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2012年1月29日星期日
Happy Chinese New Year

For the first time ever, throughout my 20 years, this year Chinese New Year got to be the most FUN AND BUSY ever!!!


*Wont be writing any of it. Plain lazy. Too much to write about. 

Still, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! Angpau mari mari!

2012年1月15日星期日
无聊篇

就这样,实习一个星期了。
因为某些因素,我不方便在这边透露我的实习状况。
但我能说的是,目前的我是蛮得空的。要等到新年过后,就可有我忙了。
哦~忘了说,我现在是在华研上班。
就是那个签了S.H.E.,动力火车,Olivia Ong等艺人。
这么说来,就大概知道为什么我说新年过后就有我忙了。呵呵~

整个星期下来,就想念的还是宝宝。
那天星期五,宝宝早到我家,还陪她玩了一会儿。
上班时,也不会觉得有点迷失错乱。
可能真的太想念宝宝了,难得看到宝宝,整个心情也好很多了。

最近也在帮着老妈做饼干。
只是做来给自己吃,然后送送礼。
每天就做到半夜,我们母女也常常坐下来聊了很多。
至于聊了什么话题,那就留着我们母女俩吧~
哈哈~

还有还有,我换了新发色。
今年没做什么大改变。
因为我下定决心要把头发留长。所以就要求发型师只是修剪好了。等头发长了点,再打算看要烫或电发。
就放在照片,看看我的新发色。



2012年1月8日星期日
First week of January

So far, first week of January had been treating me good.
Nothing bad happened, nothing uncomfortable, nothing unjoyful.
Instead, i was happy and satisfied the whole time.
Ok, except for the weather, which had been ridiculously HOT!

One more day of holiday, and i will start my internship on Monday.
Not very nervous, excited, feeling good.
Just one thing - what should i wear to work?
I mean if they need formal clothing, oh boy, i got only one formal suit, and the rest are jeans and t-shirts.
But, whatever, all i have to do is adapt the environment, act like a sponge, willing to learn more all the time.
Most important, able to accept critics and handle the compliment.
For most of the time, have to act like a sponge and a chameleon.
I know i can do it and i shall do it.
*
One more thing.
Mum had taken a offer to babysit an 11-month baby.
For the past week, it was mostly me taking care the baby.
Ok, not for the feeding and bathing part.
Most of the time, i was playing with the baby, accompanying her, have fun with her.
I even change her diaper. I always teased, there, i gave away my first time. xD
Overall, the baby become adore me and starting to dependent on me.

To be truth, i never had this feeling before.
I dont know whats the right word for this feeling.
I mean i look after the baby for the whole day, and now, all of the sudden, i had to leave her due internship.
It was leaving my own daughter alone.
Haiz~ I must love her too much nor spending too much time with her.
Or else, this feeling wont occur to me.

Never mind, i will cope this feeling.
I will channel it on work.
So that i can go back home safely and still able to catch her (which is a small possibility).

Anyway, i just wanna say,
Baby, you are always be loved by us.
<3


2012年1月2日星期一
2011年 =)

形容2011年。

2011年,对我来说,太多情绪,太多回忆。
有好的,有不好的。
有让人羡慕的,有让人愤怒的。
我得到很多,同时也失去很多。

2011年。
刚开始,一切看起来很完美,很美好
甚至我希望一直这样沉醉在里面。
我看到我的小小未来,也以为自己就这样沉淀下来也没关系。
我还差点牺牲了自己的梦想。

在半部,我失去了,那个曾经带给我欢乐幸福的。
直到现在,我很佩服当时的我。
虽然一整夜的失眠,我还是能驾车到学校上课,甚至去做工。
我没到处宣扬。都是大家因关心而来问候。
没眼泪,没哀怨。甚至当人们开始在我面前数落我们,我都辟而不谈。有时还拜托他们不要再说别人的坏话。

直到某天,因一场吵架,我把内心埋很久的负面情绪都爆发出来。
虽然在错的对象。但那场吵架让我醒过来。
我原来一直都在逃避,根本没有正视问题。
那天起,我重新开始。学会接受当天的情绪。学会真正的放开自己的心,去接受一切。
也许我真的很认真地努力改变,我也找回了自己的梦想和目标。

