸,病情有比较好转。
但可能因为我很早就起床了,头痛还是缠着我。

本来说好早上7点在火车站等Nikki的。可是她却忘了时间,以为7点半才集合。
所以就迟了点,再加上rawang那边的火车又有事耽搁了,所以7点45分才抵达Sungai Buloh。
说真的,在等那45分钟期间,我的火已经滚到胸口了。
再加上头痛又发作了,火又滚到鼻子那里。
Nikki上车时,我是静静的。

7点45分了,当然是塞车时段。
就只好逼自己冷静下来。
驾车时,我从望后镜就看到后面那辆车主在抽泣流泪,还拿着纸巾擦眼泪。
自己心想:应该不会有什么发生吧~
不知是感应还是什么的,念头一闪过,我的宝贝车屁股就被“侵犯”了。

我的火真的滚到头顶上了。
带着火山+头痛+赶时间+虚弱的身体下车,发现宝贝车屁股的漆花了。
为了不让自己有任何难听的语言爆发,就只好叫Nikki帮忙处理一下。
可是那车主就是一直在哭哭哭。

整个过程就省掉了,一方面不想让自己的火又滚上来,也不想让自己再觉得很衰样。
总而言之,现在的情况就是,不想再就追了。
反正她的车都没事,只是我的宝贝车屁股的漆掉落了。

就把事情转到学校。
做了报告呈现。
都是逞强着。
也第一次这么不舒服的状况下。
心里还是觉得有点的不满意。
如果可以重做的话,我要!

到了下午2点,MQA的人来学校做访问。
而我就很幸运地选中。

本来是以学生学会的身份代表。
可是进到会议室,接受访问时,发现问题都是绕到关于学校。
就是没有一题是关于学生学会的。
还有还有,之前我们是等了一个小时多才开始的。
更还有,我是一整天都没进食。
早上6点起身到2点是没进食的。
学校只是准备了零食,可是还是没有饱的欲望。
可以想象我那时的状态吗?

访问整个过程也不过半个小时而已。
一结束,就立刻奔回家。
回到家也是立刻就准备出门了。

我自己现在也只是希望这是转为好运的时刻。
不要一直被折磨了。
真的很辛苦。
也很难受。
也很累。
也很难享受每一时刻。
就真的只想好好的喘口气。。。
*
亲爱的,我现在过得很好。
虽然经历以上的事情,但我还是很平安。
你就只要专心你那儿的事情就好。
不要累坏了。
希望你的事也能如愿顺利完成。
但就是不要当作你的烦恼。
因为会影响健康和那帅帅的容貌哦~

我今天很想你哦~