2009...

下午8:15

Oh my!
This uploading picture is really getting my nerves.
I really dont know whether i should continue or not.

Haiz~
Someone help?
*
Anyway, today is the last day of 2009.
That means, 2010 is coming in any time.
Haha~

Ok.
Let me try to summarize my whole 2009.

2009.
It was kinda scary when the day schools open.
Cause it means that i'm going to facing SPM.
Everyone's future is depending on this certificate.
One failure, and it will be a disaster.
For me, of course.

I didnt really have a great start in the beginning.
I became more silent and depressed.
I really dont know what's bothering me.
I cant speak nor breathe easily.
I gotta convince and talk to myself frequently.
Just to calm myself down.

Then, things start to change when i met him back.
It's like he's the oxygen. And i got a chance to breathe easily and steady now.
We get together.
And we cherish each moment whenever we met or talking through phones.

Oh ya!
I got my driving license.
And i drove around.
Even though there's some rules in my house, i'd still enjoying myself on the road.
I can almost forgot myself whenever i'm driving.
I mean i can focus on the road instead on my mind.
I wont be able to think much about lots of nasty and bad things that haunted me.

After that, there's come the war we've all been waiting -- SPM.
It passed away so quickly that i almost couldnt believe.
9 subjects in almost one month.
And i manage to survive.
Although there's some challenging moments, i still cant wait to yell freedom.

Of course, after SPM, that only left we are leaving.
5 years of friendship i made, suddenly it seems like yesterday we only met.
I really do appreciate every moment i spent with my friends.
As though we were meant to meet each other.
We gossiped, we laughed, we cried, we hugged, we kissed, we had fun, we went out.
It was very precious moment to me.
I really cant imagine my life without them.
I always love them!

Seeing back 2009, I really cannot believe that a year has passed.
And now, i must fully prepared for the future that awaits for me.
It can be challenging and tough.
And i hope that i'm prepared enough.

I wish i can share all my laughter, my wish, my memories, my hopes, my energy to everyone so close to me.
I want to hug you guys again and say,"Thank you!"

2009.
I will close another chapter of my life.
And welcome another new chapter of my life.
For now, 2009 will remain as a memory i will never ever regret.
=)

Happy 2010!

唉～

下午1:44

哈哈～
真的不好意思。
消失了一阵子。
因为真的还有蛮多活动的。

至于柬埔寨之旅，下次有时间再写。
（都是那个原因。搞得我上传一张照片都要10几分钟。。。）
*
最近都很不错啦～

还过得好好的。
没什么大不了。

之前在烦工作的事，也解决了。
不过就是要牺牲一两样东西。
而且还有点心痛地牺牲。

现在毕业了。
反而更不知所措。
外表看起来好像我有了计划，其实是不知该如何实行。

要到台湾。
我现在连行动都还没行动。
都不知我是否能到台湾去。
整个人又担心又不知所措。

人啊～
就是酱。
想要一样东西时，你却不懂得去争取。
可能要等到错过了，你才发现，原来自己酱笨。
不懂得珍惜和争取。

希望我不会如此。
希望我能尽快找到方法。
好完成我一直以来的心愿。
愿佛陀保佑。

Cambodia trip 2

下午12:22

Oh my gosh!
I really dont know whether it's my line connection problem or blogspot problem, i just cant really upload a photo/picture in a quick time like it used to.
I mean it took about 10minutes to upload a photo/picture.

Alright, let's not waste time.
Second day in Cambodia is on the way.
^^
*
The second day, we gotta wake up early morning like hell.
The plan was to wake up at 3.45am.
But due to some misunderstanding and time problem, i set the alarm 3.45am.(Malaysia's time)
Which means it's only 2.45am at Cambodia.
And we all woke up at 2.45am.
Haiz~

Yup~ That's me. Waking up at the wrong time.
Haha~

Then, it's a 5 hours trip from Phnom Phen to Siem Reap.
Where we are going to visit Angkor Wat.

We stop by a place, something like our Rest and Restaurant to have our breakfast.
We ate the local food.
Which is not bad in taste. Just a little bit too sweet.

Later on, we arrive at our destination.
Bought our ticket and off we go.

Wont be saying that much now.
Just enjoy the following pictures. ^^

Ok.
There's my second day in Cambodia.