后来,我发现这世界有太多事情等着我去探索,等着我去发掘。
开始把之前差点断失的关系也补回来了。
而且只要有人约,我就会想尽办法赴约。
现在也变得更容易满足,更容易开心。
一点点事情,都能立刻转变正面思考,告诉自己,这是为了我自己的好。

2011年,有太多事要感谢,有太多恩人。
他们说,9字时候,都是时运最差的时候。
使得,我敢承认,刚开始是有点。但后来慢慢的,我自己改变的。

2012年,我不敢想象自己在一段感情中。
但我知道我的重心如今在我家人朋友未来。
其他的事,就让缘分决定吧~
哈哈~

就套入阿雅在微博的一段话,
2012年,希望能用微笑看待每件事情,酸、甜、苦、辣,都能用微笑的心情品嚐。許自己擁有一顆優雅大度的心,許自己一個幸福的2012!

祝福自己,拥有一个更美,更快乐的2012!

2011年12月29日星期四
Back from Taiwan =)

I'm back! Back from Taiwan.
A 9-day trip was fun and thrilling.
There were so many wonderful memories that cannot recreate again.
It was so unique special that one cannot exchange with it.

For this post, i wont be talking much about it, as pictures had uploaded on Facebook.
Maybe i will just try to elaborate some. But for this post, i will mainly focus on story.

18/12/2011, 9am
I was in the flight, on my way to Taiwan.
For some strange reason, Rihanna's "Unfaithful" keep playing in my head like a broken jukebox.
I could not remember the whole song, but only the chorus part.
I don’t wanna do this anymore
I don’t wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don’t wanna hurt him anymore
I don’t wanna take away his life
I don’t wanna be...
a murderer
our love
It was so strange, but i just left it playing in my head for the next 3 hours.

22/12/2011
We were on our way back to Taipei.
On the way back, my mind start to flash back.
A lot of images and memories flashing back.
I wasnt shock nor sad. Instead, i just let it play and i even dream of it.
I keep telling myself, what past had been past, just appreciate the happiness you had once.
No matter it works or not, i was calm and steady, as if i wont cry or mad if we really bumped into each other.

24/12/2011
I left a message to him. Replied to his invitation. Unfortunately (according to him), he was unavailable.
To be honest, i was a bit mad. I mean, before i left for Taiwan, he keep asking for a date, and now, he's unavailable.
But to think back, maybe i was over ready for it. Maybe i thought i could keep myself in position. But then again, i failed.
Luckily, Buddha gave me a pleasant present at XiMenTing.
There were a bunch of youngsters, holing up a posters, "Free Hug".
Without hesitating, i spread my arms and hug them.
It was quite meaningful and fun.
I never done that in my life, and i couldnt help myself by smiling all the way back.
Many thanks to them for such a pleasant present and memories.

25/12/2011
It was Christmas.
The streets were full with couples.
Another scenario that make me couldnt help think, what if that night we try again and be together again.
But i did not let that question linger in my mind.
I focus on my trip and it worth more than anything.

26/12/2011
On the way back to Malaysia, i was assign to sit alone, near window.
When the plane took off, i could see the night view of Taiwan.
It was breathtaking. I could not help but to store them in my mind.
It actually makes me cool down.
Though i couldnt sleep, my mind was clear, and this time, my head is playing LMFAO's "Party Rock Anthem"
It's weird, yet i let it play for the next 3 hours flight.

Right now, i'm typing this post in my house.
Relaxing, with my favorite song list.
I still like to thanks to many people.
Thank you for helping us whenever we need it.
Thank you for making our trip wonderful.
Thank you for creating such a special memories.
Thank you for every single of you.

Lastly, as a ending for this post, i would post my Christmas eve present.
Haha~
Thought his not handsome, but quite good looking. =)


2011年12月14日星期三
In Heavn JYJ


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그만 갈게 가지마 곧 돌아올 거야 그러니까
거짓말, 거짓말 아니야 내가 널 이만큼 사랑하는데
그 사랑 지금 보여줄 순 없겠니?
사랑해 또 다시 사랑할 순 없겠니

지금 와선 말할 수가 없어
너의 기적 그 모든 게 환상 같아
마지막 니 모습 속 서서히
기억 속에만 잠겨져 가는 것만 같아
어딘가에서 날 보고 있을까
후회해도 늦어버려 볼 수 없어
추억의 그림자의 촉촉한 내 눈물들로
그 자릴 지켜보고 있어

그 말 못해 정말 못해 니가 내 옆에 있을 때만큼
미안한데 그게 안돼 이젠 모든 게 떨려와
조금 더 기다리다 꿈 속을 헤메이다
결국 니 안에서 눈을 감을까 봐

가지마 더 가지마 내 곁에 있어줄 수는 없니
거짓말 다 거짓말 전혀 들리지가 않아
사랑해 널 사랑해 한마디 보여줄 수는 없니
사랑해 널 사랑해 또 다시 사랑해 주겠니

벌써 이렇게도 지나 왔어
너의 흔적 찾아봐도 지워졌어
마지막 니 기억도 눈물의 테옆 속으로
轉載來自 ※Mojim.com 魔鏡歌詞網
잠겨져 가는 것만 같아

이만 끝내 나를 끝내 니가 내 옆에 있지 않다면
미안한데 이만 갈게 이제 너의 길을 따라
끝 없는 길을 따라 널 찾아 헤메이다
결국 너를 잃고서 슬퍼만 할까 봐

가지마 더 가지마 내 곁에 있어 줄 수는 없니
거짓말 다 거짓말 전혀 들리지가 않아
사랑해 널 사랑해 한마디 보여줄 수는 없니
사랑해 널 사랑해 또다시 사랑해 주겠니

가지마 가지마 있어줄 수는 있니
거짓말 거짓말 들리지가 않아
사랑해 사랑해 보여줄 수는 있니
사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 주겠니
가지마 가지마 있어줄 수는 있니
거짓말 거짓말 들리지가 않아
사랑해 사랑해 보여줄 수는 있니
제발 돌아와줘

가지마 더 가지마 내 곁에 있어줄 수는 없니
거짓말 다 거짓말 전혀 들리지가 않아
사랑해 널 사랑해 한마디 보여줄 수는 없니
사랑해 널 사랑해 또 다시 사랑해 주겠니

*
终于都考完了!
第五学期都圆满落成!
不,等等,还有一样功课要完成,而我们现在就是正在完成着。


我也不要再抱怨了。
已经抱怨整整几个星期了。
从电脑软件开始至现在,无时无刻都在抱怨着。
所以,为了一刻的平静,我就不在这里抱怨啦~


还是开心点。毕竟考完了。有差不多三个星期的时间来好好享受。
三个星期后,就要开始人生另一个短暂的路程 - 实习。
换句话说,整整三个月的时间都不能和这班疯癫的朋友在一起了。
所以,与他们的约会,一定要出席。
心里一定会超级想念他们了。
还是不要现在说这些,不然泪水流下来,不能睡觉了。。。

结论这篇,就是没有结论。
只是纯粹想要换歌(我的最爱-JYJ!!!),和分散一下注意力。
=)

2011年12月8日星期四
One down!

One paper down!
One more paper and one MM assignment to go!

Cant believe i'm ending my Sem5 now.
Ok, i'm not going to say the same thing as i did for the last 4 semesters.
Guess some of you already know what i'm going say.
Haha~

Anyway, the paper was quite easy, in a way.
I mean if u really do study hard Ms Su's notes and pay attention in class, it shouldnt be a problem at all.
There goes Publicity and Media Relations.
It was fun to learn more about publicity.
It was a big difference between publicity and public relation, and to be truth, it kinda helps me more to see my future.

Ok, it still kinda blur, but i guess i know what i want and what i dont want, I GUESS.

Anyway, one paper down!
Gotta survive till 16th.
17th - a date with my dear Crystal and Nikki
18th - Taiwan, here i come!
25th - Still at Taiwan, celebrating Christmas there!
27th - Baby home, i'm back!
29th - A visitor is coming my house. *superexcitedthaticandoacartwheelspinrightnow*
31th - House party!

See?
That's how my schedule had been set, for December alone.
Then i'll start my intern on 9th of January. Another dream, another journey, another experience, another way of living.

For now, let's focus on my next paper - Media Ethics and Regulations.
Peace out.
xoxo