I'll write more about the third day.
Next time of course.
*cursing stupid upload photo/picture so slow*

柬埔寨之旅 1

下午1:24

我回来了！！！

4天3夜的行程就酱结束了。
当时还真的有不舍。
心里一直觉得还是觉得没有走完整个柬埔寨。
希望还有下次可以再去。

接下来的，就让照片来发言。^^

在机场拍的。当时在吃早餐。
而且我超严重需要去剪头发。><

后来又在飞机上吃早餐。
没错。我吃了两次早餐。
不过他们的Nasi Lemak还蛮美味的。^^

不久，大概两个小时酱吧，我们抵达了柬埔寨。
我因为晕机的关系，第一时间冲进厕所呕。
唉～
第一次坐飞机就遇到酱的事。。。

拿了行李，就走到外面。
看到了要来接我们的司机。
他还真的很热情。
虽然他们的英语水准是差不多我们小学的程度，不过我当时深信应该是个愉快的旅程。

沿途要去旅馆拍到的。
整个城市都繁忙。
而且他们的交通超一流的。
尤其在十字路口。
简直乱成一团，可是他们很有利让和耐性。
真的很佩服他们。

我们在Fragipani Villa 90s租了两间房间。
其中我们的房间的厕所是没有门的。
就是一个浴缸，洗脸盆和马桶。
我，妹妹的姑姑睡一间。在楼上的。
爸妈和老弟一间。在楼下的。

安顿一切了后，我们去吃午餐。
也就是我在柬埔寨的第一餐。

吃了以后，我们开始走走了。

我们的首站是Silver Pagoda.
本来是要参观Royal Palace的。
不过它没开。
要等到隔日才能开给人参观。所以我们只好先参观Silver Pagoda了。

过后我们都一直在博物馆里面。
博物馆嘛～
就是不能拍照，所以就没能拍到咯～

晚餐我们自己走路到旅馆外面找。
发现，他们柬埔寨没有自己的特色菜肴。
都是一些什么中餐，西餐，日本餐等。
要当地人介绍他们的特色菜肴时，都是一些靠近泰国和越南的菜色。

然后就回旅馆了。
因为隔天早上4点就要起床了。
那个等下次再写。^^

It's over!!!

上午11:02

Finally!!!
The battle is over.
Lasted almost one month.
And now, here i , as if i'm just got out from prison, want to shout out till my lung burst.
*
Today chinese paper is quite ok for me.
It's between easy and hard.
One step forward is easy; one step backward cost your mind to think and think and think.

Paper 1-- Essay was quite shocking. I mean lots of unexpected came out. But manage to conquer it.
Paper 2-- I blank one question. Yes, blank! Dont look at me. I really dont know what to write.

Overall, i guess i can score beautifully. (Hopeful = =)
May Buddha bless me ^^
*
Dang!
Can someone tell me what's wrong with blogspot nowadays?
I cant upload any single picture/photo!!!

Help?
Please...

快要自由了><

下午9:57

还有一科！
就是还有那么一科，我才能正式宣布我自由了！！！
哈哈～

也不是说什么自由啦～
就可能至少不用再穿校服了。
这才是最开心的一点。

唉～
就还有那么一科-- 华语。

应该是没问题啦～
一向来都是语文课没问题的。
要对自己更有信心。
把那些名句再背熟一点，就可以上最后一场战役了。
要加油哦～

14号！
14号，中午12点45分。
本老娘，李依琳，正式过完人生的中学生涯。
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈～
*
好啦～
先讲讲今天的表现。

今天考化学。
本来刚开始是我的最爱。
可是越读越变得一种痛苦。
越看不懂那些化学东东。
所以演变成化学是我最没信心的一科。

Paper1 -- 都还好。只是看自己有没有运气而已。
Paper2 -- Section C正式宣布死亡。都不懂会不会得1分。。。
Paper3 -- 都没问题。应该可以拿满分。

总结：都是那个死Section C害的啦～
现在只求能拿个C-回来。
><
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突然发现自己越大越变得很多要求。
都不知道是什么时候开始的。

每要求一次，心里都会内疚一阵子。
唉～
我知道，真是的。

希望没有什么伤害到爸妈的心。。。

Empire State Of Mind by Jay-Z feat. Alicia Keys

上午11:44

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

[Jay-Z]
Yeah,
Yeah, Imma up at Brooklyn,
now Im down in Tribeca,
right next to DeNiro,
But i’ll be hood forever,
I’m the new Sinatra,
and since i made it here,
i can make it anywhere,
yeah they love me everywhere,
i used to cop in Harlem,
all of my dominicanos
right there up on broadway,
brought me back to that McDonalds,
lyrics courtesy of killerhiphop.com
took it to my stash spot,
5-60 State street,
catch me in the kitchen like a Simmons whipping Pastry,
cruising down 8th street,
off white lexus,
driving so slow but BK is from Texas,
me I’m up at Bed Stuy,
home of that boy Biggie,
now i live on billboard,
and i brought my boys with me,
say wat up to Ty Ty, still sipping Mai-tai
sitting courtside Knicks and Nets give me high fives,
N-gga i be Spiked out, i can trip a referee,
tell by my attitude that I most definitely from…

[Alicia Keys]
In New York,
Concrete jungle where dreams are made of,
Theres nothing you can’t do,
Now you’re in New York,
these streets will make you feel brand new,
Big lights will inspire you,
lets hear it for New York, New York, New York

[Jay-Z]
I made you hot n-gga,
Catch me at the X with OG at a Yankee game,
sh-t i made the yankee hat more famous than a yankee can,
you should know I bleed Blue, but I aint a crip tho,
but i got a gang of n-ggas walking with my clique though,
welcome to the melting pot,
corners where we selling rocks,
afrika bambaataa sh-t,
home of the hip hop,
yellow cab, gypsy cab, dollar cab, holla back,
for foreigners it aint fitted they forgot how to act,
8 million stories out there and their naked,
lyrics courtesy of killerhiphop.com
cities is a pity half of y’all won’t make it,
me i gotta plug Special Ed and i got it made,
If Jeezy’s payin LeBron, I’m paying Dwayne Wade,
3 dice cee-lo
3 card Monte,
labor day parade, rest in peace Bob Marley,
Statue of Liberty, long live the World trade,
long live the king yo,
I’m from the empire state thats…

[Chorus]

Welcome to the bright light..

[Jay-Z]
Lights is blinding,
girls need blinders
so they can step out of bounds quick,
the side lines is blind with casualties,
who sipping life casually, then gradually become worse,
don’t bite the apple Eve,
caught up in the in crowd,
now your in-style,
and in the winter gets cold en vogue with your skin out,
the city of sin is a pity on a whim,
good girls gone bad, the cities filled with them,
Mami took a bus trip and now she got her bust out,
everybody ride her, just like a bus route,
Hail Mary to the city your a Virgin,
and Jesus can’t save you life starts when the church ends,
lyrics courtesy of killerhiphop.com
came here for school, graduated to the high life,
ball players, rap stars, addicted to the limelight,
MDMA got you feeling like a champion,
the city never sleeps better slip you a Ambien

[Chorus]

[Alicia Keys]
One hand in the air for the big city,
Street lights, big dreams all looking pretty,
no place in the World that can compare,
Put your lighters in the air, everybody say yeaaahh
come on, come,
yeah,
[Chorus]

*
Yesterday went to PC Fair with him.
Gotta say, i was enjoying having fun all the time.

Thanks to him, i learned many things.
All those specs, graphic cards, bit-rate...
I never thought that i'm helping out.

Well, even though at the end, Daddy nagged a bit, i'd still gotta thanks him.

Back to topic.
Well, PC Fair just being PC Fair.
Loads of IT stuff you can found.

I didnt imagine i'll met up some friends.
Especially one of my junior, who's working part time at there.
Selling PC accessories.
She's selling one of those speakers where you can plug in and the whole room can listen to.

I'd promise her to buy the earphone from her.
It's a wireless earphone.
Hope i can really purchase it.

In the end, it was great to look around by myself.
I mean, with Daddy was cool, but i got a chance to learn everything by myself.
It was a full of lesson day.
Hope there's another chance. ^^
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And what's wrong with our Education Department?!
One simple SPM exam and they can turn out to be a full of nonsense talk.

From the beginning of saying only taking 10 subjects.
Till now, "10+1", "10+2"...
WTF?!

Hello, SPM is one of our Malaysian most important exam.
And yet they turn it into some kind of joke.

Ya, you want to know why?
Because of that stupid scholarship!
Why?
Because we Chinese always complain of not getting any single penny with outstanding result.
While those Malays with just normal result gets it all.

Diu lah~
If they just change the scholarship standard, and i meant by the so-call "hak-hak istimewa", none of this would had happened.

Man~
This is just frustrating.
I'm starting to worry my brother and sister and my junior.
Haiz~